Plot: It is the grand tutor's birthday, and the royal siblings want to make it special for their dear tutor.
Cw: None
A/N: It's my birthday today :33
The sun beamed through the coloured glass of the large, nearly expansive bedroom belonging to the imperial tutor. They shifted under the warmth, pushing themself deeper into the plush of their mattress. The windchimes they had hung outside the window created a beautiful melody of tinkling and a soft, resonate glimmer. The day already felt better than most.
The fuzzy, like carpets, were more fuzzier and softer than usual. The sheer, thin curtains were more sheer and thin than usual. Most likely because it was the grand tutors' birthday. A day of celebration and cheer. At least to the Crown princess and imperial prince. They had been secretly planning almost all week for this special day.
Once Crown Princess Frieda was dressed in her prettiest red dress and red, diamond studded shoes, did she enter their chamber. The top half of her bouncy blonde hair was tied to the back of her head, and the bottom half cascaded down her back.
She eagerly stepped to their bedside, pushing down onto their body and quickly shaking them from side-to-side vigorously. Almost the moment Freida began shaking them, they woke up, whipping their head up and looking around the room, their mind still bleary from sleep.
"Hello there, dearest! You must be quite tired, huh?" Freida smiles, her red lips spreading to show her pearly white teeth.
"Good morning, your royal highness." They greet, grabbing their wire framed glasses and slipping it onto their face before quickly shuffling to sit up in their bed. Freida sits next to them, placing her hands onto their legs and smiling at their tired ridden face.
"Beta and I have a large breakfast being held in your honour. How about you join us, yes?" Frieda says, her voice a syrupy sweet.
They quickly rub their eyes clean of crust and rubbing their temples from the headache the Crown princess' voice gave them. "Yes, I suppose I will join, your royal highness."
"Oh, enough with 'your royal highness' stuff. I've told you time and time again that you can just call me Freida." She whines, flopping across their legs like a sad pup.
The royal tutor gently pushed the princess off their legs and walked to their closet, opening it and began to rummage through it. They found a normal looking pair of plants, a white poet blouse, and a vest.
Freida sits up from their bed and lovingly looks at them. "How dashing you are, my dear. Are you excited about your birthday?" She asks as she prances over to the mirror they were standing in front of while fixing their collar.
"I suppose, your royal highness. But birthdays are not necessarily celebrated in the town I grew up in." They explain.
Freida leans her chin onto their shoulder, wrapping her arms around their right one. "And why is that?"
They explain while fiddling with their tie, "I grew up in an impoverished town where we could not spend any expense on frivolous things like birthdays. All we would do to celebrate is get an extra loaf of bread or an extra ladle full of soup."
Freida looks at them with pity in her red, fluttering eyes. She sneaks her arm around their waist, playing with the button on their shirt. "Well, don't worry. Beta and I will never, ever have you celebrate your birthday like that again."
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Breakfast was, thankfully, uneventful. The poor grand tutor would not be able to handle anything besides the prince's usual chipper questions and the Crown princess' ogling. They mearly, silently, ate their French toast with butter as they watched the royal siblings go on and on about anything that came to their minds.
The moment they wiped their mouth from the remaining crumbs of the toast, Beta grabbed their wrist and nearly dragged them out of the dining hall and towards the stables.
The prince explained that the princess and him had planned to take the grand tutor out to celebrate their birthday at a separate location.
Using their the skills they honed from their new horse back riding instructor, the grand tutor was able to perfectly mount their beautiful white horse, fittingly named Sugar, and rode out of the stables with the prince racing after them.
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Once the Prince and his grand tutor arrived at the cute, quaint gazebo at the edge of a crystal clear lake, they hopped off their horses and walked off the shaded area while the horses trotted to go get a drink of water.
Somehow, the Crown Princess was already there, sipping on tea. In front of her, on the table, was a pile of neatly wrapped presents. "Morning again, your royal highness." The grand tutor greets.
Freida sighs again, about to go on another tangent about having the tutor call her by her first name, but Beta cuts her off by rushing the said tutor to sit down on the seats under the gazebo.
Once Beta joins his place on his sister's side, they both look at them, with wide, pleading eyes. Silently, they got the message and began opening the presents.
They got a series of goodies, a notebook, new pens, textbooks, true crime novels, and the like. But the remaining present was a small box wrapped in bright red wrapping paper.
"Oh! I got this one for you. It's extremely special." Freida smiles wide. Her gums are showing.
The grand tutor nods and begins unwrapping her present. Inside was a small velvet box. They open the box with a soft click sound, and inside is a large, ruby broach with small garnets lining it.
"It's the royal broach...." Beta says, stunned. The grand tutor looks at him and the princess in shock.
The royal broach was only given to people who were special to the Imperial family to showcase their importance to them. With the broach came the power to make political decisions, go to places on the Imperial family were originally allowed to, and were essentially treated as royalty themselves.
"Your Royal Highness...I don't know what to say..." they mutter, closing the box carefully, as if making one mistake will destroy the broach. "How about a thanks you, dearest." She smiles as she stands and walks to the grand tutors' side. She opens the box and pins the broach to their chest, the ruby shining despite being in the shade.
Paring: Beta xFemDixon! Reader. Daryl Dixon x Sister! Reader
Summery: You weren't supposed to love him but the universe had other plans for your heart.
Warnings: FLUFF, spicy(but no smut), secret relationship, sneaking around, soft Beta, pissed off Daryl, fighting, a little blood, pregnancy.
A/n: based off a dream I had! My brain kinda did a mashup of Beta and Opie(literally in my dream it was Ryan Hurst in the Beta mask in the TWD world being Beta but dressed as Opie with his kutte and beanie) probably bc i fell asleep watching TWD with the whispers and was writing my Opie story! can't remember every detail but I remember enough and ill tweek what i cant remember and of course add to it! But this is gonna be all Beta! I also gave Beta a real name:) thank you to the bestie @anniearmitage for helping me write this one!
You knew it was wrong! Your brother would kill you if he ever found out! Alpha would kill her right hand man! But neither of you cared, you wanted Beta and Beta wanted you! No matter the cost.
When you first met Beta it definitely wasn't love at first site you were terrified of the man I mean who wouldn't be? A 6'6 man who weighs well over 250 lbs and wears walker skin on his face yeah he scared you. Plus he was the enemy, the bad guy! Well he was til he saved your life from a herd of walkers.
After getting you to safety in a small cabin that only he knew of the two of you stuck up a friendship. He didn't talk much at first mainly one and two answers but you eventually got him to open up and that's when the feelings came for both of you. Beta wasn't one for feelings, him and his people lived by that rule but Beta broke that rule for you. He let himself feel things for you and above off he trusted you.
He trusted you enough to reveal is true face to you and you will never forget the first time he did it was also the day where you said i love you for the first time...
"Beta if this is gonna work I need to see your face one day" you tell him
"I haven't shown my real face to anyone but Alpha since the world fell and the ones that have seen my true self ive killed"
"I wont force you to do something you aren't comfortable with I never would I love you to much for that" those 3 words came out of your mouth before you even thought about it and you froze
"You love me" Beta asked in his deep low voice and you just nod not trusting your voice.
Bets walks over and grabs your face and kisses you "I love you too" he says
You smile up at him and you see a small genuine smile "i mean it Beta i wont push you to show me but I hope one day you trust me enough to let me see your beautiful face"
"How do you know it will look beautiful I'm nothing special under here" he says
"Because I love you so no matter what you look like I'm gonna think you're beautiful plus someone with eyes that pretty cant be bad looking" you tell him
He thinks about your words for a minute before taking a deep breath and reaches behind him undoing his mask. And when he pulls it off you smile.
You knew he would be gorgeous! You run your hand down his face pulling him into a kiss "like I said someone with eyes that pretty has to be gorgeous"
That was also the day you and Beta first slept together and it was the best sex of your life!
That night after you spent hours making love Beta opened up even more...
"Can I ask something" you say rubbing your circles on his chest
"You can ask me anything" he says
"Why don't you show others your face? I mean it's so handsome and we have all seen Alphas real face and a few others"
"Before the fall everyone stared everywhere I went everyone knew who I was and it got old so when the dead rose and I met Alpha we came up with the idea of wearing the skin of the dead to blend in that's how it started survival but when I have it on no body sees me for who I was before."
"I recognized you when you took the mask off" you told him shyly not knowing how he would take it "half moon"
"You did?" he asked taken aback
"Yeah Daryl and Merel had your albums I listened to them all the time"
"You listened to my music"
"I was more into the 90s and modern country but yeah you were in the playlist not as much as Jason Aldean or Luke Bryan but you were in the mix" you tesed "even saw you live once"
"When" he asked in his deep voice
"Country meets Rock fest outside Atlanta a few months before the fall, me and my friends had weekend passes and were front row when you preformed you were amazing"
"You were there that night?" he asked
"Yeah I was there and I was drunk off my ass from doing Jägerbombs and drinking beer all day"
"I wish I could have see you that night I don't remember much of it"
"I'm an annoying drunk trust me be glad you didn't have to see me that night or the next few days I was so hungover"
"I'm sure you're not that bad" he says making you laugh
"So your stage name was Half Moon, you go by Beta now but what's your real name"
Beta is silent for a minute. He hasn't even told Alpha his real name, the public didn't even know his real name.
"Ryan Winston" he said in low voice(see what i did there😂)
"I like it,it fits you" you smile "So can I call you Ryan" you ask half teasing and smirking.
"I'll think about it" he says shaking his head.
*****
You never kept anything from Daryl he wasn't only your big brother but your friend. He pretty much raised you. He protected you from Merels lashing and comments to you and from your father's abuse so many times taking the beatings himself. It had always been you and Daryl against the world even before so keeping something this big from him was hard for you.
It's been 7 months since you and Beta became serious! You had secret meet ups at the same cabin he first took you to too, It's became not just Betas cabin but yours as well. You even made it a bit more homey!
You haven't seen Beta in almost a month not since things with your people and the Whispers started up again but you were seeing him today. You paced back and forth waiting for your tall gaint of a boyfriend to walk in and when the door opens and he is standing there you take of running to him.
You jump in his arms taking him by surprise almost knocking him over. You wrap your legs around his waist and smashing your lips to his not even caring about the mask and you feel him smirk.
"You miss me that much? You never kiss me like that with the mask on" he says placing you down
"I also dont fuck you when the mask on but if you don't hurry and take me to bed I will it will just have to be from behind I missed my man that much" you say pulling your shirt over your head
"Oh no it's been to long I need to see your face while you fall apart screaming my name so I'll take the mask off" he says reaching behind pulling the mask off
Beta knows you don't like him wearing the mask during sex, you tried it once but he could tell by the way you wouldnt look him in the eyes for to long it freaked you out. So ever since then he never wears it for more then a peck on the lips.
"God I missed you" you tell him rubbing his face
"I missed you too"
"Then show me" you whisper tugging his beard making him growl and picking you back up with ease carrying you to the bedroom.
And that's just what he did over and over for hours making up for lost time. You never had so many orgasms in one night.
As you lay there in the after glow wrapped in his arms your mind starts to wonders and Beta can tell. "Whats on your mind beautiful" he ask stroking your hair.
"I've always wondered something" you said still laying on his chest "Why did you save me that day with the walkers? I was nobody to you just another member of Alexandria you would have had one less of us to worry about"
"At first I wasn't for one you looked like you had it covered and two because you were the enemy even tho you were holding your own there was just something in your eyes the more guardians came toward you. fear? Helplessness? I don't know but as I watched I really noticed how beautiful you were and something in me couldn't and wouldn't let you die"
"You scared the shit out of me when came out of nowhere and threw me over your shoulder slashing your way through like it was nothing" you laugh making him smirk
"Ever wonder if we can ever truly be together and not have to sneak around this month has been hell not seeing you" you ask raising up and setting your chin on his bare chest.
"The only way that can happen is we both left everyone behind"
"You've thought about it" you asked in surprise
"Of course I have" he tells you pushing some hair out of your face.
"I just want to be with you without hiding it, be able to see you everyday. And I have thought about leaving and running away with you starting over where no one knows us"
"I have too but I could never ask you to leave your brother behind I love you to much to make you choose" he says making you smile and your heart swell
"The only reason I never brought it up was because i know you'd never leave Alpha and as much as I don't like her I admire your loyalty to her"
"I feel the same way when it comes to your brother" he says
"I wonder if you and Daryl could ever get along be in the same place without one of you going down an elevator shaft" you laugh making him pinch your sides
"One that actually hurt and two ill get along with your brother when you get along with Alpha"
"I wish I could tell Daryl about you this is the first time I've ever hid anything from him. But I know how that conversation would go and he'd probably lock me up in Negans old cell"
"I'd break you out baby" he says smirking
"And how would your gaint ass make it through the streets Alexandria without being noticed? I dont know if you know this but youre kind of big" you laugh
"Id find a way" he smiles "But I thought you like my size"
"Oh I do it's sexy I love that your big and not just your height" you wink making him roll his eyes
"Y/n can I ask you something" he says after a few minutes of silence
"Mmmmm"
"Why do you love me" he asked
"Why wouldn't I love you"
"You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met youre perfect in every way, and I'm a giant who wears guardian skin on my face, I walk with the dead, I'm always dirty and ive done bad things I've killer people. You can have anyone and I've seen how some of those men in Alexandria look at you, like that Rick guy or the one that never shuts up or the guy with the metal arm and you wouldnt have to hide them you could openly be with them so why me"
"I love you because I get to see Ryan not just Beta and hes super fucking great. Sweet loveing protective everything ive ever wanted and everything i thought id never have in this world. When I'm with you I feel like nothing bad can ever happen to me. And I'm far from perfect trust me! I've killed people too I've done bad things to survive and so has everyone in Alexandria. And as far as the men back home you have nothing to worry about trust me"
"Why they seem more you're type"
"Rick is mine and Daryls best friend been with him since the beginning that would never work he is more protective of me but its not like that! Aaron the guy with the metal arm is gay and Negan well youre right he doesn't shut up and I can't tell you how many times I've punched him just to get 2 minutes of quiet. And as far as the skin I've gotten use to it doesn't bother much any more but I still like looking at your real face more it's sexy!" You tell him "Oh and have I told you the sex is amazing the best I've ever had i have never had so many orgasms in one night til i met you and your tongue holy fuck that thing is magic and I'm not giving that up without a fight" you tease making him laugh.
"Can you tell me the truth about something" looking at you a bit more serious "Have you ever been anyone from Alexandria?" He asked
"If I tell you the truth promise you won't get mad?" you asked making him nod "Then you have to answer something truthful for me deal"
"Deal"
"When we lived in the prison and a few times over the years living in Alexandria me and Rick had a friend's with benefits thing. Your turn have you ever been with Alpha"
"Yes a few times over the years for stress relief"
You don't know why but hearing that makes you a little jealous something you aren't use to feeling.
"Have you ever had feelings for her" you ask
"No you are the first woman I have had feelings for in over 15 years. Did you and Rick have feelings for one another"
"Nothing beyond friendship and loneliness sweetheart, it started after he lost Lori and just needed companionship and after that it was just sex"
You laid there in silence enjoying your time together, once you leave tomorrow it's gonna be another few weeks before you see each other again. With the way things are between your groups you've been having to be extra careful so it might be even longer before you can sleep away.
"I'm gonna miss you when I leave tomorrow I hate leaving you" you tell him
"I'm gonna miss you too y/n but can I tell you something"
"You can tell me anything Ryan"
"I sometimes lurk around the walls of Alexandria to keep an eye on you"
"Do you really" you ask surprise
"Just last week I saw you on watch with your brother Rick and the kid with the eye patch you were all laughing and talking. I thought you looked so beautiful in that goodie that was to big for you, your hair down and the wind was blowing so you kept having to get it out face and i laughed a little knowing how much you hate that." he tells you sounding embarrassed but you think it's cute
"How many time have you watched me" you ask in awe
"About 2 or 3"
"Your 10 foot tall how have I never seen you" you ask
"I walk with the dead darling so I know how to blend in and go unnoticed" he smirks "sorry if freaks you out"
"It doesn't baby, it worries me what someone will do if they see I don't want you hurt or worst! but now knowing you could be watching I can't be looking so homeless wearing my brothers hoodie that's way to big for me" you joke "why do you do it? You know take the chance?"
"I have to know you're ok that you're safe and if any of the dead get to close I can lead them away. And don't worry about me I can handle myself"
"I'll always worry about you but how bout this there is a big oak tree to the left about 200 yards from the south wall if you ever wanna let me know you were there leave a note and sign it R and I'll sign mine J! Just no mention of Alpha or anything to do with the whispers just in case someone finds them before me Alexandria would go into lockdown and Daryl would never let me out if that happens and dont worry ill take the notes back with me mine included so no Alpha doesn't find them"
"R and J" he asked confused
"Romeo and Juilet" you smile making him give you his Beta look "don't look at me like that think about it totally us"
"How so"
"Two households, both alike in dignity,In fair Verona, where we lay our scene,From ancient grudge break to new mutiny,Where civil blood makes civil hands unclean.From forth the fatal loins of these two foes A pair of star-cross'd lovers take their life!" You recite the opening to Romeo and Juilet
"Did you just quote that awful story" he ask
"Yes i did it has always been one of my favorite books, plays and movies loved me some Leo! But instead of Verona it's Virginia and I don't plan on us dying but samething! So will you do it" you smile a big toothy grin
Beta looks at your smile and rolls his eyes "fine I'll do it woman but that's for another day we still have the rest of tonight so let's see if I can get that orgasm count up even more" he says rolling his big body on top of you making you giggle!
****
It's been a 2 weeks since your last meet up with Beta and you miss him like crazy but you have been leaving each other little notes you have even been able to sneak him food...
"I miss you so much I hate being without you. I love you -R"
"I love you too and miss you more then you know! It's not much but here's some food just some apple pie i whipped up and a soup Carol made just make a fire to heat it up (I even provided matches) and clean water I'll get you more when I can I love you -J"
"Thank you for the food babygirl I forgot how much I missed apple pie it's not as sweet or tasty as you but it did the trick but as much as I enjoyed it I still prefer you as my meal I could eat you for days and I just might next time I see you;) I love you. P.S you looked beautiful the other day in your sundress dress fighting with your brother you're sexy when you're all fired up and fiesty -R"
"Daryl pissed me off trying to take me off watch but as you could see I won that fight:) I'm glad you enjoyed the food gotta keep my man fed and thanks for the compliment I guess lol and when I see again I'll let you eat me for breakfast lunch and dinner like i said your tongue is magic;) but here is a rabbit stew this time made my yours truly and another apple pie, I love you and miss you I can't wait to see you and be back in your arms -J"
"The stew was amazing baby! Just a little bit longer baby and I'll have you in my arms again but this time I don't know if I'll be able to let you go! I made this necklace for you with an arrowhead I found by the river and it made me think of you I know it's not much but I hope you like it anyways. See you soon I love you -R
Wrapped inside a leaf was an arrowhead on a string...you were in awe of it and you put it on right away and swore you would never take it off!
A few days later you woke up feeling sick to your stomach. The second your feet hit the floor you took off running to the bathroom passing your very confused brother and Dog along the way and then empty everything that was in your stomach in the toilet. A few minutes later you hear Daryl at the door
"Ya good in there" Daryl ask
"Yeah I'm good be out in a few gotta brush my teeth" you say back
You stand up and rinse your face then open the cabinet to get your toothbrush and toothpaste when you reach for them something catches your eyes...your box of tampons and your face goes white.
"No no no this can't be happening" you say grabbing the box doing mental math "Oh fuck"
You grab the mouth wash and take a big swig not having time to brush your teeth. You run out of the bathroom once again passing a very confused Daryl on your way out the door not even getting dressed or grabbing shoes.
"Ay where ya goin, ya forgot yer damn shoes" he yells Dog barking behind him
You run down the streets of Alexandria barefoot in nothing but your night shorts and tank top making people stare. You run and don't stop til you reach the infirmity and bust through the doors.
Siddiq looks at you like you have lost your mind which you think you have. You stand in front of him out of breath with your hands on your kneess.
"I ne-ne-need a pr-preg-pregancy test" you say trying to catch your breath "and you have to keep your month shut and not ask any questions"
"O-k" he said confused walking you to the back...
PREGNANT
"Shit" you say staring at the stick in your hand "what am I gonna go"
You walk back into the house you share with your brother hoping he was out but of course of all days for him to take a personal day it had to be today
"Aye what the hell had ya runnin out the house like it was on fire" he ask
"Oh ummm I forgot to ummm tell Rosita something yesterday girl stuff you know" you lie and laugh nervously
"Uh huh" he says suspiciously eyeing you "what wus with the pukin"
"I guess that soup from last night hit me wrong"
"Yeah ok, anyways I gotta go meet Rick talk bout this whispers shit got a radio call from Hilltop think they saw em lurken in the woods. Wanna come"
"Uhh nah I'm good gonna go lay back down then gonna go outside the walls for a bit"
Daryl eyes you with suspicious eyes. He knows your hiding something he can tell he raised you after all he can read you like a book.
"OK be careful" he says leaning in to hug you when he notices your necklace "where'd this come from never seen ya wear this"
"Oh I found it one day when we were out thought it was pretty made it into a necklace"
"Yeah see ya later love ya"
"Love you too"
When Daryl closes the door you run to your room and write a note to Beta hoping he'll be around sometime soon.
"God I hope you see this in time! I know it's early but meet me at the cabin in 3 days ill be there at noon it's super important please be there baby. I love you P.S i love the necklace its around my neck -J"
Later that night Beta made it to yalls tree excited to see if you wrote anything and got the necklace. But when he reads your words his heart sinks. What could possibly be so important for the risk of a meet up so much sooner then planned? We're you sick? Hurt? We're you gonna break up with him? He wouldn't know til he saw so he tries his best not to worry even tho it doesn't work.
"I'll be there baby I promise I hope everything is OK! I love you so much see you in 3 days -R"
The next few days went to slow. And the days leading up to your meeting had you were on edge and jumpy about everything. You avoided your brother as much as possible but Daryl wasn't stupid nor was he blind.
"Y/n been actin funny with ya" he ask Rick one day
"Funny how"
"Jus withdrawn, moody, jus actin weird is all, have ya noticed"
"Probably that time of the mouth" Rick says shrugging his shoulders.
"Maybe but she been avoidin me, sumthin else is up I know 'm sister man an somethin ain't right. Said she is goin t' see Maggie leavin tomorrow mornin and will be there for a few days but Maggie said she ain't heard that an' she is leavin fore oceanside tomorrow and I found these in 'er room" he says handing Rick the notes he found.
"You went snooping man, you know she's a grown ass woman right"
'Yeah yeah jus read em" Daryl grumbles
Rick reluctantly reads them. And smirks
"What ya smirkin bout" Daryl ask
"You don't want me to say trust me" Rick laughs
"Yeah I do what's so funny"
"Remember you asked for this...your sister is sweeter then apple-"
"I don' wanna hear that shit" Daryl says cutting him off making Rick laugh. "You asked I told you you didn't want to know"
"Anyways what d' ya think"
"Well" Rick says handing the notes back to his best friend "you shouldn't have went through y/n shit she'd break your face if she ever found out but sounds like your little sister got herself a secret boyfriend outside the walls someone we don't know"
"I wanna know who the hell 'm baby sister is sneakin off screwin outside the fuckin walls an' I wanna know why she ain't told me"
"And if she hasn't told you and been sneaking around how you gonna find that out" Rick asked
"Im'ma fuckin follow 'er ass when she walks out them damn gates tomorrow is what im'ma do fin' out who the hell it is"
"Want me to go with you for back up I can have Aaron and Gabriel hold down the fort" Rick offers
"Nah ill be good man be easier trailin 'er if it's jus me but ya mind keepin Dog"
*****
The next day you leave before the sun is up. It's a half days walk to the cabin and it's much easier to get out of Alexandria at that time of day. You had packed a few days worth of essentials planning to stay a few days. As you walk out of the gates you had no idea your brother was not far beyond you or what was to come.
Daryl follows behind you keeping a good safe distance behind you. He was far enough not to be seen but close enough to help if you go in trouble.
He couldnt figure out why you were keeping something this big from him, you didn't keep anything from him ever. Even when you started messing around with Rick you were honest about it. So what was different now? Was it someone from Hilltop? Oceanside? He follows you a few more hours to an old abandoned cabin. He hides behind a big pine tree just a few hundred feet away from the cabin and watches you walk in. Now all he had to do was wait.
You get to the cabin before Beta which is nothing new, you normally get there first. You sit on the raggedy couch and wait in silence well other then the million thoughts in your head that seemed to extra loud...You and Beta were as carefull as you could be. Sure you didn't always have condoms at your disposal in the apocalypse or access to birth control like before but he did always pulled out. How was he gonna take this? How are you gonna tell him? Was he gonna leave you? You couldn't blame him could you?
You both lived such different life's in different places! How was your baby gonna be able to have both parents? Were you just gonna have to raise a baby on your own without him or her never seeing or knowing their father? Then there was Daryl...
How were you gonna tell your big brother! Daryl was super protective and was gonna want answers and if you knew your brother as well you think you did he was gonna rip every guy in Alexandria a new asshole til he found out. Only problem...babydadddy wasn't in Alexandria he was walking among the dead. Would you ever be able to tell him the truth?
Between your thoughts, the pregnancy fatigue and walking the last few hours you were exhausted. So you laid down and fell into dreamless sleep.
An hour later you are pulled from your sleep by a gentle kiss to your lips. When you open your eyes you are met with a mask less Beta smiling down at you making you sleepily smile back at him.
"Hey sleepy head" he says rubbing your head and sitting next to you.
"Hey" you say sitting up falling into his side automatically him wrapping his arms round you.
"I missed you"
"I missed you too darling"
Beta let's himself bask in the glory of your presence. He has missed you so much and was so happy to have you in his arms then he brings himself back to the reason he's here.
"Are you ok babygirl? Are you hurt? Sick? Something happen" he ask
You look up to him with tears in your eyes here goes nothing you think "I'm not hurt or sick I'm ok but I have have to tell you something but I'm scared to" you say letting a few tears fall.
Beta wipes your tears and lifts your head so you're looking at him "You can tell me anything"
You close your eyes and take a deep breath before letting those 2 words fall from your mouth, the 2 words you are sure were gonna make you lose the man you love "I'm pregnant" you whisper
Beta was not expecting those words leave your lips. He let's go of your face and stands up. He starts pacing back and forth not saying a word just looking at you, while you watch him in silence.
"Please say something" you practically beg breaking the silence you and walking over to him.
"I don't know what to say. When did you find out"
"The day I left you the not asking you to meet me here" you tell him looking at the ground "Ryan I know this wasn't planned and I'm sorry, if you dont want anything to do with me and baby I'll understand and I won't hold it against you. I'll come up with a story. But you had the right to know so you can make a decision" you tell him pretty sure you knew what he was gonna decide so you are surprised when he pulls you into his arms and kissing your head.
"I'd never leave you and our child. I love you and I'll love this baby I'm just shocked but I'll figure it all out I promise" he says pulling your face closer to his kissing your lips. The kiss turning very heated very quickly.
Meanwhile outside Daryl is in shock... there was no way in hell his baby sister was sneaking around with a whisper and not just any whisper Beta. This was not the guy tou were writing notes to back and forth and bringing food. This had to be a joke right? This was just a detour something else had to be going on. After about 10 minutes when neither you or Beta came out Daryl decided it was time to make his presence known and find out what the hell was going on. Daryl kicks the door down cross bow ready to shoot and what he sees leaves no more room for wondering... there stands his baby sisters in the arms of Beta making out
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS" he yells making you and Beta pull apart and looking to your brother. Daryl is so enraged he doesn't even notice Beta has his mask off.
Beta who had his mask in his coat pocket hurrys to hide his face and put his mask on luckily he was able to get it on in time.
"Daryl what the fuck are you doing here" you ask
"What am I doin here? What the fuck are ya doing with him? Are ya insane y/n?"
"No Daryl I'm not! Did you follow me?"
"I sure as shit did! Ya sleepin with em" huh? This who ya been sneakin off t' see an bringin food 'to? He the one who gave ya that" he asked pointing to your necklace.
"Its none of your busn- wait how do you know about the food and the meet ups?" You ask confused
"I found these in ya room" he says throwing your letters
"You went through my stuff Daryl! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME"
"NO 'M NOT! YA BEEN ACTIN FUNNY THE LAST FEW DAYS SO I DECIDED Y' FIND OUT WHY AN NOW I KNOW! 'M SISTER BEING A SKIN WEARIN FREAKS WHORE"
Up to this point Beta has just stood there letting you handle your brother but that comment made him snap!
"DO.NOT.TALK.TO.HER.THAT.WAY" Beta says in a deep growl and raised voice stepping forward. You try to grab his arm but you aren't fast enough.
"Yeah what are ya gonna do huh" Daryl says stepping toward Beta making.
Beta narrows his eyes at your brother and let's out the loudest deepest growl you've ever heard. You try to step in between then but it's to late Beta punches Daryl in the jaw sending your brother to the floor.
Before you can even process what just happened Daryl is back to his feet tackling him to the ground. Both men now throwing punch after punch.
"STOP, STOP BOTH OF YOU" you scream. But your yelling falls on deaf ears.
They continue to fight tearing the cabin apart. Throwing each other into walls throwing punch after punch while you stand there screaming and begging for them to stop.
In all the chaos you dont see Alpha slip in her knife in her hand. She to had noticed something off about her right hand the last few day and decided to follow him. You don't know she's there til you feel a sharp pain in your arm making you scream in pain.
"What do we have here huh? You and your brother setting a trap for my Beta" she says pushing you to the ground.
Out of instinct you cradle your belly when you hit the floor not caring she had just stabbed you.
The sound of your body hitting the ground Beta and Daryl both turn your way just as Alpha brings her knife up and jamming it in your calf making you scream again then punches you in the jaw.
"NO" Beta yells and in 3 large quick steps hes over Alpha pulling her off you tossing her to the the side then crouches beside you.
"Babygirl are you ok" he says pulling a rag from his back pocket placing it on your leg.
"I'm ok baby" you say with a painful groan. "Theres some medical supplies in my bag I'll patch myself up will you get them" you ask
Instead of getting your bag he picks you up bridal style and takes you to the couch. He gets your bag and starts looking over your wounds. All the while Daryl and Alpha look on.
"The wound on your arm isn't that deep but the on your leg is deep and gonna need stitches" he tells you
"I have super glue in the small pocket on the front thats gonna have to do for now. And I guess if you just wrap my arm that'll be good"
"She didn't hit your stomach did she" he growled looking at Alpha
"No I'm sure the baby's fine" you say before even thinking
"THE BABY? WHAT BABY?" Daryl yells and when you dont say anything back or even look at him "Y/N YA BETTER FUCKIN ANSWER ME ARE YA PREGNANT" you only nod to answer him "AND ITS HIS ARE YA FUCKIN KIDDIN ME"
"No I'm not kidding and yes it's Beta's" you tell him
"I can't believe this" Daryl says pinching the bridge of his nose "I don't even know what to say"
"Well start thinking what you wanna say and shut up while Beta fixes me up" you tell him
"Beta can you confirm this" Alpha says from a across the room
"Yes it's true she is carrying my child" he says still wrapping your arm making Alpha nod her head with a look on her face you cant quit read.
The whole time Beta is taking care on your wounds Daryl stares at you from the across the room, and you have never seen him so pissed.
"OK baby all done" Beta says and Daryl waste no time walking over to the couch.
"Now y/n Dixon ya wanna tell me how the fuck ya ended up with this skin wearing freak an how long the two of ya been sneakin off" Daryl speaks up
"You wanna watch your tone Daryl Dixon or you won't get no answers" you tell your brother
"Wat-watch 'm tone? M' baby sister has been lyin and sneakin around with the jolly green giant ugly twin brother an is now ya knocked up and ya tellin m' to watch my tone!"
"I knew if you found out you'd lose your shit and try to lock me behind the walls of Alexandria probably in Negans old cell"
"Ya damn right I would've for ya own good!now answer the fuckin question question"
"Been serious for 7 months but before that we were friends for 2 before anything happened"
Daryls floor almost hits the ground hearing that "9 FUCKIN MONTHS ARE YA SHITIN ME RIGHT NOW" he yells
"I LOVE HIM DARYL OK AND YOU ARENT GONNA CHANGE THAT ALPHA AINT GONNA CHANGE THAT! I LOVE BETA AND SOME HOW SOME WAY IM GONNA BE WITH HIM! YOU AINT GOTTA LIKE IT YOU DONT HAVE TO UNDERSTAND IT BUT I LOVE HIM AND THATS NOT CHANGING NOW" you yell getting to your feet wincing in pain making Beta shoot to his feet to help hold you up.
"Beta do you feel same way for his girl" Alpha ask from her spot across the room
"Yes Alpha I do I love her very much" Beta says
"Well then looks like you have a decision to make" Alpha says smirking before walking out the door without another word. Beta doesn't miss the look in her eyes tho.
"How can ya be with him y/n? Ya know what he's done? What his people have done? He has killed some of our friends. Not only that but he wears walker skin on his face is that what ya into now that only that but he has led walkers to our gates. How do ya know he aint jus using ya huh that ya aint jus a piece of ass to em"
"Watch it" Beta says
"You know what we've done Daryl? what our people have done? Beta has never killed any of our people directly Alpha and the others have but wanna know who has killed his people directly me and you! And yeah he had led walkers to the gates and the walls before but that was only a year ago! Have you not noticed the last new months walkers haven't been at the gates at all huh because he has been leading them away every time Alpha has sent any he has risked his life to make sure your little sister was safe and not that it's any of your fucking business but he doesn't wear his mask around me. I know things about him noone in this world living or dead know that's how I know I'm not just a piece of ass"
"He's tried to kill me" Daryl pointed out
"Yeah and you threw him down an elevator shaft yall are even" you tell him
Beta and Daryl have a stare down and for a minute you think they are gonna start swinging on each other again so you step in the middle of them before that could happen.
"Look yall ain't gotta like each other but I'm having this baby so you gotta find a way to get along. I love you both but I'm not gonna deal with the two of you at each others throats. I already have enough on my plate and if you cant get along ill raise this baby alone"
Both men are silent still staring at one another but it's Daryl that breaks the silence.
"Ya really love m' sister? Ya aint bullshitin 'er?"
"I don't love her I broke every rule of the pack to be with her and keep her safe"
"And the baby ya gotta be round to em or am i gotta have to help raise it"
"Yeah I'll do what ever it takes even leaving the pack and leaving my mask behind" Beta says making you look at him surprised
"I'm not asking you to do that we can figure it out Beta" you tell him
"You..." he says grabbing your chin to have you look at him "are more important our child will have me in their life. And to prove it to you I'm gonna do something" he says
You look at your boyfriend confused wondering what he meant but then you see him reach behind his head and you know what he's about to do.
"Beta" you say grabbing his hand "you don't have to show him your face I believe every word you said you don't have to prove them to me" you say
"But I do have to prove it to him and if showing my true self gets him to see how much you mean to me ill it I love you that much just give me a minute" he says then kisses your head before turning around.
"What he look like under there" Daryl whispers
"You'll see" you smirk "and just know I'm the only one in almost 10 years that has seen his face"
"What bout Alpha" Daryl ask
"Only once since they met at the beginning"
You and Daryl watch Beta finish removing his mask then he slowly turns around his full face on display...
"Holy fuckin shit! Ya gotta be shitin me" Daryl says in disbelief "ya boyfriend is Half Moon?"
"Yep now you know why he never showed his face. It wasn't because he liked it, it was to hide from everyone"
"This was definitely not on my apocalypse bingo card. Y/n yer havin a baby with a guy who's poster was on ya wall" he said making you look at him with wide eyes
"You had a poster on your wall of me" Beta asked amused
"It was a small one" you mumbled.
It was decided that Beta would stay in the cabin with you for a couple days at least til you could walk better and Daryl would leave first thing in the morning for Alexandria. He said he would talk to Rick alone about making some kind of deal where Beta would be able to visit you inside the walls. You knew that was gonna be a rough conversation.
Daryl took the couch that night while you and Beta took the bed. As you lay there in Betas arms he starts rubbing your stomach.
"I'm leaving the pack" he says quietly still rubbing your belly "I want to be with you and our child and the only way I can do that is by leaving the pack"
"You'd do that for us"
"I'd do anything for you"
"I was thinking about something you might like it"
"What were you thinking baby"
"I know you would never be happy or comfortable in Alexandria so there are a few cabins in the woods a few miles away from the walls. What do you say we fix one up for us, live there a place for the 3 of us?"
Beta smiles a real smile "let's do it" he says bringing you into a kiss.
"Theres one more thing" you say when you pull apart
"What is it"
"If I know Rick and the others no matter what they decide about you,they are gonna kill Alpha and they aren't gonna stop til she's dead. I know she's the closest thing to family you have I couldn't have you not know"
Beta let's out breath "no they are not...i am" he says leaving you in shock
"You're gonna kill Alpha" you ask sitting up
"I already talked to your brother about it"
"Why would you do that"
"Because when i leave the pack she will stop at nothing to get to you I saw it in her eyes today and Im not ever letting that happen so I'm gonna do before she has a chance"
"When are you doing this? Arent you worried about the others that are loyal to her" you asked
"When i get you home. Me and your brother have plan and dont worry about others in in the plan. I'm gonna make sure you and our child are safe"
"When did you and my brother start getting along"
"When we both realized you and that chuld are the most important people in the world to us"
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Horizon Forbidden West characters reacting to you flinching during an argument
Aloy (wlw if romantic)
The moment Aloy sees you flinch, her entire demeanor softens, and the fight drains out of her
She would immediately apologize, hating that she made you feel unsafe or uncomfortable around her
Aloy would likely close the distance between you, gently touching your arm or face to reassure you that she’s not a threat
After the incident, she’d spend time reflecting on her actions and would probably be overly cautious in future arguments
She would sit down with you to discuss what just happened and make sure you know she never meant to hurt you emotionally
“Hey… I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you”
Varl
Varl would be stunned, his eyes widening as he realizes the impact of his words or actions
He’d instantly soften his voice, stepping closer but moving slowly to avoid making you more uncomfortable
Varl would sincerely apologize, his voice full of regret
His protective instincts would kick in, and he’d be more careful in future discussions, making sure never to raise his voice
He’d likely pull you into a tight, comforting hug, wanting to show you through his actions that you’re safe with him
“I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to - are you okay?”
Elisabeth Sobeck (wlw if romantic)
Elisabeth’s expression would immediately shift from frustration to regret, realizing she’s caused you to flinch
She’d quickly apologize, her voice trembling slightly, as she’s not used to feeling so vulnerable. "I’m sorry. That was not my intention."
Elisabeth would want to discuss what led to the flinch, understanding that your relationship should be built on trust and safety
She would reassure you that she would never intentionally hurt you, emotionally or otherwise
Elisabeth would be visibly affected, realizing how much she cares about you and how deeply she values your comfort and trust.
“I’m sorry, that wasn’t my intention”
Sylens
Sylens would pause, the sharpness in his eyes dulling as he processes your reaction
He wouldn’t apologize directly but would immediately lower his tone and distance himself from the intensity he had before
Internally, he’d be frustrated with himself, though he might not show it outwardly
He would try to address the situation logically, asking what made you flinch and how to prevent it in the future
Despite his often cold demeanor, he’d find a way to show that he cares, perhaps by offering a solution to the argument in a calm manner
“Calm down, y/n, it’s not like I’m gonna hurt you”
Beta
Beta would likely tear up, the flinch triggering her own fears and insecurities
She’d immediately apologize, possibly stumbling over her words as she tries to reassure you that she didn’t mean to frighten you
Beta would likely start blaming herself, thinking she’s messed up and hurt you
If she feels safe enough, she’d reach out to hold your hand or touch your shoulder, needing the physical connection to reassure both you and herself
In the future, Beta would be extremely cautious during any disagreements, afraid of accidentally scaring you again
“Oh no, I didn’t mean to–I’m so sorry”
Erend
Erend would be visibly shocked, the guilt hitting him immediately
He’d drop whatever argument you were having and rush to your side, desperate to comfort you
Makes sure you know that he’d never hurt you
He’d likely pull you into a bear hug, wanting to physically reassure you of his feelings
Erend would make a promise to be more careful with his words and actions in the future, valuing your trust above all
"Whoa, hey, no, I’m sorry. I’d never hurt you, you know that, right?"
Petra
Petra’s expression would immediately soften, her voice losing all its previous edge
She’d apologize without hesitation, feeling a pang of guilt for making you flinch
She might reach out to gently take your hand or touch your face, offering a calming gesture to reassure you
Petra would want to discuss what happened, making sure you’re both on the same page and that there are no lingering fears
She’d be more mindful in future arguments, ensuring she never raises her voice or says something that might scare you
“Hey, sorry, that’s not what I wanted”
Tilda (wlw if romantic)
Tilda would be surprised at first, not expecting you to flinch
Her concern would be masked under a composed exterior
She would immediately dial back her intensity, speaking in a much softer tone
Despite her often cold demeanor, she’d apologize, perhaps more out of obligation but still with a hint of genuine concern
Tilda would reassure you that you have nothing to fear from her, though her way of doing so might be more intellectual than emotional
"I didn’t intend to make you uncomfortable."
Alva (wlw if romantic)
Alva’s eyes would widen with concern, and she’d immediately stop whatever she was saying
Her voice would be soft and filled with remorse when she apologizes
She’d likely reach out to you, gently touching your arm or hand, seeking to comfort you physically as well as verbally
Alva would offer soothing words, reassuring you that you’re safe with her and that she never meant to hurt you
From that moment on, she’d be more conscious of her tone and actions during disagreements, ensuring that she maintains a caring and understanding approach
"I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you like that."
summary: a couple sneaks into the infamous, long-abandoned camp crystal lake for a thrill. the boyfriend laughs off the legends, until the hulking, masked beta appears out of the dark. what follows is a brutal, blood-stained collision of lust and violence, sex tangled with death, dominance, and the unholy thrill of corruption.
warnings: violence, murder, gore, blood, rough sex, choking, breath play, SIZE KINK (bro is 6 ft 4) corruption, machete use, public-ish sex, dark fic ahead guyssss
The sign was half-rotted when you passed it.
CAMP CRYSTAL LAKE.
The letters barely clung to the wood, paint peeled away by rain and time.
Your boyfriend laughed when you hesitated “Babe, it’s just a story. Jason’s not real”
You forced a smile “Yeah. Sure”
He tugged you through the trees, flashlight beam cutting across the fog. The lake came into view first, black water glimmering under the moonlight, still as glass. Somewhere in the distance, a loon cried. Or maybe it wasn’t a bird.
You shivered “It’s colder than I thought”
“Come on” he said, wrapping an arm around you, pressing his lips to your neck “Let’s make it worth the trip”
You giggled, half nervous, half something else. He dragged you toward one of the old cabins, the door hanging crooked on its hinges. Dust, wood rot, the faint scent of rain on metal. Inside, the air was heavy, stale. You could hear your heartbeat echo in the silence.
He pushed you against a wall, hands already fumbling with your jacket “Scared?”
You smirked “Not yet”
And that’s when the door creaked open.
A shape filled the doorway, tall, broad, backlit by the moon. You froze, thinking it was a shadow at first. But shadows don’t breathe like that.
Slow, measured. Mechanical.
“Who’s there?” your boyfriend barked, stepping forward, chest puffed out like he wasn’t shaking “This place is private property, man!”
The shape didn’t answer. It just moved.
You didn’t scream. You just stared. Then you smiled.
A breathy, giddy, almost orgasmic sound tore from your lips the second your boyfriend’s skull met stone. The wet crack echoed like thunder through the trees. He twitched once. Twice. Then nothing but the drip-drip-drip of blood spilling down the old cabin steps like syrup, thick and red and beautiful.
His scream had cut off halfway, interrupted by the machete cleaving into his spine. Beta stood over the body, chest heaving like a rabid beast freshly unchained, machete glistening with gore. The moon cast a halo around him, silvering the mess, like some sick blessing.
You licked your lips.
“I told you he was slow” you cooed, voice thick with sugar and sin.
Beta didn’t say a word. Just turned his head slowly, mask cocked in that eerie, silent way he did when he was waiting, watching. Assessing your reaction. But there was no fear in your eyes. No horror. Only hunger.
Barefoot, you stepped into the blood, The smell was coppery and alive, clinging to your skin as you reached him. Pressed your hand flat to his chest, his shirt still warm, damp with sweat and crimson splatter.
“Good job, baby” you whispered, nails scraping lightly over his ribs.
That was all it took.
He lunged.
You slammed into the wall with a thud, the air punching out of your lungs as his weight pinned you in place. The mask shoved up just enough to reveal his mouth, hot, breathless, wild. He kissed you like violence, teeth clashing, his tongue tasting of blood and conquest. One gloved hand snatched your throat, squeezing just hard enough to make your knees buckle and your pulse stutter.
“You wanted him dead” Beta rasped, voice low and raw, like gravel dragged across your skin “Just so I could fuck you while his blood’s still warm, huh?”
You grinned, wicked and unrepentant “Took you long enough”
Then came the ripping.
Clothes torn like paper. Panties shredded. His hands were rough, uncaring, yanking your legs around his waist like he’d waited too long to taste you. He didn’t waste a second, slammed into your cunt with one brutal thrust, drawing a choked cry from your throat as your back scraped against the splintering wall.
The same wall your ex once tried to finger you against. Pathetic.
“Filthy little traitor” Beta snarled into your ear, each word punctuated by a punishing thrust. “You planned this. You’re no victim. You wanted this”
You nodded desperately, fingers clawing at his jacket, nails dragging through blood and leather and muscle. “Yes, fuck, yes, I wanted it. Wanted you”
He growled deep in his throat, hand slipping up to grip your jaw. Forcing your gaze to his. That cold, dark mask loomed just inches from your face, catching the moonlight. Blood was still wet on his knuckles, some of it yours now, smeared on your cheek where he touched you.
“You like that blood on your face?” he murmured, breath hot and heavy “Knowing it’s his?”
“Fuck yes” you hissed “Fucking ruin me with it. Kill for me again”
That broke him.
He fucked you harder, faster, his grunts feral as his hips pounded into yours. The wall groaned behind you. The whole damn cabin felt like it might fall down around you, and you wanted it to. You wanted to be wrecked in every way possible, broken open, filled up with the chaos he brought.
When your orgasm hit, it wasn’t soft or sweet. It was violent. Blinding. Your vision blurred as your body spasmed around him, hand clawing his back, cunt milking him desperately.
He followed with a vicious snarl, slamming deep as his cock twitched and spilled inside you, hot and messy and claiming.
She teaches you how to respect Earth and all of its living organisms, she also tells what to fight for (your home, friends, innocent lives etc.)
Zo spends less of her time at "The Base" and in Plainsong after the Zeniths are defeated so she can focus more on you
Oh and you're 100% babysat by Aloy, Beta, Alva, Erend, Kotallo and Sona
Because of Aloy, Beta, Alva, Erend and Kotalla babysitting you since you were a toddler, calling them you're aunts and uncles has become a second nature to you.
Oh my god my poor baby Sona when she first met you :,(
My girl was in tears when she first saw you because of how much you resembled Varl when he was a baby
Zo first introduces you to "The Base" when you're thirteen she also gives you you're own Focus then aswell because she thinks your a responsible young person and deserve to know the knowledge of your ancestors
Aloy definitely teaches you how to hunt (with Zo's permission of course) whether it's the wildlife or machines. Moments when you use your Focus to identify machines weakspots with Aloy's guidance, make her realise how much you reminder her of her younger self and how much she reminds herself of Rost.
Beta does what she does with everyone else - she explains the knowledge of the Old Ones to you in simple terms to get you to comprehend it
Alva teaches you about all sorts of information from data cores whether its agriculture or astrology or hydrophysics just anything she finds fascinating or thinks you'll find fascinating
Erend is a big father figure to you. Aside from Aloy he was one of your father's dearest friends. Erend tells you stories of your father, how loyal he was to his friends, how selfless. Not a day goes by when he doesn't tell you how proud Varl would be of her
Kotalla doesn't visually show affection, as he shows it in different ways. To you his form of affection is teaching you how to be a warrior and teaching you how to perfect everything he's taught you. You might not visibly see it, but Kotalla does adore you and would fight for you anywhere, anyday
Sona takes you East for months at a time to show you where Varl grew up - the Nora, the Carja and the Oseram lands. She teaches you their cultures, beliefs and history.
Growing up without a father was rough for you. Yes, you had more than you could ask for, but there still is that one piece that's missing from your life. You're family has picked up on this, by how you zone out sometimes or go through periods of silence. Aloy found a slight coping mechanism for you because she uses the mechanism herself. Whenever you feel detached or conflicted you can activate a hologram of your father with your Focus to talk to. Aloy does this with a hologram of Rost and it helps her get through her long journeys.
Oh and don't think for one second that your family of warriors won't be there for you.
You've got an important arena trial? Auntie Alva is cheering you along all the way no matter what.
Bullies at school? Uncle Kotalla will send them a death stare that could stop their small pathetic hearts.
Kidnapped by bandits? Don't panic, your badass grandmother Sona will destroy them and come to your aid.
Threatened to be an Outcast by The Chorus because you're part Nora? Sit back and watch mother Zo talk some godamn sense into them.
Questioned on your intelligence? Auntie Beta will argue agaisnt them and pull up your progress on your knowledge of the Old Ones with her focus to prove them wrong
Allies turn on you? Uncle Erend won't hesitant to smash them apart with his hammer.
Mocked for being fatherless? Aunt Aloy will convince you to challenge them in the arena so you can beat their ass.
Got a lead on something big? They're with you all the way.
Most people who know Beta, if anyone really knows Beta, would say that he isn't capable of love. He loves his Alpha, of course, but that's different. It's worship. He reveres her, as if she is the sun and the world would be nothing without her. It is not based on mutual affection, the love of equals. He would kneel for her, die for her, but he doesn't know the exact shade of the colour of her eyes; the way she looks when she sleeps; the goosebumps that awaken over her skin when she's afraid. She is untouchable, above him, and he bows beneath her. It isn't real love. It is something else entirely.
But Beta loves you. Really. Truly. It crept up on him, a steady thrumming in his chest like an overactive hummingbird had made its home in the cage of his ribs. He didn't recognise the feeling, and it made him feel shaky and weak in a way he despised. The fact that it only seemed to spring up when you were around was lost on him until the first time you'd touched him, bare skin to bare skin, and the skittish bird had taken flight so wildly, so abruptly, that he almost thought his heart might explode beneath the pressure of the beating wings. You'd tripped in the forest, toe catching on an exposed tree root, and he'd moved on instinct, catching you before you could hit the ground. Why he'd even done that he wasn't sure, but the warmth of your hand on his as you righted yourself, the gaze you focused on his face as you whispered your thanks had set something alight in him that he had no hope of tamping down, and the bird in his chest was dancing, hollering to escape the flames.
But Whisperers didn't show love. They didn't do feelings. It wasn't their way. They were like the dead, cold, emotionless, moving in herds, and anything less than that would be considered a failure. So, instead of reaching out to you, he finds himself watching you, taking note of the way your body shivers when the guardians draw too close, the tiny whimpers that escape you when they find a fleshy feast to sate their unending hunger. And he realises that you're scared, wonders why you even walk with them at all if it fills you with so much terror. He cannot ask you. He cannot let his weakness show. But, as his love for you grows and contorts until it seems to have wrapped itself around every vessel in his being, he goes out of his way to shield you from the worst of the horrors. In the midst of a horde, he is at your side, knuckles brushing against the soft cotton of your sleeve, reassuring you that he is there and that he won't let anything hurt you. When the dead tear into the flesh of another, he shields the sight from your eyes with the broad bulk of himself, so that you couldn't possibly see even if you tried.
If Alpha notices the special attention that he pays to you, she doesn't comment on it. Perhaps it is a game to her, something that she wants to watch play out and unfold. Or perhaps she considers it of little circumstance, unworthy of her recognition. Whatever it is, Beta is grateful. And the smile that curves your lips when he presents you with a shiny red apple, growling, "You dropped this", when, of course, you hadn't at all, is enough to keep him going for another day. It's so much harder to walk with the dead beside the person who makes him feel so incredibly alive. One day, he's sure, it will be his downfall. He's not so sure he cares.
