Oct 23, 2020
Doing everything right and calm and careful and still getting blindsided by betrayal is like, why did I even try to do this well. Let’s act out and be as selfish as the rest of the world
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Doing everything right and calm and careful and still getting blindsided by betrayal is like, why did I even try to do this well. Let’s act out and be as selfish as the rest of the world
Me: Does making memes qualify as a hobby?
My roommate: For you it does.
That fucked up bpd feeling when you realize what you're about to say/do isn't necessary and you have the option to stop but bpd takes over and you end up saying/doing it and just simply fucks. all. of. your. relationship. up.
So why'd you really call? You were bored Or lonely Maybe missing me I could only hope. I missed your voice And sometimes I still cry about it. I don't hear from you For days and weeks And when we do talk You barely speak I wish I could turn away But I am weak I hate silence I miss feeling complete. I think I might take the jump And run far away Hide my face in a crowd Never look back You got me at a low point Now I only feel better Alone with my money And a flask filled with whiskey. Once you said I was lost But I think you are too I think we all are. I woke up A little bit angry A little bit confused I can't let it go Not when you do this So how much can I take? How willing am I To let my heart break For you?