[questions 10-20 also from me. The fruit tree.]
10-20 christ are you trying to kill me —
i’m uh. not suitable. like – my mental health doesn’t allow for it. p l u s … like … i made my way through high school by not doing anything, because everything bored me. && i believed my life was at stake w/ those grades — like i made it, but can you tell how unmotivated i am …
tl;dr; my mental illnesses may be lifesavers LMFAO FUCK.
11. are you single or taken ?
single, sadly. i’d really like to have significant others. ( poly as all hell hello )
BUT THEN YOU HAVE TO HAVE THOSE AWKWARD CONVERSATIONS LIKE … OKAY HERE’S A CHECKLIST …
HOW DO U FEEL ABOUT POLY BC I’M POLYAMOROUS WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT LOLLL ALSO IF YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX, I CAN’T DATE YOU HAH. NO NOT EVEN IF IT NEVER HAPPENS. WELL NO I MEAN LIKE. IF YOU WANT THAT FROM ME&& ARE WILLING TO WAIT BUT NOT WILLING TO GO WITHOUT GETTING THAT FROM ME — NOPE BYE I’M OUT BUT ALSO IF YOU NEVER WANT TO HAVE SEX I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO DO THAT EITHER BC REASONS THAT WILL COME UP ON THE NEXT CHECKLIST LMFAO U THOUGHT IF YOU WANNA DATE SOMEONE SANE – 1) KUDOS TO ME I MANAGED TO FOOL SOMEONE UNINTENTIONALLY, BUT 2) I’M NOT THE ONE YOU WANT THAT SANITY BIT ??? YEAH I HAVE LIKE A ZILLION ISSUES THAT WILL && DO IMMEDIATELY COME UP && IF I DON’T KNOW YOU’RE DOWN FOR THAT I’M NOT IN. NO WE CAN’T HAVE THIS DISCUSSION ON A CASE BY CASE BASIS && WE CAN’T HAVE IT LATE – LATER ??? OKAY NO I’M OUT BYE ARE YOU COOL WITH ME BEING INCLINED TO MURDER PEOPLE WHO THREATEN YOU BECAUSE —
like … haha. haha LMFAO FUCK
12. what is your best friend like ?
i don’t have one, sweetie sad naruto fiddle lmf a o f uc k kkk
13. when did you start roleplaying ?
oh jesus, i don’t know ?? i really don’t know. i had a cosplay ask blog account ( levi from SnK ) && that counts I guess. I dunno that was years ago, my first tumblr account. winecs painfully integrating did not go gently. ( what do you mean genderqueer && i can’t ask whether you have a dick ??? ) bless tho, because without it i probably would … be very much more … not okay with myself. ( what do you mean it’s okay not to have se – - oh my god i’m still human even tho i don’t want ??? to have ??? sex ??? with every random stranger ??? PLUS I’M A DUDE THAT’S OKAY TOO OKMIGOD D !? !? ! ) like i’ve met some of the worst people, but some of the best concepts.
14. what are your favorite subjects/genres to roleplay ?
whatever comes up naturally, within me. it’s … like … a passionate fluff, i like.
15. what fandoms are you in ?
16. have you ever been to convention ?
once, && it made me feel like i actually belonged. i’ve been striving to go to one again, but … i keep … not going …
17. how many muses do you currently have ?
18. do you relate to your muse ?
sad hyena laughter. mun =/= muse, but the reason i play him this well is because i dig him out of myself … my would be selves … my have been selves … my will be selves ……… etc. when i have to think to write a muse, i don’t feel … good about it. nice. etc. so i feel ‘em instead, which does mean that whoo boy. ouch. sympathetic feeling && stuff.
19. you think you and your muse would be friends?
… considering what we’re like ? we’re not really made for … relationships. as is, anyway. not … not the conventional ones ? we need a lot of space … y’know, maybe we could be. but considering how alike we are, we’d probably elect — … n oooo, nooo this could really work.
lmfao don’t give me more imaginary friends, pls
20. how would you feel if you met your muse’s faceclaim?
nosy munday questions : accepting