#bloodybuddy

[bditor]

When we were young,

We built a world only we could see.

But when life called our names,

We answered — just not to each other.

Now we pass like strangers,

carrying memories we pretend not to own.

-bloody buddy

[bditor]

[bditor]

[bditor]

“I know I’m on the wrong path— but I’ve never been good at turning back.”

-bloody buddy

[bditor]

[bditor]

I Promise

I promise—

I won’t cry the next time you leave.

I’ll hold it in, like I always do.

I promise—

I’ll build the home you once dreamed of,

Even if you’re not around to open the door.

I promise—

One day, the world will know my words,

I’ll announce my writing without fear or doubt.

I promise—

I’ll sit under bright lights, not shadows,

Sleep without pills,

Breathe without smoke,

And live without drowning in drinks.

I promise—

I’ll keep going,

Even if you never come back.

But if you ever do…

you’ll find me standing—

not broken, just quieter, a little stronger,

and still loving you in the spaces where silence used to live.

-bloody buddy

[bditor]

After you,

I stopped looking for light.

I keep my silence like a blade—

sharp enough to keep you away,

quiet enough to let you think you’re safe.

I’ve learned how to erase bloody

without leaving a single trace.

We were never meant for a future,

and when my world collapses,

it will take its ghosts with it.

-bloody buddy

[bditor]

Blessed, Bloody

blessed with words that never save me

with walls that never echo your name

with comfort that feels like punishment

I have everything—

money, silence, survival

but not you, never you

the only thing i prayed for

was the only thing i was denied…

-bloody buddy