#borderlinemom

[raisedbybpd]

growing up with a borderline mom means never knowing when things are truly okay. it's about constantly looking for signs of her being upset, then begging her to look at you after she locks herself up in her own misery– pleading, "i'm not your enemy, don't try to fight me again, it hurts."

i know to pay attention to the sound of her footsteps– is she in a rush, or is she angry again? when she tells me we're okay, am i allowed to take that at face value? can i trust her to be honest with me, or should i have learned to gauge her unspoken demands by now?

[mahouenby-blog]

And I'm black, wtf at that person a safe space is important

That comparison was fucking bollocks 

[mahouenby-blog]

I'm not anon but would you hate me? Your fear is absolutely warranted though :(

I don’t hate Christians! 

It’s just, I’ve been physically assaulted by Christians more than once in my life 

Which leads to a huge fear because when I’m around them of course I have a though of “this person is possibly going to abuse me.” 

My point was that in a safe space that includes a ton of shit that the bible is against, someone who follows the bible.. Obviously.. That then becomes an unsafe place for everyone else there 

I care way more about the safety of the group of other people, myself and my friends than the comfort of one person who’s butthurt that they make me feel unsafe 

[beautifulborderlinejunkie]

Mom just told me that she's going away for christmas AGAIN.

She tells me this 2 fucking days before christmas, she pulled the same shit last year too like wtf. So I cant see my little brother either?

She's done this since I was a little girl, whenever she gets a new boyfriend she abandons me because I don't fit into her new "perfect family" picture.

Fuck You Mom!