#blackcoffeen

[blackcoffeen]

Fuck nonchalantism, I need obsession, I need yearning, I need someone who dissects my song choices and remembers the little things about me.

[blackcoffeen]

Crawl into me, melt in me. Hold onto me, be you and be me.

[blackcoffeen]

[blackcoffeen]

“Your hand is cold, mine burns like fire. How blind you are, Nastenka!”

- Fyodor Dostoevsky (White Nights)

I've always thought about this theory, that one with warm hands never tend to betray, but cold hands will leave you at someone's elses door step.

[blackcoffeen]

I'm a leaver, I'll eventually leave, sooner or later. I'm not permanent just a memory.

[blackcoffeen]

You're in her dms. I'm in a time loop and dooming my world to end over and over for her because I can't let go of what I want.

And neither can she.

[blackcoffeen]

Hey cute stuff, pretty pearl or redhead rose,

I'd call you a lot of it just for you to love me.

I'm not looking at no time or place, it's whatever, doesn't matter where,

and yes I'd still admire your sleepy eyes, I'd still kiss you in your messy hair.

I melt,

ah, you take my breath away.

I'd tell you a lot of it,

but oof how much will I bother you,

how much will I say.

And hey again, I'd write a lot but you'll be bored,

just sum up, your the ink that suits my pen,

you can tell me to stop but you'll still be adored.

[blackcoffeen]

Call me whenever you want. Just call me, my name, call me yours.