Jan 22, 2020
@jigglypuffwrites:
“Can I say something crazy? I love you.” { for bastiaan from dorian }
❝You—what?❞ Bastiaan froze in the act of sucking a cannabis lollipop, which was probably just as well given his visceral reaction to that word. ❝Fuck off, nobody loves me. It’ll be that way til I croak, so don’t fool yourself, okay honey?❞ Even if Bastiaan felt the same, it didn’t matter. He was incapable of feeling good enough for anyone, thanks to the extremely violent way he’d been raised. Love was for other people - he was too busy stuffing drugs in his system to smother the stray emotions which could cripple him.
