thinking about when betsy wolfe played jenna in waitress alongside drew gehling as dr pomatter and like. there’s a line where they’re talking about their relationship and pomatter says that maybe it could happen in another life. but the thing is they *did* get to happen in another life!!! because they played anne and william together!!!
OMG OMG OMG *inhales* I JUST SAW JEREMY JORDAN IN THE HOUSTON SYMPHONY HES EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL IN PERSON JMEIAKEBJQKQKEJENJEJEJE IT WAS SO GOOD IM CRYING. OMG HE SANG SANTA FE AND WAVINV THROUGH A WINDOW. AND BESTY WOLFE WAS THERE AND SHE SANG SHE USED TO BE MINE. OMGGGGGGGG
sometimes i almost forget that something bad is happening is about whizzer getting HIV/AIDs because besty wolfe is so sweet and her voice makes me gay, but then more racquetball happens and andrew rannells slaps me right in my fucking heart and i start s o b b i n g
Here's a close up of my deconstructing the cube page if anyone wants to take a crack at building it yourself. Mines made out of wood scraps.
How I've broken it down was into directions (the first time we see it, the left side is 'east' and the right side is 'west'). You get it. Every block was assigned a letter so I could put it back perfectly every time cause so many of the blocks look the same but have a very slight size difference that throws the whole thing off if placed elsewhere.
The scale is not completely jacked beyond comprehension, but I started with one block and scaled the whole thing around that, so I really had no idea how big it would actually be. Mine is 7 by 6 inches.
Honestly looking at it now, idk how I did it.
It was mostly a process of fuck around and find out. I needed to use every version and bootleg I could to get every angle and see all the details and even then, I'm still confused.
To more or less ruin the illusion, there's a third triangle that doesn't fit anywhere and Whizzer's headstone replaced two blocks [H and I]. So it either hangs out behind the cube or inside the pocket of space it has.
The whole thing I want to say took me like a week of sawing and sanding wood. (Minus the painting). But I was really determined to get it done before my interest wavered the slightest. Not that it did of course, I was eager to get to work on my next Falsettos-related project. [A hand carved chessboard set] if y'all want to see that, I'll be happy to show you.
A couple disclaimers for totally legal reasons. A LOT of the observations and notes were from various sources, including here, so if you see something familiar, it's probably from you. If I could hunt down every single factoid I used and give credit, I would, but 1. No one else was supposed to see this and 2. I ain't got time for that.
Something something about many interpretations and how no one is the right one. . . .
Some notes i don't think were the intention, but were interesting, so I wrote down anyway.
Some unfinished bits were left out, I don't know when they'll be done. But what I've shown is like 99% of it.
If you want to make a Falsettos Binder, do it. Hell, print out these pages, I won't hold you back. I loved something and this was the only way I knew to express them. The other option was exploding.
My camera sucks, so some things are blurry but readable I think.
