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ciders ‘nd apples fest || 2

*.:｡✏ “what gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused me”

*.:⇨ pairing: tsukishima kei x gn!reader

*.:⇨ genre: angst

*.:⇨ prompt: “what gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused me” [ ciders ‘nd apples writing fest ]

*.:⇨ a/n: ....tbh i suck at writing angst unless i’m a freaking depressed mood so um...sorry this sucked.

the cold crisp winter weather was harsh against tsukishima’s sensitive skin. exhaling harshly, he tightened the knot of his scarf. delicate crystals of white snow were falling from the sky, a few of them taking a seat on tsukki’s hand-knit beanie.

“get out of my sight. just....just leave.”

taking in a deep breath, he shifted his hazel orbs towards the christmas tree in front of the shopping center. meeting you was not something he had planned on doing anytime soon... but as circumstances called for it, he found himself waiting for you. even in the winter chill that tsukishima kei despised, he stood rooted to the spot where you had requested to meet him.

it was when he made eye contact with you that he deeply regretted his decision. nimble on your feet, your fingers numb due to the icy weather, you rushed towards the blonde male.

“tsukki-” you started only to be interrupted by him immediately.

“don’t call me that.” the response was harsh and sudden but you knew that it was something you well deserved.

“got it. kei-” you were once again stopped by tsukishima who this time only clicked his tongue in annoyance.

“look. i don’t really know why you called me here but get it over with fast. i have better things to do.” he muttered, the irritation of being summoned, visible in his voice.

“fine...i just.. i wanted to apologize.” you mumbled. the snowflakes around you continued to fall in a regular pattern, their crystals landing on your shoulder. when you looked up at tsukki’s expression, all you saw was anger and annoyance.

“excuse me?” he sounded infuriated, it made you regret every choice you’d ever made. the weather around you might have been harsh but nothing hurt more than the icy tone that was laced into tsukishima’s every word.

“i....i want another chance with...with you. please, tsukishima. give me...no, give us another chance.” was all you could say. your throat burned harsher than the flames of a warm fireplace, the suffocating feeling taking over your senses. no one could have despised you more than you hated yourself in that moment.

“what...what gives you the right to just...just waltz back into my life after all the pain you caused me, y/n?” tsukki questioned. you froze, unsure of how to answer him.

was it right for you to want to be with him again?

even after you lied to him, even after you completely destroyed his faith in you? even after you brought out the worst in him....you couldn’t help but want to stand by his side once again.

tsukishima didn’t give you another second of his time. he simply turned around and walked away. hot tears flowed down your cheeks, the intensity of the rejection that you were already expecting, hitting you harsher than expected.

so you simply watched as your light walked away, cold flakes of snow raining down. your heart clenched in itself but you picked yourself up. once again you ran towards him, hoping that somewhere he would find the warmth to forgive you.

“i do love you after all.”

might edit it later to make it better-

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