I don't know what to answer whenever someone asks me why I'm still single 'cause I'm also not sure why... I guess... it's not about having high standards nor not meeting what I have expected from them I guess... the problem is just really about me I guess... I'm just so afraid to be hurt or to feel embarrassed if ever I've made a mistake or have chose the wrong decision I guess... no one can't really take the kind of attitude I have nor the kind of life I live in I guess... it was really me who's the problem in here though... I am not regretful at all 'cause I don't want to change who I am just for someone to like me just for someone to accept me I don't want to be a beggar of love that's why I'm the kind of person who's hard to love I value myself too much to the extent that I don't want to take risk nor try to the extent that I'm not giving anyone the opportunity to love me.