#awarity

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You Are Not Your Memories

Acknowledge the past. Transcend the past. Embrace the full potential of the now. To ascribe the fullest potential of the future.

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Balance

The Universe is 51% Positive

Entropy seeks to destroy us all

But our life-spans continue to increase

And every moment, the edge of the universe

Continues to be pushed away.

We grow, but we grow apart.

Like boiling water molecules.

But like universal elastic principles,

We can only grow so far before we snap

The Universe will collapse in on itself

We will come together before falling apart.

Universal Oneness.

The Universe is a pattern.

The pattern is a cycle.

All life is neutral.

Good cycles through Bad.

Yin cycles through Yang.

All of life is neutral.

Reverse entropy compels us forward

But technology brings us together.

Knowledge is readily available to those who seek it.

The corrupt shall be weeded out.

Blinded by the light of wisdom.

Dualistic thinking will perish.

Black and White will become grey

The Wolf and Sheep will walk hand in hand.

The Universe is 51% Negative.

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Purpose

Life has only the meaning which I evoke. Meaning is derived from My perspective.

Meaning is derived from My perspective of My external reality.

Meaning must be derived from factually supported evidence as ascertained by My senses.

Otherwise I will live in a false reality

Believe Nothing. Test Everything.

Make your luck

-Tamryn.

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Experience.

Life is nothing but my perception of it. Every man is entitled to nothing but his perception.

Man is not his possessions.

Man is not his body.

Man is his experience.

Man is a vehicle for transcendent experience.

Safe Travels

-Tamryn H.

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Tarring.

There is no such thing as altruism. Not in a pure sense. All humanity is self interested. Self interest is an evolutionary trait which allows us to survive. Philanthropy, Charity... they wouldn't makes any sense to a self interested person unless a reward was accompanied by this. This reward comes from the fact that society has deemed altruism to be good, and therefor we gain a nice warm fuzzy feeling of doing the right thing.

A key factor of self awareness is realizing this fact. Realizing that people are self interested and always respond well to incentives or threats. An aware person is able to organize their self interested thoughts and prioritize them by order of productivity, utility, and personal gain instead of walking blindly through life and not realizing that some of their self interested thoughts are causing tension or personal issues.

In essence, the only sin, (In my personal opinion) is impeding upon another persons self interests without both gaining more than person A had to gain and reimbursing person A for more than that value. A person who does this is the only type of person I would define as a "bad" person.

Personal awareness can cause a new perspective. Awareness of the fact that reality is relative makes possibilities endless. Each individual essentially becomes a god of his own world. This is good. This is progress. This unlocks a persons true potential. But also can lead to a new kind of sin: Tarring.

The Aware individual has little respect for human constructs like law and religion. We are our own masters. But we must adhere to the laws of self interest. You do not take from others just for the sake of taking from others. We must gain something substantial from this. Tarring is a mindset by which the individual does things just because "Why Not?" No one stops them. They are smart and cover their tracks. They essentially flex their muscles and test their mettle just to see how god-like one can become when he is the master of his own reality. It provides them no personal gain other than that of ego and dopamine. 

Essentially, these individuals just feed the chaos of the universe and impede upon the growth of other individuals. They work against growth just as surely as abusers, tormentors, and bullies.

The only way to bring a tarred individual to his senses is to humble him. The only way to humble him is to defeat him. To find out what he desires most, find his weakness, and exploit it and defeat him. The aware must keep each other in check this way. We are our own police force. Personally, I suggest a quick preemptive strike. Because any assault on the personal interests of another Aware is essentially a declaration of war, and the tarred can be quite brutal in their unhindered uses of resources.

Best of Luck,

Tamryn

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The Four(ish) Personnas.

It is in my personal belief that people can be categorized into four independent classifications: Alpha, Beta, Gamma, and Delta. These classifications are quite useful in determining how to properly treat, react to, and manipulate others. I mean this as a fact without malicious intent. The classifications are as follows:

Alpha:

Physically; Tall, strong features, charismatic, hold a very open posture. Commanding, but not threatening. Mentally; Self-assured, confident, partially vain, moderate intelligence. Spiritually; Capable of drawing in others. Make suggestions that are almost always met. Are very much thrown off guard when things do not go their way. Do not care to micromanage and organize events. Confide in Deltas to do this. The Key Difference between Alphas and Betas is that Alphas are so self assured that they do not require followers to validate their worth. They are usually athletic. They have a lower than average sex drive due to their lack of need for validation, and usually partake in sex as a form of recreation. Alphas make up 3% of the population. There is only one Alpha to a pack. Alphas rarely argue amongst themselves, but prefer to stick to their own packs.

Beta is divided into two subcategories.

Beta A: The Bully. Beta B: The Cunning

The Beta A commands attention through fear tactics and aggression. The Beta B accomplishes its' means through manipulation. Physically, s/he is attractive, which validates his/her assertion, but s/he lacks the cool confidence of an Alpha and thus requires followers for validation. The Beta inspires a herd mentality within Gamma types and wrecks havoc among Delta types. Beta types recognize and do not question the authority of an Alpha. They can commingle amongst themselves, but only so long as there is also a ready supply of Gammas to influence. Betas are athletic, but mores due to their high competitive drive than their love of sport. They have a high libido out of either their drive for competition or their need for self validation. They believe the appearance of power and control is mandatory. They account for 18% of the population.

Gamma:

Gammas make up the majority of the population. They are followers. They travel in groups and are typically the "nice guys". They can be vindictively upholding with their respect for the law or for religious constructs. They are typically are passive creatures. They respond to fear. Should a Beta be assaulting them, they will subconsciously redirect the Beta's attention toward one member of the group, usually a Delta or fellow Gamma, and then either abandon the situation or join the Beta in aggressing the Delta or Gamma. Gammas follow social norms, idealize love as a form of self validation, have limited sense for their patterns, repeat their mistakes. They require sex as a form of self validation. They are perfectly, perfectly average. They flock to Alphas and default to Betas. They confide their emotional needs within Delta types. They account for 66% of the population.

Delta is divided into two sub categories.

Delta A: The Intellectual. Delta B: The Creative

Deltas are typically the isolated outcasts and the socially awkward. The Delta A is sevantly intelligent and hyper analytical. The Delta B is over-imaginitive and emotional. Deltas typically have little respect or acknowledgement for the "rules". They may dress in odd attire that does not conform to current fashion trends. They understand people at an analytical level, but commonly miss social cues. They are not typically mainstream. They are usually unimposing and the victims of aggression and bullying due to the way they set themselves apart. They don't talk much and have difficulties making connections with others. They may or may not require self validation, varying with their emotional capacity. They can be kinkier than most groups in bed. They are prone to hero worship. They coordinate and plan events and advise Alpha types. They avoid Betas like the plague. They make up 12% of the population.

This is a basic synopsis. Granted, individuals are rarely fully one category. Typically two categories jointly influence an individual at different levels. A person may change his or her classification through self awarity.

It's 5AM.

I'm Tired.

Goodnight.

-Tamryn

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Don't Be Yourself

Don't be yourself.

I could get all deep and philosophical on this one, but the concept in itself is too simple.

Odds are, you're full of flaws. You have weaknesses, bad tendencies, patterns you can't avoid. You could keep them up out of pride, but why bother?

You can literally become anyone you want. Dye your hair, change your name, get inked up, walk around wearing dark sunglasses, a trench coat, or battle armor. The world is one big stage full of people all too willing to believe what they see. 

Invent someone new. Create an imaginary character of perfection. Someone that you can't help but to look up to. S/he can be as strong, focused, smart, attractive, witty, influential, and charismatic as you want him/her to be.

Then become that character.

S/he can be just like you if you want, but better. Don't think or act on your most impulsive desires. Think to yourself "What would my character do?"

Be fantastic. Take on the world. You deserve it. Don't let the world shit on your grave before your epitaph is carved.

Don't just be recklessly proud of yourself. Find what you are proud of, and then build on it. We are not finished canvases. We are a developing art that had been abandoned. Never abandon yourself. Always grow. Never falter. 

Please? For Me?

-Tamryn