Made my second round of culling my fb list after a hard day. I initially had decided July would be my deadline. But two months of continually being ignored after I blatantly said if you wanted in my life to reach out is long enough. ONE family member reached out. Only one.
And she stays...at least for now.
I made some of the harder blocking/deleting decisions today. If I'm going to be accused of keeping bad people in my life after /being guilted to give numerous chances to multiple people/, then I should do what I want and keep to my word.
It isn't easy. Everyone wants to say it's the easy thing, to cut ties. But to see faces of people you love and remember how they turn on you on a dime, having to pretend on a social media website to not invoke their wrath... what's the point? Why isn't that considered hard? It's much harder to say "I loved you but this isn't healthy" and walk away.
I ran across a status from when I was 19. I felt the same. Old, ugly, unwanted. This year I'm reprogramming my mind. I'm 26, I'm not old. I'm becoming the Queen I've always needed to be, but my throne was taken from me with the nasty actions and words of people I once trusted.
I'm getting my throne back, bitches. It's high time.
