#ayilings

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holy wounds festering

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hi @valzah , I was your banana fish secret santa match :D here’s some soft ash + eiji + shorter content (which made me really happy to draw hahhaa !!)

i hope you have a great holiday season !

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it’s always been her

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utenanthy comic for @rgu-zine 🩷

i drew this while ago?? a year ago?? the project’s wrapped up and the final donation was made (yay!) so i can share it now :)

when i was first drafting this, i wanted to mix both adolescence and tv anime versions of utena and anthy into one narrative. something that feels, like, appropriately angsty mid-20s lesbian with all the iconography i want in there!!! like our lady of sorrows and the arrangement of swords and a crucifix on page three (even with reverse image search i could not find the source for the life of me, but it’s referenced from a photo of a statue!).

i have a bad habit of thinking of cool imagery or references before actually writing dialogue though lmaooo. i think i was listening to a lot of preacher’s daughter at the time…..i know what i want to work on for future comics now at least >_>

much love to the zine team!!!!!

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decalcomania / i set myself ablaze

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i need a break from breaking up

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someday, together, we’ll shine.

for @magicalgirlszine2024 🩷 leftovers available now + proceeds go towards the palestinian children’s relief fund

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i don’t wanna change the world!! i just wanna leave it colder!!!!!