#blaaaaaah

[gravity-falls-fanatic89]

Sitting here writhing in that special time of the month pain, I feel with the utmost certainty that either Pines' man would be very concerned and conscientious of how to treat someone during this time.

Stan: "Lemme get fresh sheets and a towel on the bed for you...Rinse yourself off and it'll be here when ya get back."

"Of course a little blood don't bother me...I beat up zombies, and their guts exploded all over my suit! This is nothing!"

"Quit apologizin' for somethin' ya can't control, babe....Now, didya want dill or bread and butter pickles? I know ya like salt when you're feelin' like this."

Ford: "I have been in more dimensions than you could ever count....Do you think a normal body function is going to make me find you repulsive? Not in the least."

"Let's get you to the couch, my dear...A warm compress and chamomile tea will help soothe and alleviate your pain."

"I'm going to the store to get you the sanitary products that will help you feel the most comfortable. Please tell me what would help most. Then, I'm getting us cheeseburgers and my favorite jelly beans!"

[veryluckyclovers]

[postergirlwithnoposter]

I've McLost It

I've hit a wall, like for real. I had a therapy appointment today and I think I was more raw and open with her today than I have been in the entire 2.5 years I've been seeing her. Yeah, that's how closed off I am. My most trusted person and I she doesn't know every sordid detail. Anyway, I told her how I'm feeling how I'm in my "I don't give a fuck era", but while giving all the fucks. She told me that I am dissociating. Fuckin grrreat. I mean, I had a hunch, but it still fucking sucks. I thought perhaps I finally had enough to where I was telling people how I feel. I am, but without the feeling... if that makes any sense. It's frustrating as fuck, but she gave me some DBT techniques to try out. DBT has saved me in the past, I often forget that it can be used for most anything in the mental health area. If this doesn't work, I'm going to ask her if she has any EMDR therapists reccs. I'm pretty sure she doesn't do it, so if this DBT doesn't help, then hell... I'm gonna do it. I'm tired of losing sleep over this crap I'm going through, literally and figuratively. She also told me to go touch grass. (Ok not in so many words, she did tell me to get in touch with nature though 😅). After my therapy appointment, my mom came home (I do teletheraphy) and was gabbing on about traffic. This went on for almost an hour and it got to where I needed to decompress real bad, so I kind of got short with her and sat in the quiet for awhile before she turned the TV on. She watched NCIS, heh. Getting REAL tired of this damn show.

Tomorrow I see my pain doc. I am going to discuss increasing my Lyrica. Idk if that's the route I necessarily want to go, but I'll see what she has to say first. I think I may need an MRI or some sort of imaging on my sacrum & SI joint. They hurt reallllllllly bad and I am over it. I know I was in the car for ~3 hours each way last week, I'm positive that aggravated something, but if this is any indication of what winter is going to be like when the weather gets wet and dry, then I'm fucked.

I just want some semblance of normalcy. You know?

[fangbangerghoul]

I'm on my 6th, 20 page research article about local news and how it effects policy(various ways this is described for different policy, local elections, and exposure rates) and while I'm loving all this information, I am feeling brain dead.

Still have to write up my annotated bibliography for this paper and create a survey to act a my primary source and just 🙃🙃🙃

So close to the end of the semester and I'm ready even though I'm enjoying all the information I've acquired so far.

But ya boy is tired and got -10 spoons

[lilietsblog]

Between my last two posts I’m now inexorably drawn towards thinking about how the worst genre twists I’ve seen were fantasy to sci-fi. Psyche! This stuff that was called magic the entire time up until now is actually generated by super advanced tech the protagonists were ignorant of!

It... often isn’t even a clean twist, because the sci-fi part involved is usually soft enough to basically be magic by another name. It’s just annoying!

[iamnotmereally]

GUESS WHOSE BACK? BACK AGAIN?

[inkykeiji]

Man y'all have all the good dreams. Meanwhile I'm naked in a frozen ravine trying to save Max Greenfield from a muppet cult TT.TT

#yes he was naked too #but only so i could submerge him in ice water to slow his internal bleeding

LMFAO OH MY GOD ANON HAHAHAHAHA

[senoritaimperfecta]

Doodles this last month & now I actually decided to clean it up 😭😭