#block it out

[howifeltabouthim]

No. Do not think of it.

Brandon Taylor, from The Late Americans

[whitedahlia13]

Also on this day in Stydia history...

Stiles in full-on protective mode

(August 18, 2014)

[catratcat]

I am incredibly stupid but! I will keep pushing... this doesn’t actually make sense fuck what is wrong with me

[greylittlesheep]

Stop Stop Stop Stop STop

Literally

I really need to stop trying to plan shit with people

I need to stop caring

it always hurts my feelings I always care to much.

I aalways think “we”

WE

We need a vaction

We need a break

We need a relaxing day

We 

WE

WE

and then

I get my feelings hurt because you do you

Your mind is, I need a break

I want to have a relaxing night

I am going to do this by myself

I am going to have a chill night

I am gonna take my dose

etc

So yeah. I’ll just stop caring 

I need to think of me for once

since everyone else seems to do it a lot better than I can 

I wait to have my relaxing day with you so we can do it together

you once again do it by yourself cause its your Friday

or You simply need it 

I need to stop caring

stop caring

stop caring about other people than yourself

stop it 

stop stop 

stop 

stop caring

why do you give a shit about others before youself?

Why does it hurt you so much ?

WHY

[blackberryshawty]

So all my posts last night at 3:00 am... I’m going to ignore those.

[petpet1]

never forgive just forget 

[howifeltabouthim]

Perhaps I was too overwhelmed already to be overwhelmed again; perhaps I just blocked it all out, had to do so in order to continue.

Catherine Lacey, from Biography of X