#bellamykin

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When the weird polycule you ended up in is a major support for the very important political alliances keeping everything from descending into bloodshed

— Bellamy (very canon divergent)

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Canon Keepsakes:

A friend, who does not know about our fictionkininity, gifted us two pendants. One is a styalized atom with a small cut out of a styalized heart in the center. The other is a little gold anatomical heart. I was given both of these before I even knew I was me or had even watched my source and had been wearing them often.

In source (which is a scifi so designs with things like atoms is relevant, esp since it is a post nuclear apocalypse setting) someone I loved reffered to us, together, as The Heart (me) and The Head (her)

Its nice to be able to have that reminder

—Bellamy

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Coming from a source who's fandom shipping activities is M/F and F/F dominate is interesting, and as such there is plenty of content for me and Clarke.

However—and generally ship whatever you want forever I don't care—but I find it funny, and only mildly frustrating if looking for fic, all the more popular M/M ships that involve me are with others in The 100 and idk how to tell this fandom that the daddy issues 100% extend to almost exclusively being attracted to older men.

—Bellamy (who was in fact in a weird poly situation with Clarke and Roan [and also Echo and Lexa, platonically anyways, because Lexa was in fact a Lesbian, but hey that's my girlfriend's girlfriend] )

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Does someone want to tell me how you get fucking wealth disparity on a fucking space station, with a max population of 5–5.5k people,

Where resources and reproduction are strictly monitored and controlled..

And even minor crimes could warrant an execution...

And would send 100 kids into a situation where death was presumed an absolute given—

Wait no, I answered my own question.

—Bellamy

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Totally doesn't have a cover of The Stooges I Wanna Be Your Dog on his kin playlist

— Bellamy

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Canontradictions:

In canon I grew up with a mother who was a seamstress, something I often assisted her with and so I knew a fair bit about sewing and clothes making.

Now? Despite having plenty of sewing supplies and access to a sewing machine I have exactly enough ability to make a stich hold, and not look entirely horrible but not particularly great either.

I could probably get better, but I just dont have the patience, visual acuity, or steady enough hands to ever be as good as I was then

My best friend however is a very talented and skilled sewist

As for the other game I think I have anti homesickness, I was born and lived my entire life until my early 20s in space.

Space sucks.

— Bellamy

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When you helped your girlfriend kill 300+ people so she wouldnt have to shoulder that guilt alone but also you dont feel guilty about it at all because they were kidnapping people and stealing their BLOOD and BONE MARROW.

There are other things I feel guilty about (Murphy, Lincoln) and people I should apologize to (Murphy, Lincoln, Octavia)

But not that (Id do it again)

—Bellamy

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Canon tunes ask game

Im sure theres a lot of songs that fit, lots of artists and genres, but I am currently stuck on several Sleep Token songs, most specifically Aqua Regia

—Bellamy

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