#justsomething

[draconic--rosa]

I made this a while back and posted it on Amino. I don't have any posts here so, HERE YOU GO! (Ft. Good HandsyMansy and EvilGreenBrocoli)

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[onehundredstormwarnings]

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And I don't know what you be thinking but my life ain't working right, life is hurting, making my chest pull up too tight. My best friend leaving coz my mouth can't keep it shut. My parents sobbing because I couldn't keep it up. Not crying just crashing but don't worry I'm fine you know by fucking some random guy, it's better don't you think than wondering why, you can't remember too much of last night- might have been that last sip of that ice and something shit. Now don't think I lost my right state of mind when the person once 11 showed up and got kind, but back to the parents they didn't f*ck up just had to push stop on that PG clock in a way that's the same with who I became because giving up, now that's the shit Iearned from them. Once again back again coz we have to talk about last night- Too much drinking and too much noise next to some guy with no idea of what's right. Slight glimpses though to the guy at the back. Now back your bag this one made you mad. Don't worry still fine flicking the last cigarette after his crashed without a sound out of sight. Thought it was nothing now reminiscing causing a quite a problem with this heart of mine. BREATH. Got to be fine, got to get up and talk about something that isn't life because somehow my marks chooses what I am but all I want to be is somewhere in his arms. SHIT. That was admitting what I didn't want to admit, that the sound of his voice makes the noise disappear and when I look into his eyes I swear not even the stars could compare. Now whatever this was it was a total fuckup, wanted it to be something bout life not treating me right ended up being about him and the way he makes my chest pull up way too tight.

[yescoffeebooks]

Kindness isn't weakness. Just because I am kind, it doesn't mean you can trample all over me. Manners aren't weakness. Just because I respect you, it doesn't mean you can take advantage of me. Silence isn't weakness. Just because I don't yell or scream, it doesn't mean that I am okay with whatever bullshit you are doing. Silence is power, kindness is empathy, and manners are the crown the fools have forgotten.

[wally-photo]

Drukarnia Cafe. . . . #drukarnia #architecture #wall #cables #blackandwhite #blackandwhitephoto #blackandwhitephotography #justsomething #lines #wall #gdansk #gdańsk #trojmiasto (w: Drukarnia)

[nadiadardon]

Anxiety

Anxiety attacks when one least expects it. That’s how she felt it. People would not understand…and maybe she didn’t understand it either. Anxiety comes as a silent companion. One can often forget it is standing right next to you.

And then one feels it.

She felt the cold fingers tracing patterns in her heart and she felt the pressure it was putting against her stomach. It hit her slowly, and then all at once.

But no one sees. She didn’t see it.

Because from the outside nobody understands. Not even her. Because she was laughing, and spending time with her peers. She didn’t understand it. Because everyone else was able to go up front and make a show.

She didn’t. She couldn’t.

Not becuase she didn’t want to. But because her inside where melting and she could feel the effects clouding her eyesight. So instead she embraced it. She knew Anxiety would be a long-term companion for her. She one it was the one thing she could get rid of.

And even though the activity moved to something else and she participated, Anxiety still had its arms around her shoulders. Whispering softly and loudly at the same time.

She got used to that voice a long time ago.

[twirlwhirl-blog1]

Sunrise and Sunset

Ever rising and falling

Into infinity

[yescoffeebooks]

Fear is the mother of foresight.

Thomas Hardy

[vitealoryana-blog]

About Friday night. #lovelywoman #friends #wine #justsomething