#borderline probs

[borderline-binch]

Splitting, and then realizing the splitting is stupid, so you try to change it while not fighting against it.

[phloater]

it fucking sucks that i could be having an ok day and i see one thing that doesn’t even have to directly do with me and suddenly the thought that i’m not good enough surrounds me and i feel empty, alone and worthless.

[phloater]

hey is it a bpd thing that i have to ask people if it’s okay for me to feel a certain way when it comes to things that upset me? like, If i get upset, i always ask someone if it’s okay for me to be upset over the situation because i never know how i’m supposed to feel, does that make sense?

[phloater]

anyone: it's not your fault i'm depressed.

me, a borderline: so what you're saying is that it is, in fact, my fault.

[phloater]

me, already having a bad time: well it can't get any worse than this!

trauma, resurfacing: 👀

me, choking through tears: can u fuckin leave me alone

[phloater]

when your 😆🤘🏼 bpd 😤👊🏼😩 fuccs up 🔥‼️ all of ur 👀🗣 relationships 🤦🏻‍♀️🏃🏻 so u 🙃😒 isolate urself 😝😜🔥❗️💯💯💯

[phloater]

bpd @ me whenever i'm doing relatively okay: y'all mind if i force you into isolation and destroy all your relationships?

[phloater]

When your fear of abandonment kicks in because your fp tells you they're making new friends and having fun without you so your isolation & self-destructive tendencies give u this look