xokiis

she/her/they/them mostly kaisagi | multi shipper queer + ace

[xokiis]

when i actually have to be a functioning member of society 🙄 instead of trying to guess who’d have the biggest boobs in femlock 🤤

[faggerwockey]

Random ass rant but it's bothering me. People baby Zanka way too fucking much in this fandom. That piece of shit is just as terrible as Jabber just in a different sense and I'm tired of y'all acting like he ain't.

He's explicitly shown to have a fucking power fantasy when he's a goddamn early teen, and to get some sort of cocky, egotistical pleasure from it when it's affirmed. He actively shows this in his fights as well (his desire to bring down "natural talents" and it being a pleasurable idea to him).

As well as the fact, with the trauma he has? That mother fucker is a control freak sadist. Hell, with the way his emotions had been stifled and disregarded constantly, it's not unlikely for him to be an emotional sadist and ENJOY seeing stress and distress in others!!!!! HE'S NOT A FUCKING ANGEL FOR FUCKS SAKE.

Brought to you by someone who also has fucking issues, a special interest in kink and the psychology of trauma, and knows what it's talking about.

[xokiis]

yk it’s fitting he bonded w a stick since he’s got one up his ass too. his tendencies fly under the radar w the fandom, bc he’s very moe at times.

the obsession w wanting to destroy “natural talents” is beyond weird/crazy if you rlly stop to think. like i’m sorry some ppl are good at things??! jealousy is a natural thing to feel towards anybody that’s talented. but zankas fantasies play out like a kid who was bullied and wants to enact revenge on the bullies by taking it waaay too far. except nobody did bully him so 🤨

you also cannot fully convince me he thought rudo was rlly trying to steal assistaff. yes, he didn’t like that he grabbed her, but he def used that weak excuse to justify wanting to beat up a kid he JUST met. and him having lingering issues w rudo just bc enjin said one good thing about the dude is so shitty.

plus jabber literally tells the audience that zanka is just like him… a sadist. also why i believe in bottom jabber bc zanka would never give up that control + he’d enjoy jabber “losing” aka submitting. me trying not to make a nuanced post into something perverted? never lmao 🫢

anywho fully agree that the fandom needs to stop actually like he’s a sweetheart.

[evilchineseautist]

proud to say I’ve been a Julian Loki fan even before that evil white man was introduced

[xokiis]

he was the only reason i paid any attention to the world five players 🙂‍↕️ rest are bummss

[xokiis]

TW NSFW Thought

zanka suggesting they use condoms and jabber looking him dead in the eye and shredding up the box w mankira so he can continue to get creampied extra sloppy

also alt universe where jabber enjoys the thrill of potentially getting pregnant 👀

[xokiis]

how it started: how it’s going:

[acespejs]

[xokiis]

this is hilarious to me bc i’m currently working on getting my drivers license

[xokiis]

now that it’s confirmed that shidou is getting a backstory i’m claiming my ticket as an og fan 🧘‍♀️ this dude CARRIED the u20 arc

[xokiis]

unpopular opinion: jabber is a very ace coded character to me

here i don’t think he’s really attracted to the guys themselves but potential pain they could inflict on him.

yes he’s having a physical response but arousal≠ attraction 🙂‍↔️. it seems more fantasy based which is very ace coded. his body only responding to extremely specific situations is also very ace coded.

especially bc we see him a lot like this too ⬇️

bored and uninterested… until ppl show him they can give him the stimulation he wants. plus i’m ace and we need more freaky representation 😅

[nomotakitosha]

Janka stuff

[xokiis]

when the mlm becomes wlw 🤤

[xokiis]

i swear to god we need a support group for perverted asexuals. it’s always about aesthetic attraction being beautiful and pure. what if my aesthetic attraction is i just like how butts look 🤷🏻‍♀️. still not attracted to them like that tho.

[hunajan]

I know people might be angry at Rin because of what happened in the latest chapter, but remember this is who you’re mad at

[xokiis]

he’s just a baby ☹️

[angel--cassie]

[sweetheartangell]

lobotomise me and let me watch attack on titan again

[xokiis]

this is the FIRST show i’m rewatching if i ever lose my memory

[xokiis]

legit no reason to be staring this hard at each other

[xokiis]

this dude is way too mean to not be gay 😭

[xokiis]

this whole fight scene is funny because jabber quite literally wanted zankas “staff to get bigger” which sounds like a innuendo if you’re perverted like me

[xokiis]

it’s funny when ppl say janka has no chemistry when you can literally feel it radiating off the screen here 😭

[xokiis]

this feels so illegal to look at 😭 my brain literally cannot comprehend kaiser being animated