One Last Time
Fandom: Kissed By The Baddest Bidder
Category: Smutty angst
Character: Baba as requested
Notes: Here you go ladies, Baba’s fic as promised- tagging everyone who has voted for him shippinglieskakullok, lovverrboii, onholiday61, skullbygloy100, lone-wolf155, brilexa dopeassjaqjack, angelicaelizabeth, serendipitouscrimsonrose, hifftn
To be honest, I just wanted some easy breakup smut but no I had to add a bit of feeling... If I manage to break anyone's heart, well you are welcomed. If not, hope you at least enjoy the sex imaginary sex with Baba. The man who deserves more fics, attention and most of all LOVE!!!
"It hurts, Mitsu..."
"I'm sorry...."
You turn to face the man and look directly into his eyes, his pain-stricken eyes. He opens and closes his mouth trying to form words, "I'm sorry for what I did,” He clenches his eyes closed and shakes his head, "Please, forgive me..."
Your tone is surprisingly calm and steady when all you want to do is cry and scream at him. The man you've been with for three years, the man who has rescued and cherished you for three good years. Yet the very same man has also chosen to destroy the love and trust the two of you have built the moment he pulled his pants down for the other women. Despite the burning tears in Baba's eyes, he remains quiet, "You said I'm your world, you said that was the last time .... but no, you wanted more." You pause as the vivid image and pain of coming home to see your lover in bed with another woman is too strong to be forgotten or forgiven.
Watching him falling into addiction when you stand by not knowing what to do and how else to cope. You witness him changing from a sweet loving man to a lying sex addict. "I can't share you, Mitsu. No matter how hard I try, I just.... It's not me.."
Mitsunari Baba makes a choked sound, "_______ , I..... I'm really sorry. I never meant to hurt you... I love you... I..." He quickly bites his lip and takes a deep breath, "I can't control myself!"
"I know." You whisper, closing the gasp in a few steps but not the great distance between your two souls. You run your fingers through his hair and sigh into a painful kiss which slowly grows passionate and hungry.
His teeth graze your neck and nip sharply, "Baby...I..."
"Don’t." Your voice almost inaudible. He has brought strangers home, to the bed you share and called them babies too. You couldn't risk ruining the rare intimate and last moment with him. With arms still wrapped around each other, the two of you clumsily fall onto the bed.You make sure he's at the bottom, used sheet mixing with god knows how many women's' sweat and scent. You straddle and watch from above before pulling his head back to expose his throat to make your mark, one last time. The sounds he makes as you leave a trail of kisses along his throat, each one sends an ache to your shredding heart but also a bolt of pleasure straight to your core.
You need him, and after all these time- the pain, sorrow, and disappointment. You still love him and there's no doubt that you want him, right now. He could see it in your eyes too, he reaches to his back pocket and slips on the protection.
"Don’t move." You hiss, "And don’t come until I say so." Then line yourself up and sink down on him, both of you let out a strangled "fuck!" at the long-lost sensation. Bracing yourself with hands on his broad chest, you rock your hips, feeling his every inch inside you, stretching you in a way that is beyond words. For a moment, you almost cry- knowing that possibly no man would ever make you feel the same way- the intimate connection and love you'd still feel from his warmth.
Slowly, you start moving, savoring the feeling while his cock slides almost all the way out and you slam back down onto him. You take charge and adjust your position so his manhood would hit the same spot inside with each thrust. He tries to take control but stops when you pin his wrists in place. Throwing his head back against the pillow with lips parted around the moans dripping from him like the words of a prayer, the grand thief simply enjoys the ride and watches your every reaction from below.
"_______ .... I can't...I'm..." He whines, his hands gripping the pillow, desperately trying to hold back.
"No!" You pant and speed up, chasing your own high. "You .... are ..... not .... allowed.. to...come..yet.." Digging your nails into his flesh, drawing more sounds from him, growls and groans, slamming harsher with each thrust, pushing yourself closer and closer until finally, you're teetering on the edge.
"Yes!!! Now, Mitsu, come with me!" You instruct with two fingers sliding down and teasing your clit. With a cry, he shakes and he reaches his high, the throbbing pulse of his cock inside you just enough to push you over the edge. Still panting, you throw yourself down on the bed next to him, everything seems just how it used to be. Watching his warm smile as he caresses your cheeks and falls asleep but it is not the same, it never will be.
Resting on your elbow, you wait and stall, trying to leave the bed you once shared at the last minute. Once he has fallen asleep or perhaps pretends to be, you get dress and pick up the luggage by the door. Funny how little there's to pack- wrapping up three years of life in a 20 inches carry on while the time for healing is beyond calculation.
Leaving the key card and engagement ring, you take one last glance at the half-naked thief who has stolen and crushed your heart, you're quick to shut the door and the past behind.
It is time to turn a new page.
Still not 100% satisfied with this piece, could be much sadder but then again, this’s supposed to be smut focus or spreading love to Baba :)





