𑣲║ ¡Loud Bf Shidou! x ¡Quiet & Shy Gf Reader!
Warnings: kissing/making out, suggestive language, implied sexual behavior
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¡Loud Bf Shidou! who has absolutely no consideration for time and place. He also didn't really care about the idea of embarrassing himself.
"Baby, embarrassment is a social construct," he'd always tell you before proceeding to do something that would've put you into a coma.
You truly didn't understand how the man didn't have any issue with walking up to a stranger and striking up a conversation. He was the type of guy to randomly intercept into others conversations and not try to hide the fact that he was somewhat eavesdropping.
One day the both of you were going to do a simple walk through the park, but he had different ideas once you returned with each of your individual ice cream cones. You simply walked away for less than 10 minutes while going to the bathroom then hitting up an ice cream truck that was parked near a basketball court.
As you approached Shidou, you could tell he was in thought by the way he was staring off into the distance. At first you were going to question what it was he was thinking about, but upon walking closer you quickly overheard two guys conversation that were standing maybe 10 feet away.
"Dude you're not thinking. A therizionsaurus is the coolest dinosaur shown in Jurassic World: Dominion. The thing is a fucking beast with a meter long claws," one guy who rocked a voluminous undercut with a pompadour complained without clarification as you tried to piece together what was being said. All you could really focus on was the man's skinny jeans and random graphic tee though. Shidou didn't say anything as you got closer, so you knew he'd probably been following the conversation for a while.
"Hell no. A mosasaurus or the quetzalcoatlus is the coolest dinosaurs in Jurassic World Dominion and Jurassic World Rebirth. A therizionsaurus looks like its descendants are just chickens— not intimidating," sided the other man who you realized look disturbingly similar to Howard from The Big Bang Theory.
Right as you began to reach Shidou, he was pushing himself off the bench he'd been sitting on and making his way towards the two men. You opened your mouth to stop him and mutter a "get back here right now," but he was too far gone so you just sat down.
"Nah, I feel like the velociraptor in Jurassic Park is the best. The scene where it ate those people? Cinematic gold," Shidou announced as he causally dropped into the conversation. The two men paused at the added one, glancing over and the at one another as if to ask if the other one knew this pink haired guy.
Both of the other geeks went silent once Shidou joined the conversation, but of course that didn't deter your man. "Yo, am I muted or what?" he joked while just staring down at the two guys.
"Uh.. well.. no— that's definitely not the best dinosaur," one guy finally spoke up.
Immediately, the other one followed: "Yeah, it's really scientifically inaccurate. I mean the movie doesn't even include its feathers when fossil records strongly suggest they were covered in them"
"Well it's opinions based," reasoned your boyfriend who was relentless in his pursuit of proving his beloved velociraptor was the correct choice. "I mean we're talking about Jurassic Park, how accurate is it that they rebuilt dinosaurs from a DNA sequence?"
The man who had a strikingly similar features to Brendon Urie speaks up, "Sure but we're specifically focusing on dinosaurs, not logistics"
"But you just gave a logistic to disagree with my dinosaur."
"How are you going to say—" he started up again, but you were quick to try and interrupt him; purely due to taking pity on the other two men who were unknowingly about to engage in a long heated discussion with your boyfriend about dinosaurs.
"Shidou," you called out while staring directly at his side profile. You were still maybe 10 feet away, but it's clear you were trying to get his attention. However, silence just followed your comment as the two other men look over, but Shidou doesn't dare.
"... anyways, like I was saying—" he starts to talk again and entirely ignore your interception. Of course, you knew it was because you didn't call him the nickname he'd recently been on insisting.
With an annoyed sigh, you interrupted his sentence again, "Ryu"
Finally, he pretends like it's the first time he's heard your voice and instantly perks his head up to look at you. A wide grin is then displayed across his features as he excitedly ditches the conversation he crashed and immediately walks towards you: "My sweetie pie! Aw you're back. I'm so glad my girlfriend is back!" he speaks loudly, for he wants the two other men to see his girl and— well you don't even know what the hell he was hoping for.
"Yeah, I've got our ice cream," you mumbled while he's already by your side and throwing an arm around your shoulders while his other hand is plucking his cone out of your grip.
"Perfect, let's go find shade. This spot has a weird..." he pauses and throws a glance towards the two men who were still looking at him, but then looked away once they were caught, "weird smell."
You couldn't smell a damn thing but you understood your boyfriend's antics, and how pissy he could get when someone disagreed with his velociraptor argument. Trust, you went through the same disagreement after you 'wrongfully' claimed a dilophosaurus was the coolest— to which he promptly made fun of the name for sounding like 'dildo.'
You just let him navigate you towards a bench in the shady part of the park as you gave a few licks to the ice cream.
¡Loud Bf Shidou! who never even thought to be shy about loving all over you in public.
You two were waiting in line for something? His hand was around your waist and his head leaned on your shoulder so he could watch whatever reel you had playing.
You got a new drink he hadn't tried? He was quick to swipe it and drink after you. Then he'd either complain about liking the other one more, or just keep sipping on your drink till it's half gone.
You were in a clothing store and needed to try something on? Best believe he was trying to follow you into the room and would whine when you pushed him out and said, "The stores policy is only one person per room."
You were literally trying to do anything in front of him— like ordering at a counter, looking through clothes on a rack, or picking what snacks you wanted off of a shelf— and his hands would act like magnets and latch onto your hips. God it was even worse when he'd lean down to pepper kisses to the back of your neck and you'd have to squirm out of his hold while you felt his muffled giggles against your nape.
Needless to say Shidou didn't care much about who saw him loving on you, and you also slowly adapting to his mindset. Previously, you were too shy to even hold his hand because you knew some people hated PDA. Though, through exposure therapy, he slowly had you 'coming out of your shell:' how he phrased it.
¡Loud Bf Shidou! who for the longest time he didn't understand why people were so shy. In his mind, nothing lasts forever so why would he waste time worrying about what others might think? To him, it seemed illogical to let what others may or may not be thinking decide whether or not he'd do something he wanted to do.
Hell, he'd go as far as to say he was annoyed with others who were overly self conscious.
However, that all changed when he met you and the two of you started dating, so he realized there was levels to this shit. He'd see you stress over things he thought were simple, but instead of annoyance he had more sympathy. Secretly, because he doesn't want you to think he's some sadist, he also thought it was somewhat cute how worked up you could get.
Before ordering something, you'd make sure you could say whatever it was 10x and even whisper it under your breath just to make sure.
If someone complimented you on the street then you'd freeze up and just manage out a 'thank you!' but then complain to him about how you wanted to compliment the strangers hair.
Obviously, Shidou was learning. If you were nervous about something you had to say or do, he didn't brush off your concerns with a 'why does it matter so much?' Instead he'd sit and listen, then slowly try to coax you into realizing it's just a small bit of your day and everything would be alright afterwards.
If you went on to then complain that his words aren't helpful because 'your mind just doesn't work like that,' then he'd just hum and think up a new strategy. Typically, it involved him doing something stupid just so you'd laugh and your mind was off it for a while.
Though when you were really anxious about something and simple laughs wouldn't make it go away, he adapted to other methods. You'd tell him whatever situation you didn't want to happen, and he'd just give an approximation on what the likelihood of it is.
"It's just this teacher always calls on students. I swear he thinks it's funny to watch someone be miserable," you explain while sitting on the grassy field. Shidou had just gotten done with football practice, and you of course waited for it to be over so you two could hang.
He sat beside you and just watched your hands as you fiddled with a blade of grass, it would break, then you'd just pluck another off the land.
"Well how many people are even in your class?" he asked as you tied the blade into a knot.
"Mh.. probably.. like.. 25?"
"Okay, so you have a 4% chance of being called on— that's alright odds. And plus, even if you do get called on then it's like.. 10 seconds, then you're done. If everyone else is just as nervous then they probably won't even pay attention to what you say."
You were quiet for a moment. Sure his words did help but they wouldn't stop all your thoughts from rushing. Still you sat motionless and just let the piece of grass fall from your fingertips as you looked over at him.
"I mean I guess so," you mumbled.
"You guess? Babe don't doubt my wisdom. Now come on, let's start walking so we can grab something to eat before that one store closes," he insisted while standing up and then grabbing your hands to quickly pull you up as well.
He knew he couldn't make all of your anxiety go away, but he was trying to learn how to at least lessen it.
¡Loud Bf Shidou! who knew it was going to be hard on the both of you when he went to Blue Lock's training facility. He'd spend practically every day with you and when he couldn't, he'd constantly be texting you. So for the two of you now having to basically go into forced no contact? Yeah, it was difficult.
You didn't complain about it because you knew your boyfriend was excited, but he sure as hell complained. Sometimes he'd get sanctioned phone calls because he supposedly scored 5 goals in a match, but even then it was far too little.
Whenever he did get a phone call, he was swift to talk as soon as he heard the receiver pick up: "Hi baby I love love love you and miss you so much!" he'd say in that silly high pitched baby voice while literally laying on his stomach in his bed.
He never told you whenever you both called he was always in a room for at least three other guys, but you could assume because sometimes his line would be muffled and you'd hear him snap 'shut up' to someone else.
That 'someone else' typically being Rin Itoshi because he always told Shidou to have enough courtesy to leave the room when he was talking to some girl. Of course that line would just lead to an argument, then almost a fight because Shidou did not play around with people telling him what to do in his relationship. Even if Rin did have a bit of a point— it's not like the other roommates, Otoya and Karasu, were that chill with having to listen to Shidou act like he was speaking to a puppy.
¡Loud Bf Shidou! who was practically kicking down your door to get to you once he was let out of Blue Lock for a few days. The man didn't even go home first and instead marched straight to your house.
When you did open the door, excited to see him and wearing a new outfit you bought since you guessed the two of you would go on a long awaited date, you were utterly shocked for him to be lunging at you.
Once your door swings open, he didn't wait for any words before an arm was slung around your waist and his lips were on yours. His free hand cradled your face as he walked you backwards into your house and out of the doorway; the door just slowly closing itself. He only stopped after gently pushing you backwards until your back met the wall.
The kiss was hot and messy as he pushed his tongue into your mouth and practically licked at every crevice. He sucked on your tongue too as his hand on your hip gripped and massaged the skin. Slightly light headed, you finally felt him pull back just a tad so he could stare at you.
"Ugh I've missed you. Would've tried to sneak you in if I thought some of those guys wouldn't have been a cockblock," he muttered against your lips before giving a light kiss and pulling away to lean his forehead against yours.
You couldn't help but smile at how needy your boyfriend sounded as he had you pinned against the wall. His hand dropped from holding your cheek and jaw to instead trace up and down your sides. Deliberately tracing his fingertips over the sides of your breast before slowly dragging them back down.
"I missed you too," you quietly confessed.
"Yeah? You missed me so so so much?"
"Yeah, I missed you so so so so much," and you leaned up to place a kiss on his lips once more. He let you begin kissing him again, but he forced himself to not get carried away this time. It was softer and more longing as his lips moved rhythmically against yours while his senses focused on how you tasted, how you feel under his hands, and how you smell like the familiar perfume.
Finally, the kiss was broken by you as you pulled away and gasped when he was suddenly bending down more to loop his arms under your thighs and pull you up. He easily hauls you up with both of his hands planted firmly on your ass as he walks the familiar route to your room.
"Ryu!" you laughed, "I thought we were going out on a date first!"
"Hun you really thought I was gonna come back to you and not want to see all of you immediately? Couldn't even beat the meat in there."
"Oh my god TMI," you said while trying to stifle a laugh at how genuinely sincere he looked at you while delivering one of the most lewd lines you've heard in awhile.
"Can't help it baby. I'm all pent up for you," and he just pushes the door to your room open with a foot. Of course, from how his hard on shamelessly pushed against his sweats and into your core, you could tell he meant every word.
¡Loud Bf Shidou! who wasn't always loud like people thought he was. Most people around him would swear they've never seen him quiet and visibly paused in thought; however, you'd seen in plenty of times.
Early into the two of you dating, he'd asked to take you to a local art gallery because he was interested in one of the shows they had going on for the month. Stupidly, you giggled when he asked because you truly thought he was joking. Yet when you saw the look in his eyes, as if he was suddenly hit with a pang of disappointment, you quickly improvised on saying you heard about the exhibit from a friend earlier and it was so crazy Shidou would bring it up the same day! Sometimes lying shouldn't be frowned upon.
When you stood next to him as he just stared at a specific sculpture for seconds, then a minute— you understood he had been genuine. A wave of guilt rushed over and submerged you from remembering how he paused for a moment after you laughed and got that look in his eyes, but rapidly recovered to fired off something silly about being 'intergalactically connected' with everyone that those coincidences happened. From that moment on you learned not to laugh at everything Shidou was saying because plenty of times, he was truly testing the waters for something else.
Like when he heard A Clockwork Orange was playing at some movie theatre and he subtly slipped that into a conversation when the two of you were discussing date options. Many people would've rolled his eyes at his suggestion— you mean really, the guy who seemed to not be able to stay still and quiet for 5 minutes watching a long psychological movie? Seemed absurd. However, you swiftly agreed.
He was ecstatic to watch the movie with you and even snuck in various candy bars for the two of you under his club jacket. All throughout the previews he talked and shared his opinions on what ads looked stupid and which ones seemed like some money grab. "Why the hell would I need a complementary drink carrier when I have two hands myself?" he'd question while watching some appliance be advertised for the theatre. A few people even looked over when he loudly laughed at a joke told in another movies trailer.
Yet when the movie did start? He was silent. A few times you glanced over, but you just saw him staring at the screen with unwavering attention.
Once the movie ended, you two were leaving and he was rambling all about different metaphors he caught and how amazing the theme of conformity due to the state vs free will was.
He was also already going on about the other movies you needed to watch— Fight Club, Whiplash, and Project Hail Mary being a few you remembered him rapidly listing off.
¡Loud Bf Shidou! who is the biggest hype man in existence.
Like, he's always gushing over you as if he isn't the least bit worried you'll get a big head. He was never afraid nor ashamed to compliment you several times in the span of 10 minutes simply because he liked how your hair was or how you painted your nails.
For example, Shidou sat on the edge of your bed and just waited for you to come out of the bathroom so he could see your full outfit. Never mind the two of you had a dinner reservation in 30 minutes and you could easily be late— he wouldn't rush the princess.
Though once you finally stepped out of the bathroom in that new dress you hesitantly bought a few weeks ago and have been putting off wearing, he freezes. He's staring, ogling, at you with widened eyes for a good 10 seconds before he's standing up with a smirk.
"Baby that looks perfecttt on you. Come on, give me a spin," he says while taking your hand and holding it up so you can do a twirl.
Your cheeks reddened and you oblige to do a tiny spin. When you face him again, you see him trying to look around your side back to your ass. You gasp, as if offended when both of you just know it's only fueling your ego, "Hey! And here I thought you were just being sweet."
"I can't help it! Your booty just looks so scrumptious— do another spin and pause at the 180 mark."
"God, I'm not doing anything if you phrase it like that," you stated while pulling your hand away from his, but he was quick to try and recover by sliding his hands to your hips.
"No no," he whined, "please, you look so hot I'm literally aching— and i don't just mean my heart."
"You mutt— get off! Acting like I'm throwing you a damn bone."
"If I get down on all fours and bark, will you?"
You scoff and roll your eyes at Shidous absurd suggestion; though you really couldn't bring yourself to be annoyed. You just do a small, unenthusiastic spin that has his eyes darting everywhere— specifically the hem of the dress that lifted up just slightly.
"Oh I'd so eat you out— Ow! Up! I meant up!" Shidou changed his wording as soon as you smacked him with pillow that had conveniently fell to the ground when he first got off the bed. He just held out a hand in front of him whilst attempting to dodge your pillow attacks.
"Shut up! Can you not be horny for a second!"
"Not if I'm in a room with you— hey, watch the face!"
¡Loud Bf Shidou! who people didn't understand was able to date such a quiet girl. Sure maybe 'opposites attract,' but they thought your relationship couldn't be applied to that statement.
Whenever other people would see the two of you out in public, they'd rudely gossip amongst themselves even though they didn't personally know either of you.
"Has she even gotten a word in this whole time? Jeez, men only talk about themselves."
"How the hell can he even be with her? It must be like trying to keep a conversation going with a wall."
"Do you think they're actually together and he's not just bugging her? Maybe we should go over and act like her friend incase she needs a way out..."
Yeah— that last thing actually happened when two women believed Shidou was some persistent guy who wouldn't take no for an answer. Politely, you explained he is actually your boyfriend and everything was alright. Props on them for watching out for others though!
Overall people thought the two of you were a bit of an odd pair. Yet you, Shidou included, couldn't help but feel like you two complimented each other more than anything. Where he was loud and erratic, you were calm and quiet. When he was quick to judge and pounce on a situation, you observed it and considered all possible outcomes. He didn't mind arguing with someone or saying something if they wronged you in any way; whereas you would've begrudgingly let it go and have it fester in your mind for days.
Though that didn't mean the two of you were confined to whatever 'roles' people thought you guys had. In private, he could be quiet and composed. Sometimes you'd randomly get in the mood to ramble about things that interested you, like a show you'd been watching, and he just sat quietly and stared.
In truth, he loved when you went through these short burst of energy and sudden need to get everything out. He'd add attentive hums and nods as you passionately discussed whatever topic it was. It wasn't often you would talk for 30 minutes to a hour without much of his own commentary, but when it happened he was sure to savor it.
Shidou truly didn't know what god or goddess blessed him when you timidly walked into his life, but he was going to make sure you weren't going to randomly walk back out.
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