#bc wtf.

[fairybinie]

[mbappe]

if you genuinely like shootouts you need to go to therapy asap

[amorsinfiltro]

I feel a lot and I know that. And I am remembering that not everyone has good intentions in mind. And that not everyone can match my energy. And that's OK.

... it's been a while since I had to do that. Feeling icky for multiple reasons. And I know it's for the best. I learned my lesson.

Granted it took me 5y to get there with my ex ... but I learned it. When people show you who they are, believe them.

Anywho. Just going to say that my inability to truly feel lust for a person without feeling connected to them (emotionally, romantically, and/or like a friend) leaves me 1) especially vulnerable to these things 2) makes me feel uncertain especially if people are being "kind" or otherwise "caring" to me throughout the days/friendship 3) I end up feeling confused if/when boundaries are pushed or completely ignored after a person is "kind"/"caring".

Apparently a bitch had more feelings for someone than they realized. And I've blocked them for my own mh bc... yeah, can't exactly do "sex only" exchange. I mentioned this.

And with feels still being as... strong as they are, thats my own fault for testing the waters after content purchase/aid. I get that. And I'm responding how I have to for my own sake.

EDIT: FUCK THAT. THE WAY I JUST SHAMED MYSELF FOR TRUSTING THAT SOMEONE WHO ACTED LIKE THEY CARED WOULD RESPECT MY BOUNDARY ONCE I ESTABLISHED IT AND AFTER I TOLD THEM HOW I FELT.

Bitch, bye. I'm missing myself with that dismissal of my own feelings and my boundaries. We're growing and learning over here. Or at least doing what I can to heal.

Hoping everyone is doing the same.

[kindasleepycryptid]

Im trying to sleep and my flat is completely silent

And my mind is hallucinating the camera noise from cyberpunk.

I may be playing too much.

[hauntingblue]

So in the historical filler episodes zoro wears a red beaded necklace and he is kind of a monk and then there was that monk with wings in saboady too so is the necklace ace wears something similar or it's just in style or something

[mamaestapa]

if i could dropkick tumblr i so would rn

[bengaligirl]

premed students r u guys ok.

[shewolfd]

how do I turn off this tumblr tutorial thing >.>