#bodi horror

[orladump]

Movie of the year

[m0re-b4d-wr1t1ng]

Dead Ringer (or What You Will)

Every stomachache tastes like cervical cancer

Every thought of the alternative tastes like surgery awake

That thing that rots inside my body is a time bomb

Whether She detonates in gloved hands or in hemorrhages

She will take me down with Her

“You know, when they dig up your bones…”

I have pictured a body barely mine decomposing in a hospice

I have pictured a smiling nurse pulling my insides open to look at Her

To tell me She is meant to be here

And I am meant to be Her

I have remembered my aunt’s finger tattoo on her hand gone cold and soft

I have looked forward to biting a cyanide capsule in a pink-painted waiting room

I have thought about meat and metal and I don’t want either inside of me

I don’t want anyone to know that I have Her inside of me

I don’t want to let them see Her long enough to tear Her out

But don’t I know?

When they dig up my bones?

With any luck, the bomb will have gone off

And my pelvis will be slime and powder and blood

And I will not be Her anymore

I will just be something dead and disgusting.

[londoneh]

Tw: eyes!

Persona drawing!!!! 😋

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Bonus

[sunlightedcockroach]

Arachnid

I read, or rather listened to the audio version of the novel "Starship Troopers" by R. Heinlein a long time ago, and I remember not the controversial political aspect, but the space suits of paratroopers and the civilization of beetles.Although the latter did not seem to be described in detail, I had a strange feeling about them.

It seemed to me that given their technology in the most familiar, "metallic" sense, the presence of scientists in their society and so on made them hauntingly close to humans, yet at the same time they remained alien.

I tried to convey this feeling through the resemblance to a toddler and the some hair-like tentacles (cheeks unfold into mandibles).

[shinigoroshining]

OCtober day 1 Spiders

Oc name: spidey!

[eviltorte]

CW// Gore

The Flesh.

“We run and shout and file on through our lives as simply as any cow, and after awhile you can’t help but realize we could turn into a lifeless carcass just as easily”

The Flesh Fear 5/14

[yuckyy-charms]

Does anybody else have a body horror special interest or hyperfixation I’ve not met anybody else who does and I’m not sure how niche it is. I need to find other people to infodump and relate to lmao