#bones talkens

[brokunbones]

i feel like im gonna go ape shitt. tonigh t boys and i am so fucking awful feeling i want to scream

[brokunbones]

i feel so fucking sick and my throat ties itself in knots and my retinas sting and my ears are focusing too hard on the silence why am i so fucking useless why am i so horrible why am i so so so fucking worthless im so bad im so empty im drowning im im im i bad i feel so gross and icky inside and i want it to be quiet and i want it to be okay i want it to feel okay

[brokunbones]

its true

i dont deserve to be fucking loved

i always knew it

but i ignored it

[brokunbones]

doss he love me?

i hope so

[brokunbones]

have you ever been haunted

by a ghost

who wont leave you alone

and now all you can think about is

what your ghost will do

in the back of your subconscious?

that is what this is to me

[brokunbones]

im absolutely fuckin dumb

stupid

idiot

my brain is ugly and so am i

[brokunbones]

i cried over food twice too many times so

[brokunbones]

i am the ghost in the room that haunts me