I don't. Understand people thinking Bdubs is a cheaty kind of guy. His whole THING is choosing A Person and sticking to them - he's loyal to a FAULT. Just because his brand of loyalty involves sarcasm, banter, and a slightly twisted definition doesn't mean it's not REAL to him. Because part of his loyalty is running himself into a blade if he thinks it can help His Person.
BDUBS made Scar run for Mayor. BDUBS made Ren take up the King's Crown. BDUBS took it from "oh, our lives are tied together this time?" to "Impulse and I are in LOVE."
Now, yes, he gets the big Traitor brand on his back, because of 3rd Life. "Oh, Bdubs betrayed his closest ally for a clock!" OR!!!!! OR!!!!! Bdubs recognized an inseparable pair in Grian and Scar, knows that he's not good enough to help Impulse beat them in a head-on 2v2, and throws himself on a metaphorical sword to give Impulse sympathy in the eyes of the audience!!! Either he kills Impulse, and things play out exactly as they do - or Impulse beats him, and looks a hero for it! (And Impulse might actually be smart enough to find away around the bond of the desert, in a way Bdubs can't.)
Bdubs threw himself onto the poisoned blade of Reputation, in a way that the fandom seems poised to ensure he can never recover from. Anyone can betray anyone else, but it'll always cycle back to Bdubs somehow. He played the long game, and chose the Heel role, and he'll choose it every god damn time if it'll make the people he care look a little more the Face.
Coughs. I mean. Uh. Bdub.
Thinking about this thinking about this cus like
Okay we, in my system, call him many things, but the main two? Bastard and Fool.
He is a bastard, he is a fuckin bastard when he feels like it. Again pointing to Last Life, but also pointing to 3rd Life when he put Etho to death for the crime of wearing a helmet when they were in green.
As for fool? It's because he can be foolish, or seem foolish. He's the jester that mocks the king and hopes he can get away with him, but sometimes he simply can't.
And him being a bastard and a fool is part of the ecosystem of the servers he's on, no matter what server. Attack of the B-Team? He was a bastard. (Yes I am mentioning that series, I feel ancient at the mention of is name. We didn't watch Bdubs then, but we're def not gonna watch it now).
And also thinking about this reminds me of LimLife and what feels like an almost untapped source of angst for Bdubs.
Because it is true, in the Life Series, that he is The Traitor. Further on that, it is true not many trust him, especially when it gets later in the season. Just thinking about TIES using him as an excuse, someone to pin the blame on and mock. Thinking about how genuinely hurt Bdubs was after he was killed by Impulse and Tango, immediately wanting to seek revenge.
Just gah, he can be such a self-centered prick in the Life Series, but he's one that actually cares about and has loyalty to His Guy and that's something I adore about his character.