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[eggielix]

Bang Chan as your boyfriend

warnings: fluffy but with mentions of insecurities.

Bang Chan  ↬ 

no but like, get me a Chan please.

This guy is a softie for you.

When going on dates, will hold doors open for you, carry bags for you whenever you're going shopping, and slides your chair back to you when you sit down.

Chan is always listening to you, he loves listening to your voice and stories about the entire day.

His heart will beat faster when you go to his studio and bring 3racha some food and drinks.

"You guys have to stay hydrated and need to eat."

'Oh my gosh, baby?!'

When promotions are starting and the comeback is there, he will have barely any time. But he will always make time for you. When he gets home, late at night, and sees that you're still awake, first, he will panic, because why you awake for so long. But when he notices that you were waiting for him, he can't help but blush and smile.

When you two have gotten ready for bed, this usually includes cuddling for 30 minutes and talking about Chan's day first, and then going to sleep.

When you two started dating first, Chan's sleeping schedule was awful, and it still is, but back then it was awful. When you were cuddling one time, Chan was laying on your chest, simply resting. Or so you thought. As you were watching the movie on the tv, Chan fell asleep, the sound of your heartbeat calmed him down and he just passed out. Taking a few pictures was guaranteed, of course. Since then, he loves resting on your chest and convinced you that your heartbeat helps him sleep better.

Chan is usually the one to call you "baby," or "love,". When you call him darling, his heartbeat will skyrocket.

When people make comments on your relationship in Chan's room, he will usually try to avoid them, but occasionally he will politely but kind of passive-aggressively tell them that your relationship isn't their business.

When he's upset, for whatever reason, he will usually try to hide this, and try not to make you upset.

'No, love, I'm fine. I promise.'

'Channie... please don't lie to me.'

Even though he tries to hide it, deep down he just wants you to take care of him. To take him in your arms and hold him. He hates crying in front of you, but if he does and you wipe his tears away, he will probably hold your hand that's cradling his face and smile.

'Thank you...' he whispers. 'I love you so much.'

When he cried enough, he wants to cuddle. Just cuddle. Only cuddles. Stroke his hair, play with his hair, scratch his scalp, this relaxes him so much.

He cannot pressure enough how much he loves you.

the first time he said I love you was during one of these moments. He was feeling insecure about his leadership since he'd been reading comments on Twitter. After some convincing, he told you what was going on, between tears and hiccups. Obviously, you raised your eyebrow.

'Chan, that's bullshit.' you told him. 'You aren't the worse leader! If anything, you're the best leader. Look at the guys, look at how you handled shit in the past. You need to stop looking at these comments. Nothing about it makes sense!'

'But y/n... what if they're-'

'No, no, they aren't right. Stop thinking in "what if". Stop thinking about those comments. You're the best leader. Stop doubting yourself. If you are doing your best, that's enough.' You brought your hand up to his face, wiping a tear away with your thumb. Chan sniffled, leaning into your hand and holding your hand so it wouldn't leave his face.

'Do you mean it?'

'Of course, I do, darling. Otherwise, I wouldn't be saying it.' Chan smiled, looking deeply into your eyes.

'I love you.' it was barely above a whisper, but you heard it. You could see his lips moving, forming the words. You smiled. 'I love you, y/n.'

'I love you too darling.'

'Thank you for being here with me.'

'I'll always be here.'

'Can I kiss you?' You giggled at the sudden request, his eyes wide and hopeful.

'Yes darling.' chan leaned forward and pressed your lips together. You could taste the saltiness of the tears on his lips, his cheeks still wet with tears. You wiped the tears away as you kissed him.

'I love you so much. I love you...'

Whenever YOU are feeling insecure he'll raise an eyebrow and be like. ?? why??

When you tell him about your insecurities, if it's something from your personality, something from your looks, he'll always reassure you that there is no need to feel insecure.

'Baby, you look gorgeous. Look at yourself!' if it's about your looks, he'll drag you to the mirror and wrap his arms around you. 'You're the most beautiful person I've ever seen in my life.' He'll pout at you and look at you through the mirror. 'Please don't say bad things about yourself.' And he'll kiss your cheek.

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[ I'll make this more organized when I do the other members I'm so sorry <3

[thepandapig]

Stray Kids reacting to their idol s/o falling on stage

Bangchan

He would be upset. He would have to fight against not just jumping up and helping you. Your fall looked bad and he is very emotional. He would try his best to look calm in front of the camera, but would help you backstage as fast as he could. When he noticed you were limping slightly and your ankle was hurt, he made sure you got ice to cool your ankle. He won't let you on social media for a while to protect yourself from people's hate. He doesn't like to see you sad or hurt.

Lee Know

Would chuckle a little at first because that's just typical him. Would also be very worried like Chan and wait for you backstage. He has a a stupid grin on his lips and tries to make you a little happier and distract you from your pain. Would try not to be too sassy the rest of the day.

Changbin

He is backstage waiting with Stray Kids to go on stage next. He sees you fall and takes a startled breath. He can't help you when you come off stage, however, he makes sure he has time to take care of you after the show. He cuddles you through the evening and asks you a thousand times if everything is okay.

Hyunjin

Our drama LLama, as soon as you are with him, would make a rbig fuss. He would make fun of you similar to Lee Know, however, he knows not to overdo it. He'll give you compliments that you nonetheless danced so nicely and the show was nonetheless so good. He will keep praising you the following time and make sure that your self-confidence doesn't take a hit.

Han

He knows the feeling of having made a mistake on stage and feels sorry for you. He doesn't know how to deal with the situation at first and takes you in his arms before he even says anything. He strokes your head gently and kisses your forehead. After that he will try to calm you down with words, but fails a bit, because he manages to confuse himself. He will try to cover his insecurity.

Felix

Felix would wait for you directly and take you in his arms as soon as you set even one foot from the stage. He cuddles you for a while and later takes you to the guys' dorm. Wraps you in a blanket and similar to Chan, doesn't let you on social media for a while so you don't feel the hate from the antis.

Seungmin

He would film your performance and also unfortunately your fall. Right after it happened, he will take care of you and try to take away your pain. Like Han, he is a bit overwhelmed and tries to make the best of the situation. A few days later he shows you the video of your fall and makes fun of it with you.

IN

He has absolutely no idea how to handle the situation and asks his hyungs for advice. He relies on what they say. He will come with you to your dorm and take care of you there. Since you are injured, he makes sure you take your medicine and have everything. Snacks he has, drinks he has, a warm blanket - check, cuddle you - also a check. He will also take care of you the next days - of course not without annoying you a bit.

[chrispysylus]

A Saviour

Bang Chan x Fem Reader

Genre : Angst

T/W : Self harm, suicide

Word count : 3,726

Summary : I can’t say anything without spoiling this lmao

Note : If you think you are going through the same situation and feel helpless, please reach out to someone. There is always someone out there who’s willing to help. If not, you can always text me. Please take care of yourselves and this I hope this doesn’t encourage anyone in anyway.

Part 1

Y/N : Channniiiee

Chan : Hey love, what’s up?

Y/N : You know that I love you, right?

Chan : Yes. And I love you too♥️

Y/N : Don’t ever feel alone. Okay?

Chan : Babe, is everything alright?

Y/N : Everything is great! Don’t worry bout it.

Y/N : Oh and also, I’m sorry

Chan : What are you apologising for?

Y/N : I just felt like saying it 👀

*New text message*

Chan : I see👀 Lets have lunch together?

You set your phone on the table beside the 3 pages you were now going to write and switched it off while looking at the notification. You walked out to the main door, and locked it. Walked back into your room, and locked the door. You took a deep breathe and walked towards your writing desk and started writing.

To the love of my life,

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*Chan’s P.O.V*

It’s been 15 minutes and Y/N still hadn’t replied to the text I sent her.

30 minutes pass ~

Delivered

“Ahh where is she I’m hungry”

45 minutes later ~

“The number you’ve decided to reach is currently switched off. Please call again later” I heard the lady say. Switched off? Y/N never switches her phone off. I call again 2 minutes later, I hear the same.

A gut feeling told me to check up on her. So I did.

“Hyung, where are you going?” Changbin asked as I grabbed my jacket.

“A little errand I have to run, I’ll be back soon.” I said and I sped to her place. Meanwhile I kept calling her, but, in vain. I reached her apartment and ran up to her floor. 10 minutes of ringing the door bell was of no use. I then decided to call her friend.

“Friend/Name do you know where Y/N’s spare apartment key is?”

“Is everything okay? Isn’t she home?”

“She hasn’t been picking her calls nor opening the door.”

“That’s unlike her, okay umm, there must be a blue flower pot somewhere, do you see it?”

“Yes yes. Underneath it?”

“No. Inside the mud.”

“Inside- I- ohmygosh okay thank you.”

I dug the key out and unlocked the front door.

“Y/N! Babe? Where are you?” The house had a dead silence which I wasn’t used to. I checked in the kitchen, no one. In the balcony, no sign of her.

I walked up to her room and tried to open the door. Locked.

“Babe? What’s wrong? Why is the door locked?” No answer. My heart started racing for some reason. Numerous scenarios popped in my head.

“Babe please open the door.” I said as I knocked a few more times. I had then decided to break the door. I kicked it a few times near the knob and it flung open.

The room was empty. But on her writing desk, I saw her phone, placed above 3 pages which were filled. They caught my eye as they read :

“To the love of my life”

“Dear mum and dad”

“Dear your/bestfriend/name”

I proceeded to read the first one.

“To the love of my life,

First of all, I apologise for this mess. I should’ve never dragged you in all of this, but at the same time, I wish I would’ve met you sooner. You’re everything I could ever wish for and I’m only ever happy when I’m with you. But it shouldn’t be that way. Chan, my love, please don’t blame yourself for anything. It has nothing to do with you. I just couldn’t take it, the pressure, the pain, bad nights. It’s at a point where I cannot take it anymore and I want it to stop. The thoughts in my head, the darkness inside my heart, I want it to stop. Chan, I love you so much, you’re the best person ever, anyone would be lucky to have you. You make my heart flutter in ways I didn’t even know was possible. I just hope you reach your peak of succes soon. Take care of yourself and please sleep on time.

Forever yours,

Y/N

Tears rolled down my cheeks. This cannot be.

“Y/N” I screamed and headed towards the bathroom door. Locked. I started screaming and kicking the door. And the door finally broke.

When I saw her in front of me, I was devastated. A million pieces inside of me broke.

“Y/N!” I screamed and ran towards her.

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Part 2

[kpopwonders0925]

Twister mishaps (Bang Chan fluff)

Parties where never my things and never will be.  But this time I lost a bet, it was a stupid one too. One about if a car would turn left or right,  on the way to an event… And now my best friend is dragging me to a party. We walk up to the building where the party is being held and we both can hear the music and it’s already pounding in my head, I can feel the bass in my chest. I turn to look at my friend and they grin. “Time to have fun” and they struts up to the building. I follow behind looking at my feet. This is stupid. We get into the building and I immediately handed a cup of something. I set it down on the nearest hard surface, and walk around my friend hanging off my arms pulling me every which way to say hi to others. Why did it have to be me in this situation. I go to try and escape and run away when I see a game of twister happening. I love twister and I’m competitive. I have to win at least one game. 

*one hour later* 

I win once again, I’ve been on a winning steak for about 6 games now, after I won the first time they wanted me to play again, and after the second win it became everyone's mission to try and win against me. I grin and take a sip of the water I got from the kitchen gotta stay hydrated when playing sports… and games. A guy is shoved onto the mat. As he straightens up I see that it’s Bang Chan, the soft music boy I’ve had my eye on for a while. His friends come up behind him. “Chan wants to challenge you, if you’re up for it.” I smile and nod. Two more people join us on the mat and the game begins. I feel a lot more pressure this round, 7 boys are watching and routing for Chan and well Chan. But I will not lose. The game continues and now it’s just Chan and I left. I’m in a downward dog position and Chan is standing the lucky guy, then he has to put his right hand on the mat. He puts it  by my head. I get to move my left foot so I move it up and I'm doing a lung with my hands on the ground. For Chan’s next turn he has to put his other hand on the mat and now he’s hovering over my head. My next turn I get to adjust my hand closer to me. Next Chan is asked to move his right foot. He brings it closer to his hands but bumps into me and we both fall down. In some weird way we end up with him under me and I’m on top of him but my head is really close to his lap. I jump up and run off. I chose to play twister to have fun and not to be humiliated. I run out of the building and find a convenience store open and go in it to hide. The door burst open and I hear Chan call my name. I try to sneak out but he’s faster than me and catches my wrist and tugs me to beside the store. “Why did you run off? You won…” I look at the ground. Not wanting to look him in the eye ever again. “Hey (y/n), look at me. What happened happened and we should just move on.” I stay silent and I don’t look up. “Please, I wanna get to know you better okay, I find you really smart and beautiful, and kind and I would like to maybe eventually take you on a date, it’s just a shame it took this whole thing to get us to talk.”

[xskzmangoxx]

H I D D E N D E M O N S - bang chan.

Chapter 1 :

Description : Bang chan, an ordinary twenty two years old man, as he may look. ready to leave for his military service, but something stopped him. someone discovered his secret, someone,you, found out who he really was, the thing he kept hidden deep within him. and he couldn't risk it. what he didn't know, is that he'd risk the both of your lives trying to save his own, his selfishness striking once again.

TW: Alcohol, swearing.

Prologue

Seoul, Gangseo-gu, 11PM.

"Hey happy birthday man!" a raven haired short guy exclaimed with a sharp tap on Chan's back, making the older cough and laugh on his bitter drink. "Hey Changbin, long time no see, how are you??" the blonde curly boy asked, feeling his heartbeat quicken, in fear. The small guy chuckled and dragged another blonde guy beside him, a skinny freckled young looking boy who was holding Changbin's hand tightly. "I've been really well actually, found myself a boyfriend! And you, how's work? Did you produce anymore songs?? Any girlfriend?" He smirked, chaining the questions for Chan to answer, only making his anxiety more severe.

He clenched his jaw and focused deeply, trying to answer calmly. "Yeah yeah i've been doing good as well.. the agency is asking me for a lot but it's cool really, and what's the lucky one's name?" He interrogated his friend hoping to change the subject of the discussion.

Chan lost his job, he snapped at work and was fired, on his birthday. He cursed himself all day and wanted anything else than this party to end so he could focus on himself and on his actual problem. Sure Chan was one hell of a rich man, but without his job he was nothing, he could always try to apply in another company, but there was no hope, JYP was the only company that liked his ideas and talent.

Changbin smiled at his boyfriend, waiting for him to introduce himself. "Felix.." he mumbled, the sound fading trough the loud music that was echoing trough the room. Chan frowned and bent forwads the freckled boy, trying to hear him again. Then Changbin suddenly yelled "His name's Felix, he's a bit shy, and he's not so confident in his korean yet!" Chan stumbled back and closed his eyes at the sudden high pitched voice in his ear.

"Nice to meet you Felix!" Chan affirmed, nodding. "I'm sorry but i have to talk to the other guests." He excused himself and slipped trough the many dancing and sweating bodies. He finally got to an empty area and sat down, hoping for anyone to come to talk to him again.

Why would he throw a party if he didn't enjoy it? You'll ask. Well, he didn't. His friends surprised him.

Two hours ago, Chan was unlocking his door, an evident frown on his brows. He sighed deeply as he entered his warm appartement, turning on the lights only to meet a chubby guy holding a cake in the middle of his living room, smiling dumbly as his shiny eyes disappeared between his lids. Chan pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed again.

"Jisung that's really sweet of you but i'm not in the moo-" He got cut mid-sentence by multiple cheers filling the living room. He looked around and gazed at every person that was standing and clapping in his living room. Too much people. "Happy birthday Channie!!" They all yelled in happiness and Jisung held the cake closer to Chan, looking at him with innocent eyes. he wished for Chan to blow the pink candles he spent so much time to put on the cake he bought earlier.

Chan should have felt happy and cheered up at the sight but it woke nothing in him. His heartbeat was steady and his frown was still on his face. Jisung gulped and was about to put the cake away, biting his inner cheek before Chan quickly blew on them and shut his eyes closed tightly.

Make them go away, set me free.

He made his wish and looked up at his friends who were clapping once again. He faked a smile and thanked all of them. Suddenly the lights turned off and purple leds were now illuminating the room, loud music filling everyone's ears. He breathed out and before he could say anything he got pushed in the middle of a mass of people dancing.

His kitchen turned into a cocktail bar and his living room into a nightclub. He rubbed his temples trying to calm down and acted like he was actually happy and thankful for this party, chugging down multiple shots trying to spend the night quicker.

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The night came to an end and everyone left his appartement, he could finally sit down and breathe. Jisung and Minho made sure to tell Chan they'd come tomorrow to help him clean up. And that's exactly what he didn't want.

He needed to be alone right now.

But now that pure alcohol replaced his blood he couldnt think straight and focus on his main problem. He hated that.

His life was becoming a mess again. After so many hatd times trying to put his shit together, everything was falling apart again.

And he feared the worst.

What if he made it again? What if he lost control again?

[binsualship]

》8:03pm《

Coming home to your favorite smell. His perfume mixed with the smell of fresh baked cookies. But still you haven't seen Chan, right afterwards you feel some hands wrapped around your waist and a warm body behind yours. 'You're finally home, come, sit down and eat some of the cookies I made' you heard him saying right next to your ear.