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Carolina headcannon: When things settle down on Iris, she buzzes her hair. All of it off. And she lets it regrow back to a ponytail.

In-depth reasoning below the cut

Carolina can’t look at herself in the mirror anymore. After everything thats happened, she still can’t look at herself without seeing Allison. That’s why she started wearing her hair like this, after all. Her father The Director was the one to suggest it. And now all she can see is her dead mom. So after a few days, she cracks. She steals Sarge’s clippers, and she locks herself in her bathroom. She buzzes her hair, and it falls to the ground into a pile that looks almost like a fire. And it helps! She looks back in the mirror again, and she finally looks like herself for once. Though it feels weird, not having all that hair or a ponytail. So she grows it back out again, back into a nice ponytail. But she does it for herself, and now, looking into the mirror she finally sees herself.

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Ok so I’ve been thinking about Payday 2 ship names. Here are my ideas:

Sokol/Jacket: Hotline Grinder (Referencing Sokol being a hockey player ((grinder)) and Jacket’s source being Hotline Miami)

Hoxton/Wolf: Stolen Turrets (Referencing their roles, Wolf’s being technician and Hoxton’s being Fugitive/Crook)

Bain/Dallas: Mastermind Duo (referencing Bain being the mastermind and Dallas being the crew chief + essentially being Bain’s right hand)

Duke/Jimmy: Coke And Rum (referencing Duke’s role being stoic and constantly drinking, and Jimmy with his coke addiction)

Clover/Bonnie: Four Leafed Clover (referencing Bonnie being really lucky/a gambler and Clover being well… named clover)

Sydney/Joy: Spray Painted Joysticks (referencing Sydney being an anarchist and ((presumably)) liking vandalism, and Joy being a gamer)

Houston/Hoxton: Texas Terrors (referencing both of their names being Texas cities and just how feared they are)

Give me some more ships to give names!!!

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Ok so I’m autistic and have sensory issues. Such as lights being easily too bright, not being able to touch certain textures (such as fleece, grease, and more), certain smells being far too intense, many foods making me want to barf, and MANY MANY noises being far too overwhelming for me.

But this also means certain textures can be HELPFUL, such as the texture of really smooth stuff such as glass, smelling familiar things, listening to familiar sounds (such as favorite videos or favorite songs), eating foods that are safe, and certain thins being easy to look at.

All of this adds up to the lovie I’ve had since birth being a culmination of helping almost all my sensory issues. The smell of her helps when smells are overwhelming, her texture helps after touching bad textures, being easy on the eyes, and being able to shake her to hear the beads in her head.

Essentially, I often bring her with me everywhere I go, as a safeguard just in case things get too overwhelming. Unfortunately, some people think this is weird, and judge me for arbitrary reasons. Which is stupid, because I’m not hurting anyone by carrying her around. Anyway, her name is Bunny and I love her so much.