ask meme thing ~ skull, ribcage & tibia!! thinking of alectris 🐉 but if ur feeling a different oc then go for it c:
Thank you for asking! It got a bit away from me tbh I hope you don't mind :3
bare bones ask list
Alectris Mercar
skull. what memories/thoughts do they guard the most from others ? I think Alectris doesn't like talking about her years in the army, both the good memories and bad because she's packaged these very carefully and they don't bother her as long as she's not touching those. And the good memories cannot be mentioned without disturbing the bad ones.
Also Alectris likes appearing well put together and as if she's got everything under control, so whenever things start to get out of hand she guards her concerns very carefully.
ribcage. who/what are they trying to protect ? I think it's complicated (but isn't it always) I think her first instinct would be to say nobody, but actually there's a long list of people and things she wants to protect. Starting with her family whom she thinks she has ultimately failed on every front, thus she keeps them at a respectful distance. If they barely hear from her and are rarely associated what she does cannot hurt them, right? If they can claim plausible deniability in case her associations with Shadow Dragons then they will be safe in case the worst happens.
She wants to protect Jerael and whoever works in her shop at any given time. She might appear aloof or harsh but she does what she thinks is best in the moment and wants to see them safe and free when the time is right.
Then there are also the Shadow Dragons with whom she insists nothing connects her beyond occasional business arrangement, but I don't think anyone truly believes that. She'd gone out of her way multiple times to ensure their interests are secured and safe.
What I don't think she'd be willing to admit tho under any circumstances is that she's trying to protect herself from feeling like a failure again in either real or perceived way. That's why she keeps lying to herself about how much she cares and why she has decided to write herself of as acceptable collateral damage in case of any emergency.
tibia. who/what keeps them moving forward ?
A combination of taking care of the shop and her mabari Kios and her friends Verinuis and Jerael. Then when Veilguard events come along it's the team and their work that keeps her up.













