#beejspeaks

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I've been feeling so out of it (kin wise) recently

I'm questioning at least three different new characters, and I just feel a bit lost. Maybe it's just my stressful schedule, but I'm not feeling grounded at all. I feel like I keep just getting glimpses of myself, and it's only when I go into really intense and brief kin shifts.

Those said kin shifts have also been like, fucking terrible. Been getting a ton of really bad memoires, and lots of weird phantom wing/fang shifts as well.

Anyway, just needed to ramble out into the world

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Had to stay home today, cause I'm a complete mess

I HATE THIS WHY CAN I GET SICK

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GOD, who decided that I can get sick?!?!?!

Doesn't the universe know what I am?!?!?! I can't get sick and yet oh nooooo, I CAN. THIS STUPID HUMAN BODY CAN MAN FOR FUCKS SAKE

GRAAAAHHSLDKF *screaming crying sobbing in the corner*

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Graaahhh I hate everyone and everything and I wish I could just explode into a pile of bats and eyeballs and leave

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MY B-DAY FANCY DINNER THING WAS AWESOME!!!

I got a bunch of cool gifts, and SO MUCH OF IT GAVE ME KIN EUPHORIA!!!!

I got 3 different Good Omens pins, which was AWESOME, and a Queen shirt which was like YEAAAAHH!!!!! I also got these sick earrings from Spirit Halloween that are like little vials of blood, with look cool af!!!! AND THEN, THE BEST OF ALL, using $50 of B-Day money, a bunch of my family and I went to Spirit Halloween, and I got myself a Sandworm plushie (Plus a Beeltejuice T-shirt & pin :D )!!!!!!!

Eeek, so happy rn!!!