avoidant problem: participation grades

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avoidant problem: participation grades
someone: haha what do you do for fun? me, someone with avpd: obsessively worrying about my friends hating me ;)
someone: just do <thing i'm avoiding>! believe in yourself me: i have avpd
Going to only about 20% of your classes because school absolutely terrifies you
relationships?? what are those?????
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Wanting to constantly sleep because it's better than living
Them AVPD feels when your best friends haven't forgotten your birthday, but were planning a surprise birthday dinner. But you don't like surprises.
I don't know whether to feel happy or cry again. Argh!