#avi rants

[avi-on-jumblr]

i am so fucking infuriated that the same leftists who have been posting the protocols, and reblogging news literally direct from hamas, are now acting all righteous because they get to call out j.k rowling for her latest bout of transphobic antisemitism. they feel so good that they're "standing up for victims of the holocaust", while they've spent the past six months weaponizing the holocaust to attack jews.

if you're only calling it out when the poster is a terf or right-wing bigot posting misinformation on twitter, but not when jews are being stabbed in the streets, then congratulations, your activism is worthless! you can stop trying to convince yourself you would have been against the holocaust when you've been dead fucking silent about the jews who are dying now.

[avi-writes-fic]

Just warning y’all now, I operate under a firm policy of talk shit, get hit (metaphorically). Why do I have that policy?

Part of it is because I am brown, and openly so, in a world that favors white people above all else. If I raise my voice in any way outside of what society deems “acceptable” I am shunned and slanted aside. Meanwhile, white people can judge me and say that I’m the one who brought this upon myself, and if I’d just kept my mouth shut about the injustices I and other POC have faced, it would be fine.

I am also afab nonbinary. I get a double shot of misogyny, transphobia, and nbphobia, from those both in and out of the trans community and LGBT+ community, as well as society at large. Even more so, I am not conventionally attractive or androgynous, and, as mentioned before, I am a POC. And the LGBT+ community has a very large racism problem, one that white LGBT+ people seem to refuse to address.

So no, I will not sit down quietly while others drive the narrative, and I will not apologize for my talk shit, get hit policy. Come on my page with hate, expect to be blocked. I don’t want you here, and neither does anyone else.

[pixelated-wysteria]

I think I get why I don’t particularly read as much fic nowadays as I used. For some reason, the fics I see now tend to be hypersexualized - like almost every movement anyone makes somehow has a point added with it about how turned on x character feels. 

And honestly??? It’s not that important??? Especially in the context some of these stories push it into??? 

I don’t give a fuck about that crap. I barely give a crap about “getting some” myself to give a shit about whether xx characters get it on on the bed, the walls, the floor, whatever kinky shit the author has up their sleeve.

imo Fluff > Smut anyday honestly

[frenemyloverr]

I wanted to try getting a break from my long fic series because I think I’m catching irritation with updating solely it for so long and I want to do something else but it’s a bit hard because I don’t want to add another plot centered fic to the table and get distracted by THAT but I don’t think I can write typical single one shots without incorporating some type of plot to it and that’s what’s throwing me off. I’m not really used to non plot structured stories….. l’ll try and come back with something new and simple soon. It’s just gonna take some time. Im not very good at simply writing for the sake of writing.

I always have some sort of plot based on whatever I’m writing and usually what I hope to be a single one shot or multiple in one “story” just kinda ends up having some type of overarching plot that I kinda have to figure out which gets me more invested and then I ignore my other stories which I don’t really WANT.

I’ll try to structure some sort of simple non-plot related things soon. Idk how people do it tbh.

[frenemyloverr]

Might delete love bug idk. I’m in a mood where it looks like trash because the chapters don’t add up and it feels like there’s a plot and idk what to do

[soapyysponge]

Oh great. Another breakup song. As if we needed more depression topping the charts. Adelle is doing that already. (눈‸눈)

[conspiramo]

Well, it’s certainly been a day for taking out the trash in terms of blogs and people I was following. Sorry, I, an afab nonbinary person, won’t apologize to misogynists, whether they’re cis or trans. Especially misogynists who try to call me transphobic, and then a bitch.

Also, if you trust outside and second hand sources over someone who has a first hand account of events on this blue hellsite, a) what are you smoking, and b) can I have some, because holy shit. Make it make sense.