#beefleaf thoughts

[paradisehua]

beefleaf and 'we hug now' by sydney rose💔😭

[jayktoralldaylong]

Beefleaf Angst TGCF BOOK 3 SPOILERS

Something something He Xuan needing Shi Qingxuan to choose him if just once. Them choosing him that one time they reached out to him and Xie Lian after they'd found out the truth about He Xuan. That was the only time Shi Qingxuan chose He Xuan over their brother.

It's just..... We love He Xuan and we want the best for him, but then you think of what he's asking. That's the person who raised Shi Qingxuan. When the world crashed around them, when the world called them cursed, when everything with common sense let go, Shi Wudu stayed. Shi Wudu fought the nightmares. Shi Wudu did terrible things but he made sure to protect that beautiful innocent smile. How could Shi Qingxuan not rush to him? How could he not choose him? Even if he's a spoilt grump, he's their brother. He's been their safe place for centuries. One can't just wipe that away. When things went mad, Shi Qingxuan could always count on Shi Wudu to fix it. After all "Ge is so smart and talented and he's rich and strong. Ge can do anything. Ge can chase the monsters away."

Eventually the monsters came bigger and stronger and it was way too much for Ge. Yet Ge faced them anyway with lots of audacity in his pocket. In chains and agony Ge still had the audacity to beg for their life, not his own. How could Shi Qingxuan choose any different? Even He Xuan knew it was a lost cause no matter how badly he wanted it. They just wouldn't choose him.

Unfortunately, with this came the realisation, that if Shi Qingxuan was going to keep choosing their family....then He Xuan would be forced to do the same. He also had a sibling he'd do anything for. Parents he'd loved. A life, a story he'd been about to write full of success and joy. His family had been crying for hundreds of years. It was time for He Xuan to choose them.

[jayktoralldaylong]

Meeting Shi Qingxuan like: "Oh this is our comic relief character." ^_^

The Plot: (Laughs in MXTX)

[jayktoralldaylong]

The Biggest BeefLeaf scam for me is everyone convincing me that it's a lesbian ship. 💀

I was thinking "Official girls loving girls in an MXTX novel? Hot dawg! 🔥 I gotta get me some of that!"

Then I found out things are not only NOT what I expected, but that ship also sank like lead.

[jayktoralldaylong]

Realising that He Xuan used to be an older brother! O_o

Realising that He Xuan used to be an older brother and that's probably why he'll never be able to forgive Shi Wudu.

He Xuan with a younger sister, Shi Wudu with a younger brother, Shi Qingxuan with the ability to be both male and female, both sister and brother! No wonder He Xuan was mad at them too. Seeing Shi Qingxuan female and thinking 'My sister would be like this if she got the chance to grow up', and hating that she was denied that chance. That she was hurt that way so that someone else could steal their joy. Then He Xuan looking at Shi Qingxuan female again, looking at her and thinking 'My sister would be like this if she got the chance to grow up. So I want to protect this idiot the way I failed to protect my sister.'💔

The trials of the Blackwater arc.

[jayktoralldaylong]

He Xuan: I shall defeat my enemy by destroying the thing he loves the most!

Also He Xuan: (Falls in love with the thing his enemy loves the most.)

He Xuan: (Drives himself to the closest bar. Drowns himself in regret and debt.)

[jayktoralldaylong]

TGCF SPOILERS BOOK 3

Probably the saddest thing about BeefLeaf is that they would never get their happy ending because of Shi Wudu's existence. In a sick twisted way he started their story and he ended it. 💀

[jayktoralldaylong]

Accidentally wrote BeefLeaf as BeefLead. Was in the middle of changing it when the intrusive thoughts came in with "Well considering how fast they sank-" 💀😭