I really don’t want to have to replay mass effect one so I can have all of my choices still there in ME2 but there’s just such unbridled joy in running over geth colossus and then backing over them and doing it over and over it’s so fucking good y’all
I'm most proud of how far I've come as a person. When I was a teenager, I was incredibly shy and had a woeful self-worth. Even though I had friends and made good grades - I still was under the impression that something must've been inherently wrong with me. I was more close-minded too. But as I've grown - I've made a lot of VERY conscious decisions about what I wanted to be as an adult. I wanted to take more risks, I wanted to get outside of my comfort zone and approach people, and most importantly I wanted to love myself and help others love themselves too. While I still have plenty that I can work on - I can TELL how much I've improved, and everyday I'm just proud of myself for fighting anxieties and a history of low self-esteem.
I just really want to be the person that my teenage self needed, and I genuinely think I'm heading down a path that would've made younger me proud.
9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
Well, I have a lot of little freckles that are spread out in weird spaces. But they're kind of cute. I use to play connect the dots with them when I was a wee lass... I also have back dimples? Which I like to poke and press my thumbs into sometimes when I'm bored. They feel cute and like I have a little resting place for my hands! I also like my hip bones cause they kinda poke over my jeans sometimes and Iunno. They're really cute. I like poking those too.
28: Talk about your fetishes.
Answered here!
34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.
OH GOD OH GOD. About six months ago, my wisdom teeth that I hadn't gotten removed yet got INFECTED. It was the most terribly pain I'd /ever/ been in. When it first happened I thought I just had a terrible toothache and went throughout my day. I tried taking Tylenol and ibu and nothing even /phased/ it. I was spending time with my friends - and god when everyone went to sleep I /tried/ to sleep - but the pain was so overwhelming I couldn't sleep. I could barely talk. I just kept pacing and pacing and taking more and more drugs to try to make it stop. and then I'd lay down to sleep, and wake up 30 minutes later after the blood pooled back up in my jaw and caused it to throb again. The pain was so terrible I didn't sleep for 3 days. THE WORST WAS. That I had two con weekends back to back that people depended on me for for transportation. So I finally got prescription painkillers (Tylenol with codeine but even THAT wasn't strong enough.) and orajel numbing solution and basically guzzled that all of Ramencon. Unfortunately - that still didn't help and I still spent the nights wide awake and had to sit on the bathroom and cry for a while because I was in so much pain. By the time AWA rolled around, I was on SUPER high prescription pain killers (and I had to take them religiously because once the dosage started to wear off the pain was just THOUGHT JAMMING.) - and so I don't remember a lot of AWA unfortunately.
God, I literally had never experienced such terrible pain before. I think it was definitely registering at about a 7-8 on the pain scale??? Hhhhh god. The morning I got back from AWA they put me in surgery and got the damn things taken out.
