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[tr85n]

Been in a slump since my last little breakdown, but my brain's still filled with ideas. I simply don't seem to know how to start up again óò;

Anything in specific some of you would like seeing/hearing more of? (Asks are off since I keep feeling overwhelmed by what's still in there, eventhough it's not that much)

[tr85n]

Hey dear I have something to tell you, did you my favorite regular show: the lost tapes episodes is Nap Spot and Artist’s block is my favorite episodes tehe 🤭, is it great 😊

Nap Spot is currently my fave too :D

Not even Benson-centric, sometimes Muscle Man is best character x')

[tr85n]

Helloooooo I actually wanted to ask, since I haven’t found out, but how did you get introduced/into Regular Show? 🥺💖

Ahh, I believe it started with seeing lots of fanart and gifs on Deviantart back in 2010/11, I estimate.

I didn't have access to CN at the time, so I didn't check it out until 2012 when I finally got a new, modern tv. One boring afternoon I zapped to CN, and hey "that funny show from Deviantart is on!". It was The Power coincidently, and I was pleasantly surprised to hear Mordecai say they're 23 years old. Me being 20-something at the time too, I felt like I was the target audience and kept watching. I was captivated by how silly and not-typically-kiddy-toon this show was. I was still mostly an occassional watcher though..

Skip to 2016, I was dealing with a bad depression, didn't do anything besides mandatory chores, defs didn't watch silly cartoons anymore, etc... Got on antidepressants, a month or 2 later they finally kicked in properly and I had an AMAZING dream of an episode of Regular Show (linked in About this blog), which I couldn't get out of my head. Sooo, I decided to watch the cartoon again. Was blessed with some Benson-centric eps, started loving him so much, SO MUCH Dx💖💕 and I saw... possibilities✨

And theeeeen... I deciced to embrace my inner-teen and just get into fandom with my AU idea. I loved everything I did, could not run out of idea's and energy to draw, Tumblr was a big source of serotonin since many people seemed to love my AU as much as I did 🥹

Almost 7 years of hyperfixation later, here we are! Thanks for asking ^^

[tr85n]

Can we get sneak peek on the big project please? 👀

Wish I could, but so far this project merely exists in my head <:'D

BUT this tag should give an idea.

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halfway to 23, which i intend to make intensive and balanced.

it's clarifying man, it's clarifying.

i'm gonna see how it goes, gonna try some o' this new shit.

the good thing is that everything is infinitely interesting. there will always be stuff to learn. so that's positive. learning, analyzing, just plain processing reality. without judgement. just taking it in. observing. always find joy in that.

i recently came up with the conclusion that i'm quite good with not doing things. including harmful stuff. not doing shit is the easiest. cause you don't have to do anything. doing shit is harder. cause you have to do shit.

so gotta work on that, doing shit. do more shit. like, meaningful, not fucking around. not do fucking around (easy), do meaningful shit (harder). unless you combine these. one follows the other. so it's easy and harder at the same time.

so it's fine, really.

yeah, take the ego out of the way. balance, balance.

experiments, it's all experiments. life is one big experiments. tweak it, adjust it, find the sweet spot. take starting conditions into account, opportunities, possibilities. put as much as possible from within. push, push, push for the good always. should be fine.

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Watching Mama Mia while talking to Lynden, great night :]

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Talking to Lynden makes my night<3