Did you like, make this up yourself? Or did you find it somewhere, and adopt it as the greatest headcanon EVER? Because. It is. If you created it, how did you even come across it? like UGH this touches my soul.
Im gonna bawl here in this message. Here’s the long explanation, I’ve never done one, so here.
It all started when a picture of Jared popped across my dash. And you know Jared, he has these multi-hued eyes and it’s rather impossible to explain what color they are specifically. And then, this picture of Jared was staring back at me and I was like WHOA THERE MOTHER FUCKER, that looks like sunflowers drifting on water. I put it in the tags even and Amanda reblogged and added those tags saying it was perfect.
So I started the drifting sunflowers tag, for all of Jared’s pictures that showed his sunflower eyes. And that was a thing for just me for a long while.
And then I started the The Chester’s verse (hipster!chesters) and I put a sunflower tattoo on Dean. No one would know what it meant, but me. Not at that time. But then I wrote a piece from hipster!dean, talking about sam’s sunflower eyes.
Then, one night, I was gonna write a little weecest drabble and Sam’s sunflower eyes came to mind. And I wanted the boys to visit a sunflower field. So I googled “places known for sunflowers" and saw the wiki page for Sunflowers, so I clicked on it and read through it. And at the bottom in the Culture, I read—”The sunflower is the state flower of the US state of Kansas”. And I spent that night bawling my eyes out because of feels. And how perfect it is. WHAT ARE THE CHANCES, ya know?
So I wrote that first (real) drabble about Sammy’s sunflower eyes and the rest has just kinda been history. It’s been a steady downhill roll of fucking emotions since then.
And then, last night—to top cake—a sunflower was in a vase by the window. And the frame stayed there for so long, and I couldn’t breathe, because what are the chances. A fucking sunflower. And I have a brain full of headcanon’s about it.
So, if you’re here and you are sobbing with me—I’m sorry. But in the same, I’m not sorry—cause it’s fucking beautiful and I love it so fucking much.
