#boring posts

[prize-pig-collection]

Needing to refresh my knowledge of “how to ask a fat girl if she’s into feedism without upsetting her if she isn’t” …any thoughts?

[littlepawz]

😜

[parasitoidism]

The weather is ok today. Not great or bad it’s fine I guess

[tyrannosaurus-sock]

Like a year or two ago this individual crockpot was an impulse buy as I walked by it on the shelf and it was on sale and omg best purchase ever. So useful for bringing a hot lunch, getting to avoid either the disgusting microwave or the line at the microwave, and if I’m at a desk - just keep my lunch with me at my desk and not have to worry about it being moved or taken or whatever. I love my lil crockpot so much. xD

[cuddly-copium]

Again, talking too much.;; ffs

Here’s how I’m doing the rarepair series:

The ship will ideally get two Moodboards each, each board depicting an activity of one of their choosing. Sam got a day of hiking, Chris got a night in of movies, (vegan) snacks and video games.

I’ll try and give a song to each ship! I don’t have the talent or attention span to make a playlist for everyone but I think it’ll be a fun challenge to match them each to a song!

I’m still going to do my Quarry series, I’m just a little less motivated right now and saw a lot of fun editing potential. Plus I wanted to do something that might actually make folks pleasantly surprised and happy when they go into the tags. ^^;

I don’t get much interaction but please know that your ship will most likely be featured in due time. I have a few I’m uncomfortable with (I’m only doing two ships with Emily, I’m not doing Jos//Sam, and I’m not doing Daring Duo.)

Otherwise regardless of popularity, regardless of my HCs, regardless of my preferences at all I plan on doing the ships that aren’t blacklisted above.

The Emily ships will be Sam and Jess.

[cuddly-copium]

God, I talk too much.

I just wanna apologize for being a little awkward/repetitive with my usage of Noah Fleiss pics or sometimes just using vague images to represent Chris. I’m sure anyone who has tried making Moodboards and edits understands, but I wanted to give a heads up that unless I really see potential in one of the very few images of him that I might just use random blonde guys with glasses to get the job done.

[cuddly-copium]

Also even though I’m gonna work on The Quarry, please bear in mind what the point of my blog is. I’m still gonna be post AshMatt, I’ve just not been feeling good. Moodboards are easier than drawing. I just hope mine are nice to make up for it.

Blah, babbling.

I used to draw regularly and I know I’m not bad at it. I struggle with anatomy of certain things and fluidity/movement but like I know I can do it.

The thing I’m outright bad at is perspective which makes backgrounds a nuisance.

Just lately I’ve been dealing with chronic migraines and a bunch of other medical and personal bf so life stuff that’s hindered me from drawing or even make boards.

Honestly I’m kind of upset with myself too for giving up on HCs under the Moodboards. It was about putting myself out there but I got so self-defeating. I should’ve kept going. I still have Ashley stuff in my drafts that I was gonna post.

If cringe is dead maybe I will post it eventually and do HCs for everyone else. I’m not as comfortable writing Josh though because sleepyscreamer, my partner, writes him and really excels at it. Some of the HCs I post are shared between us but he comes up with the bulk of all things Washington.

But.

Point is I’m gonna try and get over it. I’m learning to cope with my eyes hurting and blurring, I’m trying to get comfortable creating things at home again, I really do want to make my rarepair more widespread even if it is just me and me alone loving it.

I hope I’ve been doing a B+ job of doing that without dunking on Emily. I’m really trying.