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art i made for @hybridothello and i =3, posting it here since it is of our sonas !

#melon beastars #beastars fictive #does it count as yume art if i'm a fictive ?

Hello there. I'm a Louis (Beastars) fictive and am interested in meeting any other Beastars kin. Please do interact with this post and I will reach out to you. I'm 21 and would prefer not to interact with any minors due to the heavily NSFW nature of the source. Thank you.

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#canon calls #louis kin #louis fictive #beastars kin #beastars fictive #Anonymous

Anyways nothing better than somebody slowly domesticating you from your source. I was brought into this world already filled with bad memories, i was made to be violent and egotistical because i'm a fragment of a whole and those parts had to be shoved away somewhere for the whole to function. i lashed out physically at my abuser while trapped in some of the worst conditions a person could live in. by all circumstances, i am melon to survive. even worse i fucking hated my partner when i first met her, she saw a softness in my source that i cannot see, i hate my source self and.. honestly everyone should! i couldn't stop thinking about harming her, i could not stop harming myself. its in my nature. i had to hate, I'm an animal full of it. so the irony is not lost on me now that the position she holds in my life is amusing to say the least. I've seen her worst, she's seen mine. Its not lost to me that when i sink into her softness i'm abandoning the script i was pulled from, the real me wouldn't let this happen.. the real me wouldn't let someone physically able to destroy me access my vulnerabilities right?. its like her big wolfish visage has finally let the herbivore instincts light up in my brain, a new life where fear is allowed to turn into sweet submission and i can let myself feel safe. Its in these moments i'll accept the drifting from the aggressive thing i once was, there wasn't much going on for my source was there? Serial killer with conflicting motives because the author had too many deadlines who prayed on one of his students and lives a life of selfish hedonism until his ego took too much of a loss and he shot himself in a back alley, his final dramatic suicide not even ending him.. that's not the life i want to live. I'll let the silly ideas that i once scoffed at surround me, i want the good you saw in me to become me, i am not my source, i am not doomed to suffer like him. I'll let your warmth touch all the worst places in my mind, I'll become the soft thing you wanted for all the kindness in the world you gave me.

i love you, Juno <3

#beastars fictive #partner's name unrelated to the charecter thats just her name #melon has 3 back to back job interviews today. he is going to die