#baka rants

[bakawitch]

So my schedule recently has been; go to work, sleep, go to work, sleep, go to work, sleep, go to work– yeah, you get the gist. Anyways, this is like my first official day off that I'm not doing any trial shifts on for other new potential places of work in about a week and a half. I'm exhausted, I feel isolated because I had zero energy to talk to anyone, even my own parents, and I am just so so so tired. I've had so many fandom, social and personal things on my agenda that I just couldn't deliver on, even some stuff certain people were counting on and I just feel horribly guilty for not even being able to reach out to tell them what's up. Ugh. I'm probably gonna try and knock some things off my to-do list today because this can't keep going on and finally picking up my drawing gear could probably do my mental health some good but posting for me is probably gonna be very infrequent until mid-may...

Anyways, sorry I disappeared, again, hoping that things will finally fall into place for me and that I'll get an actual break from adult tax paying life to pursue things I actually like doing. Or a better job! The things I'd do for a regular 9-5 right now lol

[bakatenshii]

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[bakawitch]

Words can not describe how much I hate it when people randomly set off fireworks in my neighbourhood without any reason. There are two dogs in my house, and every time, even a single one is set off, I have to spend an hour per dog to calm them down. Do people think that dog owners don't have enough to worry about during the firework show driven holidays?

[bakawitch]

Remember the simpler times when Tristan just wanted to help Serenity and Joey and had no intention of getting together with her? When Duke thought Mai was hot? When Yugi said “I love you” to Joey? When Yugi and Yami were partners instead of pals? When Malik basically said he’s being worshiped as a god because he’s a hot af top he has overwhelming charisma and dominance? When the minor characters actually had motivation and background stories? When mindslave Ryou ate the steak looking like a dang vampire? When Bakura licked stuff more often? And when Yami Malik was beheaded? I miss those times...

[bakawitch]

Is it just me or is almost the entire cast of Yu-Gi-Oh! DM actually has daddy issues or something bad going on with their father? Like Kaiba is not just orphaned but also adopted by a malicious asshole, in his past life his father wasn’t present in most his life and also turned out to be a psychotic asshole, Atem’s father is pretty much dead and left his son to deal with his mess, Thief King’s entire family has been violently massacred not only his dad, the Ishtar’s father was a mad man, Yugi’s father is just not around we don’t even know what’s up with him, Joey’s father is an (abusive?) alcoholic, Tristan’s father is making his own son work for him instead of letting him follow his dreams and Ryou’s father is a neglecting asshole. I’m pretty sure that there are more but these are the ones I could come up with at the moment.

[bakawitch]

Recently I played Jump Force with my sister and she kept bitching about me blocking the camera when I was playing with Yugi (yes, he’s my main and I absolutely obliderate opponents with him just like I was doing then with my sister), cause the camera is always following the person who makes the more attacks. When I'm shielding with Yugi, a tall, floating Dark Magician appears in defence mode and when the camera is following me, it’s kinda hard for her to see what she is doing when I am defending. And like the petty asshole I am I asked her:

I think I kind of hurt her ego...

Next time on me being a petty asshole in Jump Force: I bought Seto Kaiba and I think his personality possesed  me.

[bakawitch]

I have the weirdest head canon that if Atemu would have been the villain in the series he would have acted like an entitled whiney spoiled brat. Like Steven Universe’s pre-Earth Pink Diamond.

[bakawitch]

So apperently I managed to delete my previous account somehow... I will try to repost everything quickly and get stuff back to normal... God I’m so mad at myself...