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And I don't know what you be thinking but my life ain't working right, life is hurting, making my chest pull up too tight. My best friend leaving coz my mouth can't keep it shut. My parents sobbing because I couldn't keep it up. Not crying just crashing but don't worry I'm fine you know by fucking some random guy, it's better don't you think than wondering why, you can't remember too much of last night- might have been that last sip of that ice and something shit. Now don't think I lost my right state of mind when the person once 11 showed up and got kind, but back to the parents they didn't f*ck up just had to push stop on that PG clock in a way that's the same with who I became because giving up, now that's the shit Iearned from them. Once again back again coz we have to talk about last night- Too much drinking and too much noise next to some guy with no idea of what's right. Slight glimpses though to the guy at the back. Now back your bag this one made you mad. Don't worry still fine flicking the last cigarette after his crashed without a sound out of sight. Thought it was nothing now reminiscing causing a quite a problem with this heart of mine. BREATH. Got to be fine, got to get up and talk about something that isn't life because somehow my marks chooses what I am but all I want to be is somewhere in his arms. SHIT. That was admitting what I didn't want to admit, that the sound of his voice makes the noise disappear and when I look into his eyes I swear not even the stars could compare. Now whatever this was it was a total fuckup, wanted it to be something bout life not treating me right ended up being about him and the way he makes my chest pull up way too tight.
