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Sorry for feeding yall angsty edit 🥲🙏 I just can't get over them.
🔞 Solo John Walker + Pillow Humping ft. mentions of unspecified partner || i like to think john is loud in bed but quiet solo bc he gets embarrassed. my pathetic man!
Soft pants filled the room as his bed creaked with every movement. John’s jaw was clenched, not allowing himself to moan too loudly despite the rest of the team being away for the day.
No, cause in Thunderbolts, they go through a series of ‘shame’ rooms. I think one of John’s would have been the first time he had sex with a man. He probably grew up in a religious household, so he must of heard gay is bad all of the time. He probably had his first time with Lemar, and while he tried to enjoy it, he just couldn’t. It took him a few more times before he could actually enjoy it. He was ashamed of his first time. Because while the other times were better, he still had that mindset of it being wrong.
"There was nobody like him."
beau taplin // the falcon and the winter soldier (2021) // m. l. rio // unknown // @inanotherunivrse // fortesa latifi
Lemar Hoskins wasn't the only one who died that day.
The deaths of Lemar Hoskins and John Walker.
Lemar come back I miss you
“Come here, man. I can tell you need it.”
John didn't need to be told twice. He practically melted into Lemar's embrace.
They stayed on the couch. Lemar pulled away and looked deeply into John's eyes.
“C'mon… tell me what's wrong.”
John sighed. “I… uh… I'm trying to find the words.”
“It's okay, take your time.”
The other man nodded.
“I just… sometimes. I am at the pool. Back in New York. And I think of sinking… and never coming back for air.”
Lemar froze. His heart skipped a beat.
“John… What? No.”
“I know how it sounds— he started.
“The hell you do!” Lemar snapped. John's eyes widened and his lips clammed up.
Lemar took a deep breath.
“John, you're sitting here. Talking about… suicide. About doing something irreversible that could leave a little boy fatherless. Just…” He rubbed his temple.
John looked down, like an embarrassed child caught misbehaving.
“I'm sorry?” He offered weakly. Lemar's stare softened.
“Jesus, John,” he cupped his face. “there's people that need you. Alive. I need you alive….”
“I know…”