#begone depression

[criiitter]

nothing like a deltarune release date to gently kiss me on the forehead and tell me everything's gonna be ok

[liesmyth]

beautiful weather today. bank holiday. I have some things to do but then I'm going to write fic all day. then maybe evening hangout???

update: aperitivo hangout CONFIRMED

[arsnof]

Eyooo cloud pictures are back

[heleizition]

gay night with jinnycassie and timkon

[belovedgoofball]

"No such thing as spare time, no such thing as free time, no such thing as down time, all you got is life time. Go." - Henry Rollins

[printer-notprincess]

i ate a snack and am getting ready to go places everyone say good job prince

[why-do-i-bother-feeling]

Again I find myself falling into the same mental ditch.

I am getting older, my time where I could even possibly have a child slimming, yet being in a relationship for nearly 5 years. Yet the majority of that relationship? Its spent in the apartment where I live with roommates. Not even with my Partner. I have been trying to get it through to them I want to live with my Partner, that I want kids, yet it feels like they are stuck in a time vacuum where never changes.

Sure. They are at least trying to move their own shit on, getting an updated passport so one of them can get their citizenship after...[checks notes] almost 10 years now? They had planned to get this shit dealt with after 2019, that and a surgery, but guess what happened in 2020

So plans got stalled, I am stuck in limbo and I’m starting to feel less and less sympathetic to them. I want to move forward with my life, I want to get married and get that chapter going, I want a fucking kid! Why do they get to have the married life and hold me back from doing the fucking same

Am I the Asshole here? How long do I have to wait until I can move on without the guilt of being a bad friend?

When is it my turn.

I will never forgive them if I end up never being able to have children because I waited on them to get off their asses.

[necromantiste]

I love my job so much wtf.

All my coworkers in my department team are like a family of mothers/sisters that have each other's backs no matter what and that's exactly how it should always be.