The idea of Amdu being attracted to Luzifer (or anything) against his will is kind of interesting. He always seems so powerful and in charge of his being. To find that that's not true must cause him some distress.
Oh, it does. But if you want to speak about attraction in the common sense of the word I wouldn’t suggest Luzifer as the example. While this sort of dynamic never really got any attention (much to my dismay) it’s still mostly subconscious and is very impersonal in its nature. It might have played into Amduscias’ stance on loyalty where Luzifer is concerned (and also driven him to find some sort of quiet desire for appreciation from him) but it certainly doesn’t determine the relationship. As it happens, the strongest show of compassion and intimacy between the two of them happened when Luzifer was in no state of power at all.
By now their relationship has shifted. Amduscias is far more supportive of Luzifer than he used to be, and on surprisingly good terms with him considering what they went through. When he does miss his company (and he does from time to time) it’s not because some part of his initial makeup dictates it.
But experience has shown that being attracted to people is something Amduscias finds a) incredibly off-putting and b) incredibly fascinating. So far it has only happened once in a way I can call real solid attraction. And while Amduscias does spend a lot of time lamenting his fate as a joke, it really is a first for him and makes him a little self-conscious.