May 14, 2022
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Concept: Let people with severe anxiety rant/vent without calling them assholes. There may have been some things said that the anxious person shouldn’t have said, but in the moment they can’t deal with it the way you expect.
I’m so sick of getting blamed for shit I didn’t even do. Like I’m not even present for the situation and I’m getting blamed for it, how stupid can you people be.
Being blamed and getting in trouble for something you really shouldn't be in trouble is ALSO what I had to deal with during 2015. Everyone was blaming me about what happened, even MY FAMILY. They didn't know about the situation, and the whole issue. Having that being held onto you for the rest of the high school year was unexplainable. So to that, yes I might get like wtf about it, but FUCK THAT STUPID NEW ASS PRINCIPAL. End of story
I don't want to be pulled into the situation...
I just want my ex to leave me alone... Is that too much to ask for?
Orchestra teacher and being unfairly blamed
So, long story short, I was blamed unfairly for something that I KNOW I didn't do by my orchestra teacher. This has had me mad since Friday (it is Sunday here). So I shot my teacher an email, telling him about why I didn't do it and who he should talk to about it. I'm incredibly nervous to get his response because I was about to get upgraded to a better instrument but if my teacher thinks that I did this, he may change his mind </3 wish me luck...
alright so i need to explain this whole problem to you guys that im getting blamed for.
In september my friend thought it would be funny to write "i <3 satan" on the board in my french room and then she was talking to someone a few minutes later and asked me to erase it so i was like sure im right here why not so i erased it and my french teacher thought that i wrote it and she like freaked out and told me i was discriminating against her "devout religious beliefs" and i tried telling her i didnt write it and i was just erasing it and she was like "i know what i saw stop trying to blame others for what you did" and i was like BUT I DIDNT FUCKING WRITE IT
and then yesterday i was absent from school and apparently it happened again (someone wrote something about like loving satan on the board) and today she makes this huge speech that was like "It makes me sick knowing that there are devil worshippers in this very room, and someone keeps writing about how they love the devil on my board. The person who did it the first time was absent yesterday (stares me down) so he obviously must have other people in the class who did it for him. If i see or hear about these beliefs again, I'm going to tell the school about it, call your parents, take religious measures against you, and possibly more if i see fit." and like im so angry because she thinks i like worship the devil BUT I DONT OMFG I WAS ERASING IT BECAUSE MY FRIEND WROTE IT ON THE BOARD AS A JOKE
and also someone else pointed out that she's bringing her beliefs into the class and also discriminating against people who have beliefs like that and like yeah thats all messed up but im just worried about her going around telling everyone that i worship the devil that's literally the last thing i need.
and so when i was leaving the class i was waiting at the end of my row of desks for my friend because we walk together to the next class and the teacher like runs up to me and is like "dont you dare touch my board" and i was like "i was waiting for sarah.." and she was like "whatever."
First of all, it's immature of her to be freaking out about that like if someone was to write "I <3 Jesus" on the board it would be no big deal but just because it said something that her religion is against it's a big deal and like also she's being intolerant. Even though I dont have those beliefs, I know that other people do have them and she needs to respect that just like we're respecting her beliefs.
Im just so angry that im being blamed for it and also she's blaming me for "writing it on the board yesterday" WHEN I WASNT EVEN IN FUCKING SCHOOL YESTERDAY.
like im so done idek what to do at this point.