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Touch starved final boss

#aaaah i dont like this one but I like the idea and im not drawing it again #my art #fanart #project hail mary #ryland grace #rocky the eridian #grocky #you think as the years went by in the journey to erid #as grace got more and more malnourished and sick #that he started to go insane and not care about his well being #to the point of rocky holding him off from grace getting in the airlock and frying himself just to touch rocky?#because I do think that a lot actually

The Black Wolf

I don't think I can go any more self-indulgent than this, can I. I still haven't decided whether Zev knew and is making the whole charade for fun or if he genuinely only had suspicions. Had a lot of fun experimenting with styles!

Big thanks to Squeemu for the edits! You rock, dude!!

#dragon age #zevran arainai #warden cousland #zevran x warden #zevwarden #ulric cousland #leliana #alistair theirin #original character #las!art #i think that the moment i decided Ulric would be called The Black Wolf of Highever I started actually caring about him as an OC #technically he should be of Redcliffe but who cares about that #also combining my usual comic style with tarot style was insane #i had fun wow but also STRESSFUL kinda???#its so weird to be making a 'big' comic about my own OC being cool #i'm usually very standoffish about my ocs interacting w canon characters #makes me feel selfcentered and weird if i make them out to be badass #oh well i guess im finally cringe and free #Also as for the apples - they have dark spots that why he's peeling them #not because i did it mindlessly and then realized WHY WOULD HE DO THAT #but yeah ulric is calm most of the time but his hands are usually always busy #and whats better than feeding the pack huh #also I did go full Astérix on the ending didn't I

Whenever I see a non-transmasc person say that people aren't very transphobic to transmascs, or they're not transphobic in unique ways, because they don't see it.... it just makes think of my family member who gets defensive whenever I bring up how the church they go to is very bigoted to queer people, because, well, that can't be true- they never personally encounter it.

But it's like, girl, they don't have a reason to be homophobic around you, because you're not queer. Just because they're not preaching their homophobia from the rooftops, that they're not out on the street with signs, does not mean they're not full of insidious and dangerous bigotry.

Sometimes it takes being confronted with the object of their disdain directly to bring their hatred about that target out into the open.

If there's not a gay person around, if we don't come up in conversation, then they get to live in the perfect little reality where they can pretend we don't exist. But I get the full time experience of being that unpleasant reminder that we do in every interaction with them. They have opinions about that, and they take actions that have actively hurt me in reaction to that.

So if you're wondering what it's like, maybe ask the people who experience it?? Instead of gauging my reality on your own personal encounters.

It doesn't matter if it doesn't come up much for you, your church is fucking homophobic

#especially ask those in places where there's higher levels of transphobia or who are marginalized in other ways like racially or ethnically #ask those who are medically barred from transition bc theyre disabled and treated with a mix of ableism and anti-tmasc prejudice #determining for them that they are incapable of making their own choices about their bodily autonomy #theres such an insane survivorship bias with the few voices of tmasc people that people will listen to #well i found a guy in a progressive city who is middle class and white and transitioned young and he said its not that bad... brother what #you want an examination of transphobia in the us how about ask the fucking people stuck in the south/rural America #but the thing is that the more underprivileged you are and the more transphobia creates barriers in your life and harms you #the less likely you are to flourish and be seen and god knows be actually heard #idk #this isnt some one to one metaphor by the way i am literally recalling conversations from my life #like my family is blind to it from privilege #but you can be ignorant of others suffering and not necessarily because you have systemic privilege #just being blind and ignorant because you dont personally deal with it #in fact i find that other queer people can specifically be ignorant because they experience oppression therefore they feel they #have no reason to examine their biases #i mean you find that everywhere #just classic 'ive suffered therefore i have the judgment on suffering'#like no you cant speak for everyone neither can i #lets put on our listening ears #im talking not specifically to just other trans people. im talking to other transmascs and allies too #im talking to cis queers who think because theyve listened to a few popular trans women theyre experts on manifestations of transphobia #and they get a seat at the table in talking about how transphobia works or what trans men experience #telling us how we can describe our own experiences #like its crazy. how did you get in here #go home #someone come take their cis friend home theyre getting fucking notions or something who even are you #anti transmasculinity #transandrophobia #transmasc #transandromisia

price’s civvies 🏉 ⭐️ 🪵 🐻

#im going insane #i think he’s such a jacket guy tbh #like he probably collects them on accident because he ‘can appreciate a well made coat’#like idk.#he also prolly wears sweaters and flannels a lot. he likes to be cozy #also! he doesn’t wear any logos because he doesn’t want to stick out #sas training #price <-#my post <-#captain john price #captain johnathan price #john price #price #captain price #cod

can i tell you that i'm empty?

#severance #severance spoilers #mark s #helena eagan #markhelena #ahahhahahhghj this show. oh my god. oh my god!!!#mark and helly had already gotten me so bad but this last ep broke my brain. they are doing m/f previously thought impossible on this show #I DIDNT LIKE WHO I WAS ON THE OUTSIDE. I WAS ASHAMED!!!!!!!#was talking about this on my twitter but helena eagan has extremely strong failchild energy to me. this is just speculation #but i got the impression from s1 that her being severed was both a last chance to like. prove her worth to her family and get in line-#and comparable to women that were lobotomized by their rich families in the 20th century. girl you are too strong willed-#and difficult to control so we are going to do this.#as if all of that wasnt backfiring enough now our girl is blowing the whole family operation because she just HAAAD to jump the bones-#of the first person to give [LITERALLY NOT EVEN HER] positive attention.#incredible. i need helly back like i need oxygen but they could NEVER make me hate you helena eagan.#i hope she keeps being her insane self and also more and more comical things keep happening to her. they should drop a piano on her next #anyway these tags are long enough as it is but crazy how well the lyrics to the song i linked match her... just for the record....#im thinking abt that album all the time bc its one of my favorites but the orange/black scenes from this ep sent me into overdrive #they have different colors of blood. they have power like you never could :-))#art tag

i don't think enough people talk about the fact that when chris and eddie move to LA in s2, this is the longest and most consecutive time they've spent together. chris has mostly known his dad from stories, pictures, shitty cell serviced calls, and eddie has known chris in fragments; much of what they have in common is their lack of actual connection, of time spent together. but there is still so, so much love between them.

eddie is not one to do things by halves—when he does something, when he says something, it is grand, felt by those around him; he is all in. and moving to LA, taking chris with him, taking control of his life and putting everything on the line to be present for his son and give him the best future possible, is him going all in in one of the biggest, most vulnerable of ways. eddie is stepping into fatherhood in a way he's never done before—it's messy and unsteady and he doesn't have all the answers, but he's showing up and trying; both of those things are what carries them through those first few days and weeks together.

and there is a lot to say about so much of that, but the reason i'm making this in specific is to talk about one of my favorite eddie scenes, which is in s2e4 during the montage of their morning routine. chris is on the floor, putting on his socks, and eddie is leaning on the frame of his door watching. he moves in like he's going to help when he thinks chris is struggling a bit, then steps back—lets him continue to try doing it by himself. he could step in, put them on for chris himself—even offer his help—but he doesn't! he just watches, steady and patient. it’s small and done in a way that is very subtle, but it has struck me each time i've watched; it says everything about the kind of parent eddie is, especially compared to eddie's parents' way of parenting chris.

eddie lets chris be independent. lets him try, fail, and try again—like any kid should. he doesn’t treat him as fragile or incapable because of his CP; he treats him as capable, curious, and whole. and that one small moment shows so clearly who eddie is, and what this move means for them both—a father and son still learning each other, still piecing together a life built on love, effort, and the promise that this time, eddie’s here to stay. it’s quiet, but it’s everything: the beginning of the life they’re building together, one ordinary, beautiful morning at a time. a life built on patience, trust, and the courage to keep learning, to keep showing up.