#eddiekins

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I saw a really silly thing on pintrest, and I thought "omg I totally have to get this started actually"

The pintrest post:

And my very silly version:

The three of them looking normal, and then just CB maniacally cackling in the background

(yes I did just use the vampire emoji cause I'm too lazy to fully draw out what I looked like)

[fatvampcat]

Eddiekins is beige personified 🤎

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I wonder how some of my Starlight Express mutuals on here feel knowing that they literally follow CB

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Ok, so when it comes to my kins, I've figured out some stuff. Also apologies in advance for a VERY rambling post.

Some people like to say "I am ___ " instead of "I am ____ -kin", due to the fact that they feel like they are that thing now, not that they were something in some sort of past life. With this idea in mind, I've sort of figured out how I feel.

I feel like I was a dragon at some point, so I say that I'm dragonkin, not that I am one now because I'm not anymore in this form. I say that I'm vampirekin because I was one once, and though I still get many vampiric tendencies, I don't feel that I am one anymore in this form that I'm in now 100% of the time. Lots of the time I do feel like I'm still a vampire, but not a full blooded one.

HOWEVER...I say that I am CB and that I am some sort of merfolk because I both was CB at some point in my past and still am him now, but I also was some form of merfolk in my past and still am in this human-looking form now.

Honestly, I'm still figuring everything out, but I know these things for sure

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Y'know what

Fuck it I'm kinsidering being a mermaid/siren

I only have one life here on earth might as well just say "fuck it we ball" and put myself down as kinsidering cause it has been YEARS that I've felt like some sort of mermaid or some creature like that

If I'm wrong, then I'M WRONG!!!! I've been wrong about my kins before!!!! I've been REALL REALLY wrong and on the complete wrong path with kins before, so if I'm wrong with this one, that's fine!!!!

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I HAD A MAJOR KIN REALIZATION

Through the help of my VERY GOOD FRIEND @caffeinsanity I figured out some more things about myself!!!!

I have vivid memories of being on the rails myself as an engine, which in my brain was super weird, because I'm a caboose!! Not an engine....right? Well....my memories of being an engine are from around the 1880's-1920's, and then suddenly they stop and switch to caboose memories, and after a bit of digging from both me & my friend, we figured out why!!!

It seems that the reason why there's an abrupt switch, is because I was converted from an engine to a caboose. The reason why (back to my memories) is mostly just that I had started to cause trouble as a steamer, and I was converted to a caboose in the idea that I'd stop....long story short I didn't stop.

BUT ANYWAYS!!!! This is pretty big news for me, because I've been trying to figure out these bonkers memories I've had for a while!!!

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Super bored today, so if anybody wants to send some asks, go ahead!!! I'd love to answer questions, or even just send me goofy photos, or literally anything! (Within reason of course. Nothing freaky >:( don't be a weirdo)

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hmm do I kin this guy, or do I think he's super gender???