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[deolly]

uh okay MY ACCOUNT GOT SUSPENDED I REPEAT MY ACCOUNT GOT SUSPENDED LOOOL @becomingbts AS TEMPORARILY BEEN SUSPENDED AND I DON’T KNOW WHY HELP LMAOOOO

I was supposed to update time heals tomorrow TT

[ggukkiereads]

🌷 Hi @indiesy​! Sorry had to cut your message because the description after reveals the whole story (I actually haven’t read those parts yet! Just this part with Jungkook and the dream lol)

This is by @becomingbts​ and it’s Time Heals Sometimes =) 

note: please check the tags for heavy angst and other topics that might be triggering

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[tearofshadow]

SUMMARY:  Fitness is something Yoongi thought he’d never come across with - at least he hoped so. He’s used to his lean, more delicate body, even though his friends always tell him that he needs to build more muscle as a predator hybrid. Yoongi doesn’t think so, but one day, he finds himself at their local gym, accompanied by his friends, to his first training session ever. He’s sure he won’t be in there for too long, positive he won’t come back at all. Until he sees one of the fitness instructors just doing his job, looking like pure sin - and even though he seems to be a fellow predator hybrid, Yoongi is suddenly really interested in joining the gym.

MOODBOARD MYG x MOODBOARD JJK x CHAPTER 01 (coming soon)

[taegularities]

Hi! For the drabble game 3 (aftermath of a bad fight) and 32 (as long as you're happy im happy) with maybe a lot of angst but a very happy ending with a warm comfort please? T-T I'm dying for some good Angst and a quality communication that solve the issue T-T Thank you so much if you take it!!

i sure will!

Aftermath of a bad fight + “As long as you’re happy, I’m happy” - Taehyung x female reader

Wc: around 1k (HOW THE HECK)

send me a number for the situation, one for a sentence + a member & i’ll write a short drabble for you! (new rule: if you want, send me a fitting genre too: angst, fluff, smut)

Your face felt stiff, dry. Sitting at the dinner table, the fingers of your small hands intertwined, you could still feel a single tear roll out of your reddened eyes and down your soft cheek. And when you heard and saw him walk out of the bedroom to start the topic anew, you blinked it away, breathing in deeply as you prepared yourself for whatever frustration and pain he was going to put you in again.

“Baby,” Taehyung started, his hair disheveled and eyes puffy - he had obviously cried, too. But you shook your head, silencing him as he sat down on the chair next to you.

He slowly, carefully, wrapped your hand in his large palm as he brought it closer to his lips. Then, he tried again, “it’s a misunderstanding, baby.”

“You calling your ex and talking to her for an hour doesn’t sound or feel like a misunderstanding, Taehyung,” you whispered, your gaze fixed on the fruit bowl that stood in the middle of the table, eyes slightly unfocused as you swallowed the lump in your throat. You didn’t want to cry, not again. You felt dried up already.

He bit his lower lip, closing his sad, hooded eyes slowly. “You didn’t let me explain. It’s not what you think at a-”

“What the fuck is it then, Taehyung?” you almost yelled, making him flinch at the volume and sudden movement. You pulled your hand out of his grasp, slamming it on the table as you glared at him, confused, angry, sad, disappointed. And yes, great, here it was again - the salty liquid streaming down your face and onto the table as your breath became shaky, your mind dizzy. “You were telling her how she deserved so much, and that it wasn’t her fault that you both had ended - what the heck was it then that you both were plotting, huh?!”

“Y/N, please. Just listen to me,” he said, reaching out to cup your face in his hands as his thumbs wiped away the endless tears. “She called me. She’d been calling me for weeks. And when I blocked her number, she started messaging me on every social media platform. I talked to her to finally make her realize that it was over and that it would stay like that. Baby, please.”

You shifted a little in your seat, head moving to free itself from his grip, but he was determined now, eager to hold you until you finally believed him. Something in his panicked expression told you he was trying to be sincere, and you knew Taehyung. Your boyfriend of several years, fiancé of various months, you knew this man - your man.

You felt the weight of your engagement ring around your finger as you waited for him to continue. The problem wasn’t a friendship with exes per say. You were okay with the fact that partners could stay friends with their former ones as long as no one gave the other a reason to be suspicious. But this woman had tried to manipulate and ruin what you and Taehyung had on multiple occasions, and if there was anyone you hated with a passion as hot as a thousand suns, it was undoubtedly her.

“She’d call me and tell me how much she still loves me, and that she wants me back. She knows I’m with you and that I love you, but she spammed everywhere she could think of. I even got several emails by her.” He shuddered at the thought, remembering how close he’d been to calling the police. “And I unblocked her today to talk to her. I knew she’d try to call again. And when she did, I made sure to tell her clearly to leave me alone.”

“It didn’t sound like it, Taehyung,” you told him again, your voice breaking as you looked up to meet his eyes. His eyebrows were furrowed, the pain clearly visible in his expression as his hands wandered to yours.

“I just want us, you, to be happy. You know that I can’t go into full asshole mode. I tried to reassure her that she deserves better, I just - I really needed to get rid of her. There were a lot of long minutes when I’d just listen and then tell her that there’s no chance I’m coming back. And telling her I was going to marry you, shut her up eventually.” He then suddenly let out a shaky breath, gaze averting you as he looked at your hands. “We’re... still getting married, right?”

Hearing him say that stung so bad, so intensely, your heart clenching in your chest as you processed entirely what he’d just asked. “Why didn’t you tell me about that? Why didn’t you tell her that you’re engaged?”

Taehyung shook his head, tears escaping the corners of his eyes as he answered, “I never gave her much thought. It just got worse in the last weeks, Y/N. I didn’t want to worry you by telling you about that - all I’ve ever wanted was for you to be happy, without struggles.” He looked up, licking his lips briefly. “I promise you there’s nothing between her and me. I love you, and you only. I just want to see you smile. Because as long as you’re happy, I’m happy. And I’m so, so sorry.”

“She’s… gone? She won’t bother us anymore? You’ll be honest to me from now on?” you asked like a little child that was scared of the monster under its bed. Taehyung’s face immediately lit up, his voice rising hopefully as he saw you melt.

He nodded energetically, squeezing your hands in his as he said, “yes. And she’s gone, baby. It’s just you and me.” Then, he let you go, burying his fingers in your hair as he pulled you in, kissing your forehead, nose, cheeks and lips in between every two words he uttered. “Just you and me. I love only you, baby.”

Your heart still ached, the effect of your fight still buzzing in your chest as you came down from your anger, letting yourself relax under his touches, his lips on yours. Taehyung was your man, he’d always be. You knew that.

And under his reassuring words, still cursing this woman internally, you let your worries go, allowing the man you loved to take care of you as he always had.

If you liked the drabble, leave a like, reblog or send me an ask! I love hearing from you!

[jimlingss]

Actually! (hello first of all haha) I had a question about the worshipers of the sky. Will the other gods and the goddess of the sky be friends again? Honestly I know that she's a goddess and all and that's probably why she's so wise and doesn't resent them anymore but damn their betrayal still hurts me and it's been a while since I read this fic hahaha, especially Jungkook and Seokjin. Like Jungkook feels like an old friend who became an enemy because of their different. I just can see their friendship somehow? And Seokjin, well, the last thoughts he has about her means a lot so I can't help but wonder. Their decision feels just so unfair and even if she doesn't care anymore (she does, but it doesn't seem to be her main concern anyway) and say that this decision was justified (at least Seokjin says that it was the decision he had to take, I'm still getting angry at that LOL) would a future be possible where they actually rekindle? It just feels so unfair and their detachment to what happened (due to their rebirth etc) just feels awful because damn, I wish she still resented them and that they felt guilty HAHA. Maybe it's just me being petty but since they "moved on", will they ever move on further than just accepting what happened? Sorry if this was lengthy, after re-reading I can see my duality between wanting them to fully move on and also wanting for the characters to be more human and less "things had to happen this way so I don't resent you anymore" hahahah. It's just that my heart is hurting each time I think about what happened to the goddess of the sky TT (yes, I'm a little bit too involved with this universe lmaooo) Take care!!

hmmm these are some good questions. honestly the dynamic between the Goddess of the Sky and Jungkook are very much like a frenemies dynamic lol. I think that’s why you can see their friendship. 

In the past they may have been volatile enemies (or at least on Jungkook’s part), but at this point of time, that’s become a lot more subdued. just because there’s no point in holding so much anger since it’s a time of peace and not war + their old resentments have washed away with their cycle of rebirths. so now they mainly side eye each other, bicker, but they’re still somewhat friendly lol. 

As for Jin, they’ve pretty much rekindled as you can see in this series and she holds a lot of respect for him (and he, guilt for her). 

As for the whole decision of removing her off the council and going to a lower level of Heaven, there’s still definitely a lingering sense of betrayal and unfairness she feels. But there’s a lot of reasons why the Goddess of the Sky doesn’t really resent Heaven, Jin, or the other gods. For one, she gets to live a lot more freely now. She can be her playful self and exist without facing others contempt and scrutiny on a daily basis. The price for that freedom is her seat on the council + living in the aristocratic-like Heaven - and to her, that’s worth it. 

More importantly, she has Taehyung now. And she knows Heaven wouldn’t so easily accept his existence. But because she lives on a lower part of Heaven, she has way more freedom and jurisdiction for her own choices. Taehyung can exist where she is. So even if she was given the chance to have her status re-instated, I don’t think she’d take it. Taehyung trumps all else in her eyes lol.

As for the Goddess of the Sky and the other gods in general....hmm...I think they’ll always have an underlying fear of her and her powers. But right now, the other gods have become a lot more...accepting (?). Well, more like they leave her alone lol. She’s still outcasted, but I think she doesn’t mind lol. 

She just gets to do her own thing.

((kind of like you know the horse girl that everyone has in high school? the weirdo horse girl that everyone just leaves alone, lets her do her own thing, and be weird in her own space? That’s the Goddess of the Sky lmaooo)). 

The Goddess of the Sky is generally a very free-spirited character who goes with the flow, the tides, and her own emotions (which she feels strongly). She follows her heart. So she’s not a kind of person who puts too much weight into her social status, power, or following the status-quo. She isn’t that prideful either (compared to some of the gods). That’s why she doesn’t hold resentments or dwells on the things that happened in the past. Plus she’s relatively happy now, so she doesn’t want any more changes really.

If you want someone to be angry and hold resentments, Namjoon’s the character for you hahahahahhahaha 

[becomingbts]

UPDATE (?important?)

Hello there! It’s Dolly.

I think this is important to tell you guys, because I saw a lot of you requesting when would new chapters from admin IC (for example Foe and Dear) come out, and I didn’t know what to reply since before today I had no idea either.

Admin IC has choosen a new path, which she is (and truly sounds) super happy about, she has decided to take care of her and her loved ones, hence, she won’t be writting on this page anymore, which means that I’ll be left alone to handle the page from now on.

Which means that if you were waiting for next chapters of hers, they won’t come out, I hope you’ll be able to understand and respect her decision even though you may be disappointed. Admin IC sounded really happy about her decision so I hope that you will be happy for her too.

Nevertheless the page is NOT CLOSING! I’ll definitely be continuing my journey on my side, watch out for the next chapter of Moonchild tomorrow, I’m also about to keep on editing many other stories I had in mind (and also those I already began). I hope you’ll be able to support me despite Admin IC leaving! I know that many of you were anticipating admin IC’s stories but I hope you will still be supporting the page! (btw expect me to be loud now, I wasn’t big on communication because I didn’t know if I could, but I’m gonna reblog, comment, and everything, please give me interactions, I LOVE IT lmao I try to be a friendly person hahaha).

On that note: bub if you see this post (which I don’t think you will, but I do hope so nevertheless) I’m truly grateful for all the encouraging words you’ve sent me as I arrived on that page. I was unsure of myself, I kept on doubting what I wrote and how people would percieve my pieces, but you’ve been very supportive and such a great friend even though we did not talk a lot. I’m very happy for you because you sounded much happier than you ever did as I got to know you. I’m so thankful that you gave me a chance here and trusted me enough to upload my pieces here. I’ll never be thanful enough for everything you selflessly gave me and I’ll forever be a message away if you need anything (especially if you come through France or Germany). Thank you again for all you did (including your amazing stories) take care we love you.

[flakandforay]

Weekly Fanfic Recommendations 291

these boys are so cute, this line.... someone give them a name, my heart

do support my ko-fi if you can~

let’s start~

1) Arachne Boy

by @kinktae

a jungkook x  y/n fic 

one shot 

spider man au 

2) Witch Doctor

by @polaritae

a taehyung x y/n x jungkook x yoongi fic 

one shot 

3) Evil can’t compete with ethereal 

by @b-tsfanfic-tion

a jungkook x y/n fic 

one shot 

vampire au, angel au 

4) The Halloween Party 

by @koreanboyswriting

a taehyung x y/n fic 

one shot 

5) Acrimony

by @becomingbts

a hoseok x y/n fic 

one shot 

6) Akrasia

by @thelillzmonster

a yoongi x y/n fic 

one shot 

7) Office Rivals

by @nightowlfandom

a jungkook x y/n fic 

one shot 

ceo au 

lastly,

8) Sold

by @agustdmono

a jungkook x y/n fic 

oneshot 

this is all for this fic rec, another one up soon~

[jimlingss]

Hi Kina! I just wanted to say something before I forget once again and since you were talking again about your soon-to-be final piece, it reminded me of something I really wanted to tell you before you leave (even if it's not right now): Thank you. Thank you so much for the magnificent pieces that you wrote. You are one of my favorite writer here; I never thought I'd find such intriguing and so well constructed world and ideas in such a beautiful writing. You've been a blog I went through each time I had nothing new to read, thinking 'did Kina update something new?' and if not, I'd just re-read one of my favorites. Not only have I been in admiration of your work, but it has just been such a thrill to read your pieces (even when you already read it once), the characters are always so well portrayed; your writing just has such this peculiar quality that it raised my expectations for fanfictions so much (and it's definitely not a bad thing, if anything, I'm glad that I once found your blog). When I read something of yours, I can't be mistaken. Even without seeing your name, I just know it's you. Your writing is just, how to say that, it's you. Like, your way of portraying emotions and to set your pieces is just so particularly good that it just screams you. I have to admit that I'm terribly sad about the fact that you won't write anything new here but I'm extremely grateful that you took the time to do all of that (your blog is honestly soooo impressive) and I'm also happy that you are taking a decision that makes you happy. You said in another ask that it was the best moment for you to stop and that this last piece is the best way for you to close this blog; so even if I can't help but be sour about your departure, I'm still very enthusiast about this last piece and also very happy for you to be able to close such an amazing chapter in a way that satisfies you. I wish you all the best Kina. Thank you so so so much for all of these amazing works that you shared with us and I can't wait for the last one. Please take well care, love you lots!!!

You are too sweet, I don’t even know what to say. I’m just all around speechless. Thank you so much for your kind words. I’m glad my writing could make such a lasting impression on you and so many people. For the most part, I love most of the stories I write and they hold a special place in my heart. To know that others cherish them as much as I do is very reassuring and makes me grateful. When I started this blog nearly 5 years ago I was definitely not the writer I am today. Frankly, I sucked ass, but this blog and everyone who supported me allowed me to develop my writing into my own style.  

Anyway, thank you and I’m happy to hear you’re excited about this last one because I sure am :D