#bidoofenergy

[silverskye13]

My piece for the @mcytrecursive this year!

I hope you like it @bidoofenergy! They requested a piece for Tangotek Evil Incorporated by @onawhimsicot! It was an absolute blast getting to work on this, and revisit one of my favorite fics. An incredibly fun and peaceful drawing session putting this together. I especially loved trying to find interesting ways to add some -ificators in, mostly the wing pieces.

Once again! I hope you like it! And I hope you enjoyed the recursive exchange as a whole :D this is always a great event to participate in.

[trafficblrpositivityproject]

Creater whoes work broke my heart? Ive run out of glue, ill be honest.

@canarydarity "The most attractive part of the idea, Grian had thought, was that nobody would know what had happened to him. Not his mother, not his fiance, not a single socialite on this godforsaken boat—and then they’d wake up to find their lives would go on business as usual regardless. " (not here, not this night, not like this) ALL OF THEIR OPENING LINES GUT ME. There is not a single fic by worm that didnt make me cry <3

@bidoofenergy this one is memorized because Im thinking about it all the time, "its not a lie, his smile feels tight, his chest, and its not a lie. Tango is nineteen hearts down and being abandoned for a Red and its not a lie." (Spare a crumb (I'll take it))

Bidoofs footballers au also kills me and I cannot wait for it to come out <3

@birrdies mczu so good it made me physically sick, I couldn't finish it. BUT IT WAS PHENOMENAL EVERY SECOND. (I also cried to as above so below twice)

@draculism gets me regularly with Ethubs ouch but this line killed me just last night "Bdubs falters. The sentence could end a million different ways, but when it comes down to it, the only thing he actually wants to say is I still love you. And he can’t, he can’t, he can’t say that. " ( Anybody's silver lining)

And ill keep it at four, though I really could shout about a lot of mcyt authors that make me explode. Thank you to all the folks in this list, your work inspires so much emotion!! Im so proud to have cried to your art.

(And thank you mods of trafficblrpositivityproject for introducing me to tons of new creators. )

@canarydarity + @bidoofenergy + @birrdies + @draculism !!!

not like this here!

spare a crumb here!

mczu here!

anybody's silver lining here!

(And thank you, too!)

[bidoofdaily]

could you draw a nonbinary bidoof? thank youuu

[blacktofade]

hi hi long time listener first time asker could i get a link to the gemtho discord?

also omg thank you for reccing my gemtho dildo fic that was so cool i love all your fics im so glad you enjoyed mine <33

Hello hi!!!! I'll DM you privately with the Gemtho Discord invite! We'll be happy to have you aboard!

Also, your fic was SO good!!! I still have it open in my tabs because I owe you a deranged comment, which I will get around to one day, I promise 💖

[kiwiana-writes]

43 for end of year drabbles!

#43: Espresso by Sabrina Carpenter

If there's one thing Henry's learned over the last few years, it's how to flirt with a crowd. Tease, banter, read a few signs, make everyone who's come to hear him sing feel like they're cozied up in his living room rather than packed into a space with 8000 sweaty strangers, and they'll go home feeling special. It's surprisingly easy for Henry, introvert or not.

It's easier, though, when one particular person is in the crowd.

He stands out, despite his height: sipping an espresso martini as he watches Henry sing, licking his lips to the sway of Henry's hips.

[send me a number 1-100 and I'll write a drabble based off whatever song that corresponds to in my spotify wrapped apple music replay]

[officialgleamstar]

happy pride travvy!!! your post inspired me to actually go to this pride eve event my local queer bar was doing lol

WAAAAAHHHHHHHH BIDOOF IM SO GLAD TO HEAR THAT!!! happy pride month :D!!!!!!!! i love u

[papenathys]

hi what's swbts? from your tags on the f/f ships who hate each other

She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker Chan is a queer historical fantasy retelling of the rise of Chinese Emperor Zhu Yuanzhang, who is reimagined as an evil, ambitious genderqueer lesbian monk. It is a powerful, raw, intense fantasy book with an undiluted Chinese folklore feel to it.

Technically speaking in Book 1 at least Zhu and his wife (I use she/he pronouns for Zhu) are not hating each other, they are actually quite tender and intimate and have some equally tender and intimate kinky smut. However, Zhu does something to break Ma's trust at the end of the book, and their relationship has probably soured in Book 2. It's definitely an imbalanced, somewhat emotionally manipulative relationship between a sheltered woman and her worldly wise, scheming spouse.

My problem is that people want "girlboss" heroines, "morally grey" sapphics, "enemies to lovers" etc etc but when they get a brilliant, political genius, cutthroat lesbian character like Zhu they will do everything to erase her from fanworks, discussions and focus entirely on the one mlm ship from the book. They will call Zhu terrible and say "Well actually I don't ship her and Ma😢 they are so toxic" but then turn around and justify their poor little gay meow meows and write them into coffee shop AUs because they are men. Even the author sometimes plays favourites with the male characters at the expense of Zhu. Idk.

Anyway read this book and make fanart and fanfic (steamy ones) of Zhu and Ma.

[antimony-medusa]

Person That's Also A Weapon (certain character archetype game)

Oh yeah. Oh yeah for SURE. Yeah I love those guys. I can trace that back into my original writing.

What's My Character Archetype ask game.