ALL IN MY HEAD

//thoughts//

[yourfeminist]

“the problem is that giving too many fucks is bad for your mental health. ”

- The Subtle Art Of Not Giving A Fuck, Mark Manson

[its-hanabanana]

I've never felt more alone

[its-hanabanana]

You told me to give you space so abruptly which made me realise how oblivious I can be sometimes at not reading signs that you might not be as fine as you said you are. How stupid was I to assume that what you've been saying were just to make me happy.

You told me to give you space so I gave it to you and started nitpicking all of the things I've said in our video calls that week trying to find an answer to why you're asking me for space. Was it something I said or was it something I did.

You told me to give you space and not to be selfish but that was the last thing I needed at this time. With the long distance and built up stress from uni, all I looked forward to everyday is that call from you just to keep me sane. Now that you don't call anymore and barely send a message or two - I can't help thinking that this is the end.

You told me to give you space and you've taught me how to be so patient and to never give up. Trust me, there were many times where I wanted to put myself first thinking that I've been giving 80% when you can barely give me your 20% but it doesn't work that way. Relationships like this are different.. you wait, you care and you don't give up on them...because God knows what they're going through.

[thegoodvybe]

[poetryatmost]

How sad it is- to lose someone in a way that makes you realize you never really knew them at all.

Poetry At Most

[lachill0na]

[shed-n-shine]

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by unknown

[hxpeless-rxmantic-shipper]

“It was a learning experience. The pain. The hurt. The heartbreak of not getting something that you worked hard for. But it also just means there are other opportunities for you. There are more beautiful sunrises to witness. Use the lessons you learned to be better, to be wiser and to have a more meaningful impact. After all, you are the sun that rises every single day of your life.”

[faronmckenzie]

[wishing-for-deathx]

You lied to me. You hurt my feelings. And yet for some reason I was walking on eggshells around you. I was apologizing for how I was feeling because of your actions. Like I did something wrong? Fuck you for making me apologize when you were the one who ripped my heart into two and handed it to me.

[wishing-for-deathx]

You lied to me. You hurt my feelings. And yet for some reason I was walking on eggshells around you. I was apologizing for how I was feeling because of your actions. Like I did something wrong? Fuck you for making me apologize when you were the one who ripped my heart into two and handed it to me.

[writingplayingliving]

“Maybe I’ll be okay.

Without your smile

Your easy company.

Maybe I’ll be okay,

without your little laugh

and the warmth of your affection

blanketing me.

Maybe I’ll be okay

without your name on my phone

Day After Day.

Maybe I’ll be okay

Without you.”

- Hold tight.

[tookyou2weeks-deactivated202107]

“Do you regret it?” “Being the one who cared more? No. Not in the way you might think. I mean, sure I got hurt. Sure, he moved on with his heart intact and I’ve been picking up the pieces ever since. But I get to sleep easy at night knowing that I will love again. That I can love that much. And that he can’t. Not now, not until he lets go of the high that comes with being the one who leaves, who only loves when it is convenient. I don’t want a love of convenience. And if you have to be the one who always leaves, well, that’s the only kind you get.”

— L.A.L. 

[softdisturbances]

Ariana Grande // better off

[haleyincarnate]

Quote by Robert Tew

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