#bigemmerdalefan

[whatdoiknow]

“Robert's obvious thirst for Aaron in a suit...”

requested by @bigemmerdalefan

[robronanniversarycelebration]

Boyzone: I Love The Way You Love Me Robron Anniversary Celebration 2019

This is for you @bigemmerdalefan,  Happy Robron Anniversary!  I love your undying love for Robert and Aaron.  Our passion for the boys and the way we associate all songs to Robron, joins us together.

What better time than an anniversary to post a soppy boyband song!  This is them now.  Madly in love, soft and soppy, playful banter and a tinge of sadness at the end.  I hope you like it <3

It’s been a year since that beautiful October day under the gazebo outside the village hall.  

Time is a precious commodity.  Spending time together is a luxury they don’t waste.  Sex anytime, anywhere … soft & sensuous, urgent & passionate and soppy pillow talk after.  Cuddles on the sofa, snuggles in bed, cooking and having meals together, long walks.  They talk about nothing and everything.  Their fears and hopes, ribbing at each other, reminiscing happy times.      

They have spent the last few weeks making up for lost time in advance.  Making memories.  Being happy.    

Today, their attention is only on each other, focusing on the here and now.

I like the feel of your name on my lips And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss The way that your fingers run through my hair And how your scent lingers even when you’re not there And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh And how you enjoy your two-hour bath And how you’ve convinced me to dance in the rain With everyone watching like we were insane But I love the way you love me Strong and wild, slow and easy Heart and soul so completely I love the way you love me And I like the sound of old R ‘n’ B And you roll your eyes when I’m slightly off key And I like the innocent way that you cry At sappy old movies you’ve seen thousands of times And I could list a million things I love to like about you But they all come down to one reason I could never live without you  

[chaossmagic]

Aaron seeing Robert for the first time after Robert gets out of prison. Fluffy and romantic, please. 😀

The first thing Aaron noticed was that he looked older. Tired, with more lines on his face and a hollowness to his cheeks that he was sure hadn’t been there before. Patches of pale grey in his hair. A silvery-gold shadow on his jaw and chin. 

Then, the longer he looked, the more the abstract blur of his features came into focus, and Aaron found himself staring, heart pounding in his chest, his blood thrumming with the wonderful hum of recognition as his eyes roamed over him greedily, taking in every inch of him like he was seeing him for the first time, all over again. 

It had been so long. Too long. Everyone had told him that time would blunt his feelings, soften them, like throwing a dust sheet over the furniture when you didn’t want to get paint on it. That it would stop feeling so intense. That he would, eventually, stop feeling anything at all. 

But he never stopped.

Aaron saw him, now, clear as day, standing in the middle of the road like a lost little boy, clutching the single bag of his possessions so tightly the knuckles of his hands were white. He saw the soft blond hair threaded with auburn and brown, the same as Seb’s was and made much more obvious by the late summer sun, turning the very tips to copper and chestnut and ash. He saw the pattern of freckles across his nose and cheeks, the same as they always had been, ones that, when very drunk, Aaron would rhapsodise were like a galaxy of stars dusting his husband’s face, and Robert would laugh and tell him to shut up, idiot.

He saw the green eyes, swimming with tears, now, fixed on Aaron’s face like it was the only thing he could see, hope and anticipation brightening them to sparkling jewels in his pale, time-worn face. Aaron always could get lost in Robert’s eyes, and this time? This time was no exception.

His whole body seemed to light up from the inside, a warmth spreading throughout his chest where, for the last thirteen years, only coldness had resided, a coldness brought on by the absence of the one person who was like a lit match to Aaron’s kindling. The only one who could make everything better just be being there, existing in close proximity to Aaron, the one who had been gone for so long that he should, by now, have forgotten him. 

But he didn’t. He never could. 

Lastly, he saw his lips, splitting now into a beaming smile that shone brighter than the sun, than the moon, than any other light source that Aaron knew of or had ever seen - and it was that smile, Robert’s smile, so wide and happy and eager, that had him sprinting across the space between them and throwing himself into Robert’s arms, crashing their bodies together in a collision that almost sent them both sprawling to the ground.

But, just as he always had, Robert held onto him and stood his ground, keeping them upright even as Aaron buried his face into his shoulder and started to cry, great heaving sobs in-between gasps of Robert’s name and the older man’s frantic kisses over inch of Aaron he could reach, his cheeks, his forehead, his neck, his jaw. 

“Robert,” Aaron croaked, “My Robert. Don’t ever go away again, please.”

“No,” Robert shook his head, firmly, over and over again, pressing his damp cheek to Aaron’s own. “I won’t. I promise. I’m ready to come home now, Aaron. I just want to come home.”

His voice broke on that word, home, and Aaron gripped him even tighter. 

Later, he’d worry about how thin Robert felt under his hands, and hold him through a rough first night in a proper bed in over a decade; he’d watch as Seb rushed in from school and stopped dead in his tracks, his mouth open in a comical O before throwing himself at his dad, both of them laughing joyously, not caring that Seb was now almost fourteen and apparently too old to be making such extravagant displays of affection. He’d hold his hand in his psychiatrist’s office and wait for him with hot coffee - always a black Americano, even now - and donuts, the kind with extra jam and sprinkles, kissing away the difficult session and promising to fulfil his prescription for antidepressant medication in the morning.

He’d tell him how proud he was of him, for getting through all those years inside, and how much he missed him, and how much he still loved him.

But for now, it was enough to intertwine his fingers with Robert’s shaking ones, press a salty, teary kiss to his forehead, and quietly murmur the words he’d waited thirteen years to say to him.

“C’mon, husband,” were those words. “Let’s go home.”

[sugden-dingling]

And we got Aaron thirsting after a topless and bruised Robert. I always love that scene.

that scene deserves to be a the Louvre!!

[kellykadesperate]

Do you think Ryan will return at some point and if he did, do you think the show would return to Robron? And I really do love your thoughts on Robron. I’m going to really miss them being together.

i really didn’t see danny coming back, especially when he was on itv dramas and doing well for himself and also because he was just so good i thought he’d be snapped up pretty quickly but he did come back! and i don’t see why anyone would completely right off ryan returning

apart from being a legacy character and having roots in the show, from a practical point of view, it’s stable income for any actor which is notoriously a struggle for most

the show would be stupid if they didn’t tap back into all that chemistry and connection, so stupid. i remember a couple in coronation street who broke up (she had to go on maternity) and when she came back it was like: oh hi how are you ... we’ve both moved on and it was just annoying but i don’t see them doing that here. not if danny has anything to do with it! i don’t think they’d make it easy, they’d definitely draw on all the angst they do best and have a ‘is it too late? can they reconcile?’ for a bit and then they’d obviously get back together

[jonny-versace]

Just to counteract your troll, I love how Aaron is represented as a gay man. I also love Robron's love. It's so amazing and special.

Biggest mood, they're perfect

[dingletragedy]

Robron and Valentine’s Day this year.

aaron had this stupidly romantic idea to repeat last years valentine’s day, only with an alternative ending. so he’d gone out and brought all the ingredients, dusted robert’s pasta machine off, and tried, hopelessly, to remember the steps he’d watched robert take last year. only it wasn’t exactly his culinary skills aaron couldn’t take his eyes of, was it?

he’d managed it, somehow. sure it didn’t look half as good as last years, but it would do. when he returned home robert was shocked to learn that aaron has cooked for them, astonished when he spotted the pasta machine out, and thrown into a state of the past when he’d taken the first bite of the meal.

is this what I think it is? the meal i made you and your boyfriend last year? he asked yep. well - no - it’s the meal i ate with my husband last year, whether he knew it or not.

they moved to the sofa once they’d cleared their plates, much like last year. only this time they’d stuck a film on and cuddled up together whilst they reminisced of that early night they’d had two years ago, making plans for a repeat performance.

before that though, robert had demanded pudding, only aaron couldn’t focus on anything other than the pasta whilst he was out shopping earlier. robert had ran off to david’s, under strict instructions to return with only one chocolate cake, not four. as he was leaving david’s his phone rang, aaron. he answered and was met with only breathing - suspicion crept over him before he realised. dickhead, he said laughing, before he hung up.

send me a ship + a word for a headcanon

[babygirlgalitzine]

What about the fact that the day Aaron tried to gas himself is also Robert's birthday?

unintentional art

it’s like that day was the worst of his life, but now he celebrates it with robert and it shows just how far his life has come since then