#bipolar 3

[callingoutintothevoiddontmindme]

Sometimes I wonder if my cyclothymia diagnosis was a mistake but then I remember all those times I immediately switched from "I can and will kill God and apply to become a model" to "maybe jumping into a vat of acid isn't such a bad idea" in a matter of seconds and just. Yea no maybe that does make sense actually.

[dissociation-plus]

why is it so difficult to get help for mental illness?

[lowpawly]

I think immediately thinking "uh oh! lapis moment!" upon finding out I'm out of my mood stabilizer makes me diagnosable for a new worse mental condition